Because I would go to the volunteer meeting with my mother under the snow for a while, she also got in the car at my mother's signal after I got out of the car to make sure that there was no problem, and I should go in with them later, so I said goodbye to them for the time being and came to my class alone. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Today's class is unexpectedly quiet, and most of the students will be accompanied by an outsider, that is, the elder who came to discuss volunteering this time... Sitting or standing in a low voice, some people take them to visit schools and classes, the usual noise and gathering are basically non-existent, probably because of the presence of the elders and the formality, or to leave a good impression in front of their elders, so that they can get more benefits in the future, such as living expenses and pocket money. Of course, not all of them will be accompanied by their elders, and there are a few who are alone besides me - Hayama, Tozuka, and... Kawasaki.All three sat quietly in their seats. The way Totsuka sleeps on his desk... So cute..

The discussion has been going on for a while, so there aren't many people in this classroom, and now it's the 13th, so it's still a while before me... The people in front of the serial number have probably finished the negotiation and gone back... I glanced at Yubihama's location.. There was no one, and her attendance number was further back... Probably who to visit...

[Yikes.] Than Qi Gu Jun. ]

I don't know when, in the gap that I didn't realize at all, Hayama had come to my desk very casually, and greeted me very warmly.... Look at his face as a teenage killer.... Yes.... It's so annoying.. I remember what happened last night, and I was completely ignored, although it wasn't technically your fault... But you're also responsible, aren't you?

[Oh...] I replied in a coping style, and I lay down on the table.... It's an alternative eviction order.

But.... Hayama sat directly in the empty seat in front of me, with a soft-hearted expression on his face that he wanted to admit his mistake when he had done something wrong.. Good baby?

[Yesterday's thing... Sorry.] As he spoke, he bowed his head to me and apologized sincerely

[No... It's okay] reluctantly raised his head and sighed [Whew... Strictly speaking, you're not wrong about this, and there's nothing wrong with everyone.] It's me who is wrong... These eyes are full of sin and hatred... At the end of the day, I just refused to leave and didn't go to dinner, so it was my fault.

Hayama raised his head and smiled bitterly, and at the same time helplessly, he looked at me for a few seconds [I knew you would be this kind of answer.... And the person who thinks in my heart is myself who is wrong, right?]

[...... I know you're still asking?] There's a limit to boredom... Don't ask questions about the inconsequential answers that have already been determined, just like a high school student who finishes an arithmetic problem in elementary school math and then finds the teacher who asked for the answer... This is a shameful wasteful act.

Hayama did not continue, but put on a low posture, crossed his hands on his forehead, and put it in the position that originally belonged to me, I couldn't see his expression, and was silent for a while

[Under the snow.... Are you okay.... I mean... Was she still angry?] He seemed hesitant when he asked, afraid and worried about something.

[Hm... That's it... After leaving the restaurant, it was no problem at all. ]

When he heard this answer, he raised his head and looked at me with an incredulous expression, and then smiled at me with a wistful smile, looking very happy, and swept away the gloom in front of him

[Biqi Gu-kun, you're really amazing... Can change her to this extent... No, she's actually changed to this extent for you... Or maybe both... Huh.]

[I don't understand what you're saying....] Here it comes.... Not again... The most annoying and least desirable mode of speaking...

However, this time Hayama didn't seem to want to leave me with questions, and he continued to explain my questions when I was struggling with whether to continue asking. It's only been one time since I knew her that I've really gotten angry... This is the second time... Last time... It's not a short time to calm down... So this time when she was angry, I didn't dare to do anything, and I couldn't do it... Huh]

Looking at Hayama's gloomy and bitter expression formed because of self-blame and helplessness, I don't know what to say now... No, he doesn't need anyone's pity, and he doesn't need sympathy... So, what Hayama is asking for now... What the hell is it? at least, not something that is owned now....

[Than Qi Tani-kun, please remember..] Suddenly, Hayama seemed to be a different person, looking directly at me seriously and seriously, and his resolute face revealed unquestionable resoluteness [You are the only person who can do such a thing under the snow!]

[..... Just don't let that happen.]

I shook my head and shook off the images I had just remembered yesterday, it wasn't a happy memory, this kind of thing... Even if you don't warn me, there's no way I'm going to make it happen again.

[Also am... But you still don't understand what I mean... Forget it...]

[What does that mean...] Can't you explain it well?]

Hayama stood up and stretched out his hand and patted me on the shoulder as if encouragingly, and said, [It's almost time for you to give up this indiscriminate gentleness, she's going to have a hard time going on like this...]

I pushed his hand away [don't tell me like you... It's you who make no difference.]

He shook his head and whispered to himself [I'm that... It's just the walking dead...] After that, he returned to his seat and continued to look into the distance.

The Walking Dead.... If everything Hayama does is false, it is just disguise and use, walking in the sun with the skin of flesh and blood, without independent consciousness and hope, only the most primitive ability to act, and only being completely separated from the self will be called the walking dead... In the end, it is the lack of the ability to think, or the complete deprivation of one's own thoughts... Well, Hayama... Is he really like that? probably.... Right..

Time passed little by little, and there were fewer and fewer people in the classroom, and the drowsiness was uncontrollable.... Or... Sleep a little?

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[VIII....]

[Hmm.....]

[Hachiman ......]

[Phew.....]

[Hurry up.....]

[Sleep for another five minutes.....]

Yes.... Now is the time to get sleepy.... Why am I having this nasty auditory hallucination... Is it a dream... But why do I always feel like someone is shaking me...

[Hachiman is really, Hiratsuka-sensei is coming..]

[It's normal for teachers to come to the classroom....] I'm impatient, put my hand behind me.... I'm so sleepy.. Hiratsuka-sensei also... Hmm? A black shadow flashed in my mind... It seems to be aware of something dangerous...

The originally groggy brain was completely cleansed by something in an instant, and it became extremely awake, and he suddenly raised his head and looked left and right..... Call.... Didn't come... I've had enough of the Iron Fist.

[Did you finally wake up?] Totsuka, who was standing in front of me at some point, crossed his waist a little angrily, and looked at me with a warm and angry face, which was so beautiful that most girls were jealous, that his face became slightly red [Volunteer talk is almost here.] ]

Ah~ Tozuka, my ideal bride.... So cute.... Don't worry about volunteering or anything, it's best to keep it like this!

[Biqi Tani-kun, let's go together.] A handsome blonde guy suddenly appeared from behind Tozuka ... was taken aback.... Hayama, when did you learn the stealth skill...

[Hah....] Stretching hard, he stood up after moving his somewhat sore neck, and looked around the empty classroom [how... It's just a few of us?]

[It seems that Hiratsuka-sensei deliberately put the individual people at the end....] Tozuka said with some concern [probably... I'm going to be scolded..] His eyes became ruddy, and he looked at me pleadingly, so cute.... Don't worry, with me, a professional who pulls hatred, you will never be scolded, don't worry!

[Hawkers,Mr. Hiratsuka is still very reasonable.,If there's really something that can't go away, just explain it well.,I won't be scolded.] After saying that, Yukiyama smiled at my Totsuka and looked very reliable... appeared, that Hayama appeared again... My Totsuka doesn't need your comfort, it's enough for him to be guarded by me, you're completely superfluous!

[Is that middle-aged violent maniac really justified.] Forget it, we'll talk about it then..] Hayama and Totsuka don't think there's anything wrong with it... It's hard for me to say.... It's very likely that you won't even have a chance to explain, and you will just come and talk about it with a few punches... Of course, there is a greater possibility that the choice of volunteers will be directly selected for me, and it is mandatory.