The eighth letter to Grad Changyu:

The wind was blowing, and some of the lights in the house were not lit.

Manna had just written a sentence, and she was so upset that she could not write again. The day before yesterday, the soul lamps of the left wing were extinguished one by one, and Manna knew that this meant that the spirit of the left wing would completely disappear in this world. She wanted to help the left, but she really didn't have enough power...... The last time she fainted, she had used all her spiritual power, and she almost couldn't wake up, and now she was probably useless.

She thought to herself: Left-wing, I'm really sorry, all I can do is go so far. We don't owe each other much in this life, goodbye to you......... No, we'd better never see each other. Sometimes I always think that if it weren't for you, but another woman, maybe I could win his heart back. But why is it you........ You don't want to fight for him, you betray your relatives for him, you go to a foreign land for him, you do everything for him....... He always felt that he couldn't repay the guilt in his heart no matter how much he paid you, what a smart woman you are! This friendship of yours is exactly what I couldn't give back then.

At the beginning, arrogance, self-esteem, and strength were like sharp swords between me and Changyu, and every time we got closer, we were stabbed all over our bodies. It wasn't until later that I realized that love is never evenly matched, but that there must be one party who is willing to shed all his dignity and humble himself to the dust...... But by the time I realized, I had lost him completely. Time is such a cruel thing, but let the right people meet at the wrong time.

Honestly, I really don't like you. If you hadn't shown up, I might have been different from him later......

It's ridiculous to think about it, at this time, I still have something to worry about with you, you go first, I will go with you later, and in the end, it is not us who will accompany him to the end. After you leave, if that girl comes to her senses one day and remembers everything, will she be able to stay with him instead of you? After all, she doesn't belong here, and she doesn't belong to Changyu.

"Madam, there's a letter from the palace. Aoi interrupted Manna's thoughts by walking in, holding a scroll of letters taken from the flying pigeon.

A few short words jumped on the paper: "The eldest lady has lost her son, and the lady needs to be careful." ”

A cloud of melancholy rose to her brow, and the peace that Manna wanted would finally be broken again, and she crumpled the note, threw it into the lake, and sank into the lake with a ripple.

She re-wrote it:

There is a letter in the palace, and I learned that you finally fought back, ten years of lying on the salary and tasting courage, success or failure depends on the present day, you must be anxious again, at this moment, I should have stood by your side, side by side with you...... I'm so sorry that I can't be with you anymore in the face of the cruelty of this world. In fact, I am very afraid of such days, when you went out to fight in the city of Stephen, I fought for several months or half a year, every night, I was often in a trance, dreamy and frightened, the slightest wind and grass, I thought it was a front-line battle report, and the little attendant who came to report the military situation had a happy face, I looked forward to his battle report, hoping to learn the news of your return, if he had a bitter face, I would like to fly to your side immediately.

When you come back from the battlefield scarred, I look distressed and helpless. Revenge finally brought you to wake up from your sorrow, so I can't stop you, I'm afraid I can't stop you, I'm afraid I can't stop you.

If the left never wakes up, you're probably going to hate me for the rest of your life, right?

Do you still hate me?

Later, did you ever love me again?

Scold. It's like an obsession, it doesn't bloom in my heart, it can't bear fruit, but I just can't let it go........

What I owe to you, to the left, has been paid off.

After I passed away, I left behind my young son, and if you agree, I would like to be raised by You Yin and his wife, who are gentle and kind-hearted, and are the best candidates. I did this, firstly, I hope that he can get the perfect love since he was a child, and secondly, I don't want him to participate too much in the palace disputes, but I want him to live an ordinary life.

If you want to keep him in the palace and serve him, don't teach him to be in politics. As for what happens in the future, and what do you want to do with him, I only hope that you will be good for a while, and you will not be embarrassed by him, and you will spare his life and live a peaceful life. But I still hope that you will promise me to hand him over to You Yin to raise. A child without a mother grows up in the palace, and he has too many things to bear. You know this best.

"Did he send a letter?" You Yin came in with a medicine box.

Manna came back to her senses, put down her pen, and said, "No, it's a letter from the palace." ”

"What's going on? ”

"He (Grad Changyu) finally acted. ”

"Did it go well?"

Manna said, "I broke off a leg without a hitch." ”

"Judging from your expression, it seems that something is not going well?"

"Hmm. Meng Ye was imprisoned, and the left-wing children were gone. Manna sighed.

Seeing her sigh, You Yin suddenly approached and reached out to touch her face, Manna slammed her hand and said, "Xiaokui, you go down first." ”

You Yin put down his hand and said, "There is ink on my forehead." ”

Manna wiped it carefully.

You Yin said: "You have to learn the lesson of the last time, worrying too much will not be good for your body." Besides, you're like this, what else can you do for him?"

"I'm just a little worried about Meng Ye. ”

"Changyu should understand how important Meng Ye is to him, he will never cut off his arm. ”

"Having said that, if Xiang Guogong is aggressive, I'm afraid ....... No, I'll send a letter to Gong Lin. ”

You Yin snatched the pen from her hand and said, "You still have to worry about yourself, Madame's child is gone, and the child in your womb has become everyone's target." ”

"Hmm. ”

"Go back to the palace, the palace is safer than here. As he spoke, Yu Yin handed Manna a bloodstained arrowhead.

She knew that the enemy was well informed and had already begun to act. The retreat temple will have no peaceful days.

She just wanted to escape from all the past with the child in her womb, but it seems that the world has never let her go. When the wind rose, her long hair was in the wind, and she saw a wisp of white hair misting in the sun, and she thought: How will she hide her old age when she returns to the city?

Another day, a girl hurried up to the monastery to find You Yin, saying that his wife was critically ill and that he must go back. Knowing that the enemy is at stake, Manna's life and death are at stake, but loyalty and righteousness cannot be both. You Yin left his own people, said goodbye to Manna, and hurried back to the city alone. Zheng Hu is a fierce general under Meng Ye, with advanced skills and a long time in the battlefield, with him, You Yin can also put half of his heart down, he thinks that if he can cure his wife, he will turn back and respond.

A few days later, sure enough, someone from the palace came to pick up his wife back to the palace on the order of King Gele, and the person who came carried a letter from Gele Changyu.