Chapter 5: That Girl, I'm Going to Find Her
008 Find her
At the same time, he also has a sense of disgust, and now he wants to say a lot, but he doesn't know how to express it. I feel like a dragonfly tethered to a rope, with wings but no flying sky.
Why is it that even if you become a singer, you can't be free to do what you want. I still have to be very self-disciplined. It's not because he was born this way, but when he chooses to be the person in the spotlight, he is already destined to be an accessory for the rest of his life.
A man and his backpack.
His backpack was full of fantasies, things he had wanted to do but couldn't.
He shines brightly, but at the same time restricts his edges and corners.
The true self is a luxury enjoyment.
The initial perfection of performance is a kind of shackle.
For anyone, that's true.
People will always expect from you, and it's hard for you to disappoint or die to those people who look at you with anticipation.
So into a cycle where you always want to do better. And the expectations of the people around you have no end, they always stupidly think that your strength is never like this, and you will be better. To say that there is no end to improvement is actually a lie. For those who talk endlessly, the logic in their brains is simply knotted. Illogic is sometimes "so-called logic" for them. I thought I had said something great. Minseok thinks these people are just ridiculous.
"Great! Oh Min Suk, I love you!Ah, I love you!" The applause below had changed into the next wave of even more irrational screams, one after another, and the crowd also surged in waves, strangely, but he felt especially peaceful.
For him, from the initial uncomfortable response to fans, secretly looking forward to fans, welcoming fans, and turning a blind eye to now, he still can't understand what one person's fanatical worship of another person is all about, what kind of spell it is.
Why has human reason disappeared?
"Whoever says he loves me, he doesn't know me. Min Shuo once said to Chen Tao.
"What do you say? Chen Tao was puzzled, "You know how difficult it is to understand a person, and make such an unreasonable request."
The two of them burst out laughing.
"Women are especially irrational," he said to Mr. Chen.
"I don't understand women either, if you talk to me, it's actually ......" Chen Tao wanted to speak and stopped.
But today, it's a little different. Something awaits in a corner of the heart. Why? So strange?
From the moment I started, it was as if there was a static whirlpool, and somewhere in this concert, time and space were cut off, but there was a strange atmosphere that was hard to ignore. This expression displeased Min-suk. No, it's not weird, it's a fatal attraction that makes people curious. This attraction, or "gravity" as it could be called, is not love or anything, it seems to be a stronger bond. It's not something too strange to explain. Something was around me, but I didn't even notice it.
"I want to know, I'll be able to detect it. Oh Min Suk took the opportunity to bow to the four directions and walk further to the edge of the stage, so that he could see the audience below closer, and he took the trouble to find that point, but the fans present were so excited that the atmosphere could be described as "boiling".
The mentality of the fans has been hit by a new shock, almost collapsed, he feels that it doesn't matter, a little affected, but he knows that the love of fans is conditional. It's just resonance, it's just appreciation, it's not selfless love.
He is by no means ruthless.
Gratitude, it is the first time that they feel so respected and valued, in fact, other people's concerts also bow and salute, and this move is not unique to him, and it will not arouse such a big passion at all, and the reaction of fans seems to be a bit of a fuss. Weibo, WeChat, and space have become a mess, and everyone may cry at almost any time, just because they are too moved.
"Oh Min-suk, an angelic man" has spread far and wide, and it has instantly become a hot search list, as well as "I want to listen to his concert @ a friend", which once became a way for lovers, girlfriends, relatives, and friends to chat, but unfortunately there are no tickets available at present.
There are still people who directly said on Weibo, "Add a certain WeChat, transfer concert tickets, iPhone is waiting for you." ”
Everybody has it.
At this time, the agent Chen Tao also had a little ripple in his heart, he didn't expect this guy Minshuo to be so sincere and humble.
"You will be talked about, but now you have to be very careful in everything" Don't get carried away when you get up. Chen Tao still didn't say anything, why did he need to care so much.
At this time, his mobile phone suddenly vibrated and a message came: "콘서트 현장 성공, 축하" I didn't expect this person to be quite well-informed.
"It's okay to inform Minshuo later, I haven't been busy with my friends much lately", Chen Tao whispered, he knew it all clearly.
"I thought I knew him well, but you can never really know someone. Chen Tao thought that he was really surprised today, which made his silent heart suddenly warm up. He felt a little inexplicable that he wasn't that emotional.
The fans were so enthusiastic, but Min Shuo was unmoved at this time, but Chen Tao didn't know anything about it. Minseok knew that all he had done was to keep his humble heart all the time, and his heart could always be so calm, and if his heart was messed up, he couldn't imagine what the consequences would be.
Doing this willingly, he knows very well, is by no means a show.
But who said again, you can't kill two birds with one stone.
"Where, where?"
He's been going all round.
"I should be able to see it, with my eyesight. Min-suk's confident eyes didn't match his movements in the slightest.
In fact, Min Suk thought too much, if he could still find the person who had never been masked in such a sea of people, it would be like looking for a needle in a haystack.
The target should appear, this was Minsuk's first reaction. He was convinced that his judgment was not wrong. That's where the goal should be, that's intuition. He decided that there was always a reason for his instincts.
"Although this matter is not important", he thought again, "this is arrogance", he knew that he secretly cared about this person. Although he had never been masked and had never heard what she said, he instinctively wanted to know what those who held anti-him thoughts were thinking, what they were saying in their QQ space and their circle of friends. Although it didn't matter, he still had to admit that he couldn't help but be curious, knowing that these were good and not necessarily bad, so he couldn't help but take a look.
Reason has guided his actions for so many years, but there have been times when he has failed. For example, this time, his actions were not swayed by reason, and he was still instinctively searching.
"It's her!"
009 is her
"It's her!"
It was as if a person appeared out of thin air in this place, and this girl suddenly came into sight, which caught people off guard, why did she see the existence of this person. Is my eyes adjusting to the light?
The stage is the only bright place, and all around is so dim, with flashing lights, cheering signs and LED fluorescent words, the eyes want to get the most ordinary and ordinary light, it is really like climbing to the sky.
Sometimes the person you're looking for is right next to you, and you don't know it.
"How did I see her, it's definitely her" Minseok felt that he was really refreshed and suddenly awakened.
Good fellow, he finally found it, and he felt that what he had found for himself was like a "trouble".
However, he is such a conceited person, "You are a trouble, I will also eliminate your trouble, let you become a little white rabbit, no harm, so as to conform to my temperament and standards as a human being, in line with my amazing wisdom and beauty, in line with my appalling talent and determination, which are beyond the reach of ordinary people."
Sometimes, even ghosts may not necessarily believe that Minshuk's own words about giving him chicken blood have gone beyond all the extensions of the word narcissism, and I am afraid that narcissism itself will bow down when he sees Minshuo.
Minseok thought he was funny.
If there are other adjectives next to "Leng Yan", it is obviously the most appropriate to describe this girl.
The man is so broad and profound, if you look up the dictionary, it is really a piece of cake to come up with a dozen or twenty adjectives to describe the vague woman in front of him.
But at this time, he still felt that he was running out of words.
How can the world be so self-righteous, cheeky but calm.
This girl is this type.
While Minseok looked at her, she seemed to see Minseok as well.
"Oh, no, it should be said that the purpose of her coming here is to see me, the protagonist of this concert is me, Oh Min Suk, and no one else, of course, likes me and comes to see me. When I see my true face, am I really handsome? "Minseok let his pride fly and soar over the sea.
She still looked at herself calmly, as if to see everything. Minseok judged.
"Calm, non-existent. Could it be ...... She was completely impressed by me?How is her calm attitude suitable for appearing at my concert?" Min Suk said in his heart, "She must be pretending to be calm, there are a lot of drama spirits these years, of course I can see through it." He smiled confidently.
Although ordinary people may think that his performance is full of weirdness, fans think that it is his very personal, characteristic contemplative smile, full of magic.
She turned her head suddenly, and Minseok seemed to be able to hear "so handsome." "The screams of the fans around them.
She thinks the lyrics are very Qiong Yao, and she doesn't like it. Minseok judged the man at first glance.
"Is she a fan? She's not a fan, is she?" Min Suk wondered, how could a fan be so sensible? She should either cry, shout, jump, or laugh. Either the above four forms are presented intermittently.
In short, the last state that fans can establish is her current state - as if nothing happened. It seems to be very simple、Very simple.,In fact, it's a scheming girl he's seen a lot.。
Now he has no way to judge which kind of girl this girl belongs to, whether she is a drama spirit or a superb drama spirit.
"Classical beauty", the word suddenly popped up in my mind, is it very suitable for this classical module of this concert?
But what are the advantages, there is nothing special other than Yan Zan, first impression.
"It's annoying. Whether it's a classical beauty, a gentle and lovely image, or a sense of classical music for this concert, Minseok refuses, but he generally doesn't say it.
Min Suk believes that classical beauty, everything in everyone's girlfriends is nonsense, which is a state that is difficult to understand.
"This person is a classical beauty. "If a friend says this, he is thinking about what kind of classical beauty is, whether it is to describe this person as old, or to deceive the corpse, or to say that everything that is atavistic is beautiful, or to say that this person is extraordinarily tasteful, and others are so low that they explode.
To live in the present and to be described as classical, can this be praise?
And looking at it, there are really a lot of people who talk like this. Even the word vintage he didn't understand.
But right now, Oh Min Suk felt as if he could see the other party completely, even if they were so far away.
It's illogical, I can't see her, this light and this distance, it's amazing to see.
But it just feels familiar.
At that moment, the girl turned back and started talking to the people around her.
"Seems to notice that I'm looking at her. He couldn't help but speculate.
Why is this? Wu Minshuo couldn't help but start to make full use of his intelligence, because there was not much place to use his intelligence now. What are you suspicious of? It's not because of damaged self-esteem. Of course, there is no reason for this, he is used to screaming female fans around him, covering his face, and bowing his head shyly, but he is slightly concerned about the seemingly intentional and seemingly unintentional avoidance of others. This is unreasonable, and if you come to a celebrity concert, you will feel happy and excited about the close contact and attention.
"Why? What is she hiding? is avoiding herself?" Wu Minshuo felt that he had fallen into a fantasy.
That's right, her movements are very natural and perfect. There is absolutely no reason to be suspicious. There is no need to doubt at all. Even, this person is never a person who will enter his own world, and the possibility of even getting a little closer is zero. If there is really anything to doubt and pay attention to in her, it can only mean that Wu Minshuo himself is "looking for trouble".
But everything should be relatively fair and just.
He is not the kind of person who will be confused and dizzy because his fans love him passionately, nor will he get involved with fans.
Min Suk analyzed, deduced, and finally came to only one conclusion: it seemed that there was only one explanation, and this person was very psychologically strong, because only people with super psychological qualities could not be in danger, and even showed extraordinary courage and wisdom. It's a bit like an actor, but it's not quite. Actors have scripts, lines, preparation time, and acting skills. And they are performing everywhere. Their lives are scripts, and their thoughts are lines. Do you still need to take a lot of time and energy to prepare, or do you need to repeat your skills?
There's no skill, it's all personality.
Not everyone can think of a response or a lie when suddenly questioned. Not everyone is able to cope well with unexpected situations. So you can see that this is a character.
"Friends around?" Minseok judged. It seems that the people around you don't look like strangers, and the movements between strangers will be relatively restrained, while they are very natural with each other.
The girl turned away, seemed to be talking to someone behind her, and leaned back and laughed. The smile didn't matter, the person next to her also joined the chatting team, and another girl next to her was talking to her. Oh Min Suk seemed to see that the girl next to this girl was wearing Hermes.
However, a sense of déjà vu struck.
Wait, why is this girl's back so familiar? Is it popular, too ordinary, do you feel that there is no difference from other people? No, he can't say that this girl has that kind of meaning, which makes people feel extraordinary. But now is not the time to waste time on this. It's amazing how much of this happened in a few tens of seconds.
After completing the "bow and thank you gift" for a week, Oh Min-seok returned to the waiting area.
Next, another affectionate and clear interpretation began. In the song, there is only the depth of the lake and the vastness of the sky. This is a song about a boy who likes a girl, but doesn't know why he can't be with her forever. Later, he fell in love with another girl, but in the end he realized that he liked the first girl. When he regretted it, he found that the first girl didn't like him anymore. Very old-fashioned story. The boy sighed that people's feelings are always changing, and he doesn't know what he likes best, which makes him very sad.
"This is the lyrics?" Chen Tao recalled when Wu Minshuo first saw the song.
"yes, what's the problem?" Chen Tao said.
"No" Wu Minshuo only said these two words, and Chen Tao read the subtext of "no logic, incoherent" from his expression.
"I'll write the lyrics myself next time. Minseok said.
"No, your lyrics are too popular, it says you should take a spiritual route, you can bear with it, just this one album. ”
"What, a whole album is like this?Oh my God, are you kidding?" Minseok turned around, leaving a line of exclamation points.
Looking at him on the stage again, how careless he sang this song, the way he sang was very convincing, although Chen Tao's first feeling of the lyrics was also to laugh off his teeth. It's obviously very suitable, but it's still pushing.
During this period, the girl who made Wu Minshuo care about still stared intently at the performance on stage, as if she was savoring it with her heart.
But Wu Minshuo's wholehearted devotion is not enough, and I wonder where he will have the energy to pay attention.