Chapter 657
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He flipped through this thing and felt that these girls seemed to look the same, did they hire a makeup artist or the painter they invited would only draw this one look, anyway, these girls were exactly the same to him, he really couldn't see who was good-looking and who was not good-looking, and even after these faces became one, he really couldn't remember, and even dangled in front of his eyes, he felt that this face was hideous, terrifying.
He can almost imagine how difficult his married life should be, even if he doesn't dream of listening to the rumors about himself when he grows up, but occasionally he can still hear some, after all, when he walks outside, he sometimes passes by those three-sect and nine-rate vendors and so on, and those people can't always pay attention to him, and for the time being, there are even some people who don't care about him at all, after all, his father is just a businessman, the family is rich and rich, but he really has no power, in such a situation, how can these people take care of his existence, and not follow his rumors, so for Shen Cong himself such a strange reputation, he is still very clear.
On the one hand, he is very angry, how can these people cancel themselves, they are so powerful, what rights do these people have, what skills do they have in school, but his real-life cognition tells him that he can't be angry, as a son of a businessman, it doesn't matter if he has a dispute with those traders, but if there is a person from another class in the loan, then what may eventually happen is that his father will apologize, and even pay some money to apologize to the other party, these are all things, in case the other party has a hard mouth or has something to say about their family, then it is possible that he will sufferAs soon as he thought of this possibility, of course, he retracted those thoughts that he wanted to teach others a lesson.
After all, in the world of his own imagination, who dares to talk about him behind his back, who dares to speak ill of him in front of him, this is simply the rhythm of death, in that world, he can not move at every turn, and the head of the deceived and deceived is harvested, which is definitely a cool and unimaginable thing, but real life is so depressing and boring, don't be sad and more willing to immerse yourself in the end of the world you conceived is not looking at it in reality, the aging father, mother shows more and more disappointed eyes to herself, watching those servants say that they are powerless against their orders, or inexplicable facesSeeing those ugly words that everyone talked about themselves before and after, these are things that make him unbearable, rather than endure these non-stop or uncomfortable things in reality, it is better to immerse yourself in the world of your imagination, play at will, and fly at will.
So even if there is no one in the family to follow him, or he is unwilling to admit his failure, he also clearly knows that in the eyes of outsiders, his young master is nothing but a rich father in the family. Although he wanted to rebel, he liked to refute his angry yelling, but these people seemed to think so.
In some such societies, every time he goes out, he really has to do a good job of psychological construction, after all, what kind of people will he meet outside, and what kind of ugly words he will hear from these tough people.
On the one hand, this young master will feel that these people are vulgar, unspeakable, and unmentionable, and have struggled on the poverty line all their lives, so they will be so jealous of themselves, so they will use such ugly words to describe themselves, and mention themselves later, which also causes him to behave when he is outside, becoming more and more arrogant, becoming more and more unattainable, so that these people can really clearly realize that he is different from them, these simple guys in the soil, except for their own hard work, earn a few copper plates, have no effect, they are all garbage for this society, and they are not like themselves who know that they have ambition and ability, It's just that I'm too lazy to move now, and if I want to do it, these people are the kind of people who want to crawl under their feet.
On the other hand, those ugly words will inevitably make this young master have resentment and anger in his heart, so in his imaginary world, he is becoming more and more violent, of course, this is the same as the reality that he has always been taught and he has never done it, so so far he has only imagined that he is waving his hand in the world he has constructed, and ordering his subordinates to pull them down and cut them down, this is because occasionally he can hear that the court will directly behead the most vicious criminal, and this is only then that he thinks or consciously notices that people are killed, it is estimated that it is to directly cut off the head of Rao, such a simple thing, so if he had the most words in the world he conceived, he would have cut him down.
And in the world he fantasized about, whenever he said such a sentence, all the people trembled, and they kowtowed desperately at their feet, wanting to ask for mercy, and this feeling of superiority made him more satisfied. It's just a pity that in real life, there is no way to get such satisfaction, even if you invite those children to eat wine and meat, the most good and obedient words you get from them are just your own talents, you are going to do something great in the future, and you are also broad-minded and so on have a brilliant future, etc., these good words do not have specific or no kind of world in the framework, that feeling of floating on top and on top.
Therefore, Young Master Zhou is very aware of other people's thoughts and opinions in his heart, or other people's thoughts and opinions about other people besides their family, his father and his mother, and those who have no tools to think at all. But obviously, the wife he wants to marry now belongs to these categories, who knows how this woman who married in looks at him from the bottom of her heart, maybe she is really the same as those people, she looks down on herself from the bottom of her heart, if this is the case, she marries such a woman who wants to control herself, wants to persuade herself, wants to worry about herself, wants to make herself uneasy, and is absolutely unhappy with herself. He is not happy for himself, he is touching his head, or putting a knife on his neck, which may fall at any time, and I have more on my own head, so he is not happy with such a choice.