Chapter 20 Slowly, the distance is constantly changing in the quiet daily life (12)

After leaving the cafeteria, I followed the footsteps under the snow and walked straight to the school gate, and then walked for a while towards the avenue leading to the train station, and came to a duplex complex. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Well, that is to say, the dwelling under the snow is now here. It's unexpected.

Maybe it's a neighborhood of the school, so there are very few people commuting to and from work, except for a few pedestrians and shops on both sides of the road, so it's normal to have a quiet journey, but at least I need some time to think.

I followed her into a duplex near the side of the road, and when she stood at the door, the snow finally uttered the first words after the cafeteria

[Hachiman-kun, this is my residence, please remember it clearly.] ]

As he spoke, he took out the key from his pocket and opened the door.

[Uh-oh...]

Anyway, there's no need to stress this point at all, is it? it's only about fifteen minutes away from the school... No, wait, maybe it's necessary, the guy in front of me went down the wrong road four times in a row and found the right place for the fifth time...

After whispering [excuse me], I followed under the snow and walked in, like a standard duplex building, it is a small and medium-sized family economic room, suitable for college students or young people who have just come out of work, etc., the room is composed of only one bedroom, living room and kitchen are connected, the dining table is placed next to the kitchen, the bathroom and a small storage room.

When I got to the living room, I sat down at a low table under the snow, and pointed to the cushion opposite, which meant to let me sit down. After receiving clear instructions, I sat quietly in my place, opposite under the snow... Hawkers,Anyway,I still feel a little uncomfortable with this change.,Thinking... Wouldn't such living conditions be a little simple or something... For her.

[Hah....]

A soft sigh came from the other side, and he gently rubbed his forehead with his hand as if he was overusing his brain, and said in a tone of distress

[What a mistake.] I thought it would be easy, but...]

As she spoke, she shook her head again and again, and let out a grunt that seemed to be very unconvinced, a little like a child after losing the game, lowering her head and falling in love with something like that.

I looked at her cautiously, wanting to say something but not knowing where to start, and somehow became nervous, avoiding it while not being able to help but look at her.

[That, that... What's wrong? Now...]

[It's all your fault...]

Suddenly, two chilling glances shot out of my eyes under the snow, and I looked at me coldly

[Your bad!]

[What?no、I didn't do anything, did I?!]

I couldn't help but raise my voice too high, because it was really scary, but under the snow she still couldn't catch her sight, no, I should say that it had become gloomy now. The cold eyes were staring at me.

[Let me say that in front of those people...]

Although it looked a little twisted, he still maintained a cold attitude and said so.

Ah, I see.... Not.... Hm... That's a really embarrassing thing to say, especially in that case... It's even worse for a girl.

I was thinking about how to apologize, but I inadvertently skimmed under the snow with my head down, but I was sitting with my head buried low, and my hands were stiffened and propped up on my thighs, and through the gap between my hair, I saw a face redder and more attractive than a ripe apple.

Then, I took a deep breath

[Although I know that apologizing now won't do anything, but....]

[Since you know it's useless, don't say it.]

Under the snow, he slowly raised his head to interrupt my words, squeezed his lips, and turned his gaze away into an awkward posture with a pouting mouth.

[I just think... It's not good to do this, there is no need to tell them at all.]

[Oh?why?]

I slowly turned my gaze to the snow, and looked at it with surprising calm for a moment, and she looked at me as well, and it was I who shook my head first

[Wouldn't it be nice to continue to live peacefully like this?I've already graduated from high school, Yukino, wouldn't I expect something in college?]

[Sorry, no.] ]

[Answered too quickly, right?!]

The eyes under the snow were looking straight ahead, but they didn't stay on me, but they looked somewhere behind her, and I did the same, looking at somewhere behind her, my eyes intertwined, there were similarities and completely different places. Thinking about it, I couldn't help but smile calmly and continued

[For example... Wouldn't it be nice to make some friends or something?]

Xue Xia came back to his senses, looked at me, took a deep breath, and replied

[Paradoxically, what does this have to do with what you said "unnecessary"?]

[M.] That's it, there are bound to be a lot of rumors, right?]

[So?]

[It's possible to be isolated by the people around you.]

[Why??]

I don't know why I'm in such a hurry, maybe I can't call it anxious, but it's just that the speed of speech has become a little faster than usual.

Why... yes, why?

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but shake my head, I could almost understand the pressure she was facing now... It's hard work on me.

Slowly, I smiled like a self-deprecating smile, facing her, and a faint illusion of injustice stretched out from my heart

[Unlike you, I... It's a guy who doesn't have any energy, and even if it's forgotten in a corner, it's very comfortable to live well...]

[Is it..]

Snow whispered in response, folded her hands on the low table, looked at me for a moment, and continued

[Is your reason "the two of us dating going bad because of your relationship?"

[...]

I didn't speak, I didn't respond, I guess it's a tacit acquiescence.

[So, why?]

After confirming, Xue Xia asked again, his attitude was very serious, and his tone became a little serious.

I looked at her, looking at her face, no matter how many times I looked at it, I felt that it was impeccably perfect, and after a few seconds, I withdrew my gaze and said to myself

[The two of us... It's completely different....]

That's right, the Yukino I know and know is perfect, desirable, superhuman, so if you have a guy who is diametrically opposed to her by her side, she will undoubtedly become flawed, right? If I could, I'd like to spend this time in peace... At the very least, in this new environment, she can feel what she should feel, make friends who can confide in each other's truth, friends who can share together, friends who can bear together, or friends who can talk and laugh together on the way home.

When something I lost and couldn't get it back anyway, I imposed it on one of the most trusted people with a strange expectation, and that kind of thing... Can I be licensed?

So, I took it upon myself to hope that under the snow I would get what I had lost.

Even if I knew it was wrong, I couldn't help but look forward to it, I was such an incorrigible and headstrong guy.