Chapter 161: Sort it out
Duan Xu and Wang Xin had a very pleasant meeting, or rather, Wang Xin was quite happy after receiving Duan Xu's text message, and quickly rushed to the place where the two of them had made an appointment.
"Is there something wrong?"
As soon as Wang Xin met, he asked Duan Xu strangely.
She was really a little inexplicable, why was Duan Xu about to meet with her all of a sudden.
In fact, in recent times, there have not been many opportunities to meet between Wang Xin and Duan Xu, and she herself knows that Duan Xu has no idea about herself nine times out of ten, but anyway, in Wang Xin's opinion, it doesn't matter if Duan Xu doesn't like him, after all, feelings are mutual, but she has the right to like someone, and no one can interfere with it.
"Nothing, just look at you. Duan Xu smiled and said to Wang Xin.
"What to eat?" Duan Xu asked Wang Xin.
Wang Xin shook his head: "I just had dinner, you can order yours." β
The relationship between two people is like this, estrangement is not estrangement, but intimacy is not enough, they are both very sensible people, and they are both smart to keep a relatively safe distance from each other, so that neither they nor the other party will be harmed.
"How's it going?" Duan Xu ordered something good and asked the waiter to take the dishes, and then asked Wang Xin.
Wang Xin smiled: "It's okay, I'm busy with classes and reading materials every day." By the way, I'm going to go to graduate school. β
"Graduate school entrance examination?" Duan Xu was stunned for a moment, and then nodded: "You are a scholar, you don't need to worry at all." β
Wang Xin herself laughed, it was obvious that she didn't think there was anything wrong with Duan Xu's words, after all, her academic performance was very good in high school before.
"What about you, how are you doing?" Wang Xin asked Duan Xu.
Duan Xu shrugged: "What else can I do, busy, busy all day long." β
Unconsciously, the two of them were so estranged, but this is fine, maybe this is the best result for each other.
"Alright, let's eat. Duan Xu smiled, tried to look normal, and said to Wang Xin.
Wang Xin nodded: "Eat." β
The meal passed in such a silent atmosphere between the two of them, and it was not until he saw the girl leave that Duan Xu reacted, as if he had forgotten to make things clear to Wang Xin.
"This girl is actually playing tricks on me. Duan Xu shook his head helplessly and smiled bitterly.
Why can't he react now, he fell into Wang Xin's trap from the beginning, she deliberately chatted with her about the recent situation, and talked about things in high school from time to time, just to let herself fall into the mood of memories, so as to ignore and explain it to her.
"Forget it, just let it be. Duan Xu sighed and put the matter aside.
Back in the dormitory, Duan Xu reluctantly found that there was no one in the dormitory, everyone didn't know where to run, everyone was busy, and there was only one idler.
In the evening, Zhou Bing and others came back, and it became lively.
Seeing that Duan Xu was always in a daze, Zhou Bing asked strangely, "What's wrong with you?"
Duan Xu smiled bitterly: "It's nothing, it's just that I think of something." β
Zhou Bing said, "How is your book?"
He knew that Duan Xu was writing "A Song of Ice and Fire" recently, so he was naturally very concerned.
Duan Xu smiled bitterly and shook his head: "The writing is not very smooth, you know, this kind of thing needs to be quiet, I am in this mood now, it is estimated that it is difficult." β
Hearing his words, Zhou Bing was also silent for a while, he naturally understood what Duan Xu meant, writing a book does require a quiet environment and mood, and Duan Xu has too many things to deal with every day, although Taobao is now on the right track, but on the overall situation, Duan Xu is still needed to check, and naturally he has to deal with a lot of things, plus Duan Xu himself has other careers, so he is actually the busiest person in the entire dormitory.
There will always be many opportunities for choices in life, and these opportunities for choice are like forks in the road in the long journey of life, and every detail will affect your life. The so-called life is like chess, not to mention the treacherous and changeable, it will change all kinds of postures like that tear-jerking drama.
Duan Xu is very aware of his current situation, and he also understands that sometimes things can't be as smooth sailing as he thinks, and if he wants to be comprehensive, it will often backfire.
But no matter what, he still hopes that he can do his best and be thorough.
"You don't have to be so tired. Zhou Bing suddenly said to Duan Xu.
"I'm an idealist and naturally I want to be able to achieve all my dreams. It's just that now my ideals are only gray. Duan Xu sighed helplessly.
"The idealistic colored tunic was taken off, and only gray underwear remained!"
This sentence was seen by Duan Xu from a very good book, but it was appropriate to use it here at this time.
Although idealism sounds a bit silly, if you analyze it carefully, it is indeed like Duan Xu said, idealism is like a colorful coat, but the actual reality is like a black and white movie. The colors are brilliant and colorful, which makes people look beautiful, but in fact they may not be so beautiful, and the cruel reality will gradually make people forget their beautiful ideals. But even if your whole heart is gloomy, as long as there is still that kind of beautiful ideal in a corner of your heart, then your future life will be full of beautiful meaning.
Duan Xu said that he has been taken off the coat of idealism by time, and can only say that the current life makes Duan Xu have no time to think about what kind of gap there is between his ideals and reality, which does not mean that his entire outlook on life has been completely filled with cruel reality, because a person who has lost his ideals, his soul is pale, and he has no direction to do things, but Duan Xu still has his own direction to move forward, and he is constantly striving for this goal, so he still has an idealism in his heartγ
This is life, or to be more precise, everyone wants to get a better life, if they want to stay more comfortable in this world, they must pay a price, and these costs may be very helpless, make people very hard, but they are all their own choices.
Even Duan Xu is the same, although his experience and vision are stronger than anyone else, but in the final analysis, he has chosen his current lifestyle, and he has to bear the consequences of this choice, even if he is crushed, even if he is hard, he has to grit his teeth and hold on.
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