Originally, I was going to write a million words, but now I find that fewer and fewer people are reading it, which means that I can't write well, I'm spicy chicken, no matter what you say, I admit it.

Okay, let's talk about the specifics.

More than a few book friends said that there was aesthetic fatigue, but my outline is like this, I tried to change, tried to write cool, but I found that my experience when I was a child, TM was not ⊙ when it was cool▽⊙.

So, what should I do? I don't want water, water word count, I can really get old in water, but I thought, I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for my original intention of writing this book.

So I can't water.

So, let's finish this book when we have no regrets, what do we mean by no regrets?

Pig's feet from the divorce of his family, the unexpected death of his sister, to the later three generations of the same house, to live without pressure, to raise a girl, to get married and have children, these are no regrets.

I don't think I'm sorry, because I'm writing, and I can only write according to my own worldview.

Everyone's pursuit of life is different, have you ever wondered what kind of person you would like to be if you were really reborn?

Let me talk about me, I don't want to be promoted and get rich, I just want to make up for the apologies in my heart.

When my grandmother died, I was still young, but I have no regrets about being able to send her to her death.

My grandfather was paralyzed for three years, he went from a strong old man to only seventy pounds in just three years, shrinking nearly three times.

Sometimes I think he's stupid, because I once went to see him sitting under a walnut tree, and he walked on his hands because of the paralysis of the lower half of his body.

He sat under the walnut tree and waited for the walnuts to fall, then picked them up and let the wind blow and frost.

When he saw me coming, he wiped his nose with his hand, then pointed to the walnuts in his pocket and told me to eat them.

I said fragrant, delicious.

He smiled like a child.

However, I did not know that this sentence had hurt him, and for the next three years, until he could no longer walk, he waited for the walnut tree to bear fruit.

For me and my two younger sisters, walnuts, because we love walnuts.

However, my grandfather, who loved me and my two sisters so much, was not with me when he left, and even on the morning of the mountain, I could not go to see him for the last time, because I was afraid, I was afraid of my father.

(Yes, the person in the article who was locked in a cabinet when he was a child, and who has been afraid of his father's mental illness since then, is me)

My grandfather was so kind to me, but I didn't get to see him for the last time, and when I went there again, the grass on the grave was half a meter long.

That's a pity. (You can see the content in the previous book.) ）

My grandfather, he likes to drink, he likes to get drunk after drinking, and then when he was a child, he was ignorant, I lost my temper in front of him, and I felt guilty all the time, but I didn't expect that only two or three years later, he went, and so far I haven't had a chance to say sorry to him.

That's a pity.

My sister, as I said earlier, is also a pity.

So, for me, if I can be reborn, the most I want to do is that I want to have no regrets, this is a vow that will not be exchanged!

That's why I wrote this book.

So, in order not to be polluted by my more and more rubbish writing, I am going to finish the book in these two days.

I thought, if I don't have enough experience, I'll write less, but I still overestimate myself.

If you want to write this kind of essay well, you can't do it without energy, so I can only write the beginning and write the first dozens of chapters.

And then, I did experience this volume, but unfortunately, many plots could not be written well, and I found that I always liked to ignore some things when I was younger. But now I can't remember it, so every time I write, I have to spend a lot of time recalling, which is very painful.

Do you have any memories that you choose to forget because of shyness, because of fear, because of fear, because of playfulness?

If so, then you can understand what I mean.

It's something as scary as amnesia, because there are things that I didn't care about at first, but now I cherish them, but I can't remember them in detail.

Teaching and teaching, in fact, it is not that your teachers are willing to pay, and students are willing to learn, this is a misunderstanding.

It has also been explained in the article, so I won't go into details.

And then there's the marriage problem, I have a headache when I talk about this, everyone has too high requirements for this, and I'm an otaku, a straight man of steel, and I want to write what you care about, I can only hold back half a word for a long time!

Poof!!! (vomiting blood)

Let's take these chapters as an example.,I TM think it's well written.,As a result,Dian Niang deleted some of my content.,And told me that it involved minor violations!

Poof!!!! (blood splattered)

Well, it's not a bad ending, after all, there is an ending, and the ending is perfect, no regrets.

It's worthy of my original intention.

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Sleet in the rain.

By the way, I won't write this kind of essay anymore, every time I write it, it's a kind of torture, every time I write to a touching place, I always cry before you, and I cry a lot, I find myself like a girl.

That's it, I'm sorry everyone.

The ending is estimated to be released in a few days, and I want to write and change it seriously, as if I was really a pig's foot in the article.

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