Chapter 9 (6)
Chapter 9: Bikiya returns to the classroom again, but he can't see the familiar things anymore (6)
The class continued, and the classroom was quiet again, but because it was a university, the atmosphere of class learning was not as strong as in the third year of high school, because there was no pressure from the college entrance examination and the spur from the parents and family, so it was naturally relaxed. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Of course, there are also some people who regard college as the last paradise in their lives, live a depraved life here, and may be able to get a good living allowance from their families every month, and they don't have to think about the pressure of employment and life for the time being, and everything is back to the way they were when they first entered high school, except for the change in age and environment, the rest does not seem to have changed anything.
I listened to Mr. Suwon's lecture in a daze, and I really couldn't muster the slightest bit of energy, let alone the interest in learning... There are two reasons, one. Hungry... After all, I haven't eaten since the morning... Two, there's this guy sitting next to you... I always feel a little hard to calm down.
But to my surprise, Yeyue has been sitting quietly next to me since she started class, listening carefully to the class, although she has no books and no notes, but she is really listening to the class very seriously... Ahh
I sighed inwardly and turned my eyes out the window to free myself mentally from the classroom, because I couldn't concentrate on listening to the lecture now, and even if I forced myself, it was just self-comforting.
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While I was still staring out the window, the bell rang on time, and I had to turn my eyes to the classroom again.
[Okay, that's it for today's lesson.]
Teacher Suwon threw the textbook on the lectern casually and clapped his hands
[Tomorrow is still in this classroom, and the election class needs to be done and the rest of the things need to be announced, so at nine o'clock in the morning, be sure to be on time.] ]
Though... The news was told to everyone, but his eyes drifted towards me from time to time... Yes... It's been labeled as a problem household...
That's what today's lesson means... In other words, I can go back today? There are a lot fewer classes than in high school.
Anyway, it's good news to be able to go back.
I stretched, tossed the book in my pocket, and prepared to go back... As for the bento in the table box, it was very smooth and I directly used it as a portion of dinner.Today, I successfully saved two food materials, which can be regarded as an alternative saving....
When the teacher walked out of the classroom, the rest of the people began to slowly leave, but as they left, they also cast some glances at me.
Even, a few people took a picture with their mobile phones... Portrait rights, I don't know if I have this thing? Although I'm pretty sure it's not taking pictures of me, but more or less I'll get a little bit of it, right?
Ha... So be it... The unexpected increase in the degree of being watched is also good news.
The classroom became quiet, and only me and Yeyue were left.
After packing up my things, I got up from my chair and looked at Yeyue, still sitting well, with no intention of leaving.
[I'm going back... So.. Please let me, and thank you for today.]
[...]
Yeyue didn't answer anything, just stood up silently. Turning sideways made a passing position for me.
After walking smoothly past her, a soft question came from behind her
[Are you going back?]
[I've already said that.] ]
I didn't pause, and by the time I had finished saying this, the man had already walked to the door of the classroom.
Then, I heard the sound of hurried footsteps and the "clang" of tables and chairs colliding from behind me.
Then, the familiar way of asking and the tone of voice appeared behind me again
[I... Is it possible to be together?]
The tone seemed a little hesitant and uneasy, and he looked erratic.
I also stopped and glanced back, Yeyue gently leaned her hand against her chest, and raised her head slightly to look at me... This is the case again... Yes.. It's annoying.
[Hah...]
It's amazing to be so persistent... I shook my head helplessly
[So, I'm going home...] Won't you let me go?
[But you go back home... It should be Miss Snow's apartment... Why can't you just live here...]
Yeyue looked at me stubbornly, although she could feel the uneasiness and fear in her eyes, she also said it clearly.
[No, it's not the same.]
[Why is it different? Is it because of your relationship with her?]
[Hey...]
I shook my head, turned around and looked at her carefully, the persistence and tenacity I felt from her were far beyond imagination... Those of my previous practices... I guess it won't work..
[There are some things you don't know, I'm going to live there, just because she wants me to live.that's all.] ]
[... It's just that... So?]
Yeyue looked at me in disbelief, with a completely incomprehensible expression on her face, and she couldn't help but take a small step back, and then shook her head violently and said loudly
[No... No.. It's not because it's supposed to be like this... It shouldn't..]
[Of course, not only that, but no matter what she asks of me, then I will do it, although not necessarily...] But I'll do my best, at least as long as I'm conscious... So, you should be able to understand, right?]
[Not right!]
Yeyue suddenly loudly denied what I said, and watched as water droplets slowly appeared in my two beautiful eyes, and began to flow across my face and fall to the ground, intermittently and continuously, constantly shaking my head back and forth
[Your pride... Your pride and...]
[What's the use of those?]
I interrupted her and looked at her very seriously, and I couldn't help but bring up a little dusty memory in my heart, so my tone became sharp
[What you mean is useful? It's just a bunch of burdens and disasters, things that only make people blindly confident and arrogant, and it's better to disappear them all... I never needed these things!I don't need them now, and I won't want them again!damn it.]
Now speaking of these... It's useless, obviously you don't know anything, you don't understand anything.
It was not loud, but it was loud and harsh in the empty school building, and then there was a dead silence.
Yeyue slowly lowered her head, and after a while, she raised her head again, red eyes and a resolute look, she wiped away the tears remaining on her face with her hands, and the face under her eyes thought that the excitement just now became slightly red, such a change seemed to add a little different charm to her, and her eyes gradually became as sharp as usual, and the feeling of being targeted by an eagle as a prey returned to me
Then, a bland and soothing burst of words with a cold, perfect tone ended the silence
[So.] I'm going to take my place under the snow, absolutely, I won't give you to anyone, and I'm not going to let you be someone else's thing... Not even at all!]