Chapter 20: Busy, Ernie and I'm out of love
In a person's life, almost everyone can meet a few people you love, or love you, and one of them is the one who will spend your life with you.
And after Kim Taeyeon met the person in front of her, slowly, gradually, after she began to fully understand her mood. The first thing I feel is that I am very lucky to meet each other, because I can meet someone who loves me very much. Then I experienced the feeling of being loved, and finally because I understood the feeling of being loved, I slowly found that I was also in love with each other.
Such an experience, such a step-by-step down-to-earth love experience, is so happy, so happy that Kim Taeyeon will never forget it in this life. So I also decided that the person in front of me was the love of my life. Let the rest be gone.
After experiencing this extremely happy time of being loved and falling in love, Kim Taeyeon also began to hug this love tightly and feel the warmth of this love. Gradually, I also knew what I needed. Then slowly, I gradually matured on the road of feelings, and I knew how to really think about what kind of person was the most suitable person for me, and I was the one who got along with me for a lifetime
So, she took him home to meet his parents.
But reality doesn't always make people so satisfied, so when Kim Taeyeon feels extremely happy. But she was shocked to hear the words of 'break up' from her lover.
This time, she collapsed, she couldn't figure it out, she couldn't understand why she suddenly talked about such a topic. No, it's not about talking, it's about discussing, it's discussing. So, Kim Taeyeon, who had a mess in her head, didn't have much to think about why, she just wanted Lin Xi to tell her the reason and tell her why she broke up with herself.
Although Lin Xi did not directly say the word 'break up', his words shocked Kim Taeyeon and lost the strength to complain.
What is separated for a period of time first, such nonsense, Kim Taeyeon watched it in the TV series as early as before her debut. After being separated for a period of time, the relationship will naturally fade, is there any difference between breaking up completely at that time?
"The reason is actually very simple, Taeyeon should have seen it too. As I said, it's time and space. β
After Kim Taeyeon stood up angrily next to him, Lin Xi knew that he couldn't escape it. So in desperation, he raised his head and looked at the little man in front of him who was already full of tears. His heart tightened, and an inexplicable pain made him almost suffocate. However, even so, Lin Xi, who had made up his mind, still answered Kim Taeyeon's question softly.
The content of the answer was difficult for Kim Taeyeon to understand.
"What is time and space, are you blaming me for not having time to spend with you, not having time to be with you?" Biting her lip, Kim Taeyeon, frowning and frowning, found it hard to believe that such an answer actually came out of Lin Xi's mouth. Is this still the man who was very cheerful, very considerate, and understood himself?
And Lin Xi, who seemed to have heard Kim Taeyeon's thoughts, smiled self-deprecatingly, "That's right, you can also understand it this way." It's hard for me to believe this fact myself, I always thought I was a very generous, very atmospheric man. But when those facts happened to me, I realized that I was also a very cheesy person. He said that he could understand and understand, but in his heart he kept complaining and getting angry. Looking back at my original promises now, I'm embarrassed to say them. β
"Why, you should know my profession very well, I didn't mean not to accompany you, you should also understand this situation. Kim Taeyeon was excited, looking at Lin Xi in confusion, explaining everything about the situation.
However, Lin Xi shook his head, "Taeyeon, you should know the word 'scumbag', maybe, I am such a man." He said one thing in his mouth, but he couldn't fulfill it in action, and he would only complain and not be considerate. I don't know why, Lin Xi, who originally wanted to tell his parents about the situation, subconsciously took his throat and changed it to such an explanation.
"I don't believe it, and I know it too. In the past, the fault really lies with me, and it has nothing to do with you. You can't understand it, that's what a normal person should think, and I can't do it, that's my fault. Moreover, I also see how much you have endured and how much you have done. I'm not stupid, I can see what kind of person you are, and I won't think of you as such a bastard. I just want to know now why you would suddenly break up with me with such a reason, such a way. Kim Taeyeon shook her head, she knew more about Lin Xi than anyone else. And for those things in the past, she also knows who the source is.
What the profession is, whether it is busy or not, these conditions are useless in the world of feelings. Because there is no balance in the scale of love from the beginning, there is always one person who loves more than the other.
Therefore, if it is wrong, it is wrong, Kim Taeyeon will only regret why he didn't do a good job in the first place, instead of accusing Lin Xi of not understanding him. Because that kind of thinking is a child's thoughts, children will always complain about why the other party doesn't look at them, and never look at what the other person has done.
Therefore, the current Kim Taeyeon still can't accept that Lin Xi would actually break up with herself for such a reason.
"Then you just think I'm tired, so many things have happened over and over again in the past six months, so I want to take a break. Sure enough, after seeing Kim Taeyeon calm down, Lin Xi knew that it was not good for him to continue to fool the little man in front of him. She's smart, there's no doubt about that. Therefore, in the end, Lin Xi, who was very helpless, could only sigh and give this inexplicable reason.
I'm tired and want to rest. Such a statement, no matter what one thing is used, is the best reason. So, Lin Xi said the same now.
And Kim Taeyeon looked panicked, as if she had grasped something in her heart, "Are you really complaining that I don't have time to accompany you?"
"Pretty much, actually, I kind of hate my current self. Why do you have such thoughts, why do you still complain that you don't have time when you know you. Lin Xi nodded and smiled a little bitterly, "So, I just said it, maybe I was the ideal self before, and now I am the real self." Anger, jealousy, complaining, incomprehension, inconsiderateness, if I add the crime of cheating, I guess I have the urge to commit suicide and apologize. β
"Are you serious?" Kim Tae-yeon, who was silent for a while, finally asked this question again after listening to Lin Xi's words.
And this time, Lin Xi didn't run away anymore, raised his eyes, looked directly at the little man in front of him, and nodded resolutely, "Well, seriously." Just take a break from each other, I can see that you're tired too. β
"What if I say I don't agree. Holding back her tears, Kim Taeyeon still couldn't believe that the man who had brought her so much happiness was really going to break up with her.
"Taeyeon, we're not kids anymore. There are some things that you can't wait for the real pain to let go, in that case, it will hurt both parties, and even affect some friends around you. After really making up his mind, Lin Xi didn't hesitate, and directly opened the reality in front of Kim Taeyeon, "Every time there is a misunderstanding and quarrel, you and I will become very uneasy, very entangled, and so on." In a situation like this, you can't concentrate on the show, and I can't handle the work. It's not going to work for a long time. β
After speaking, Lin Xi also turned his gaze to the side of the floor-to-ceiling window, "In the past, we all thought that it was nothing more than distance, and it was a big deal to take a few more hours on the plane." But looking at it now, we were so naΓ―ve at the time. If it's really just a matter of meeting and distance, then why are there people in this world who are breaking up or even divorced every moment of the day? β
"What do you say? In the end, Lim Hee threw the question to Kim Taeyeon.
And Kim Taeyeon naturally became speechless when faced with such a problem that had risen to the level of philosophy.
"Maybe, it's just that I was too young to figure it out. Or maybe I was too confident and felt like I could ignore it. But looking at it now, I'm still defeated, the kind that lost to the ground. After seeing Kim Taeyeon's silence, Linxi continued to blacken herself, then looked at her again and said, "So, Taeyeon." Look clearly, in the future, a man like me really can't have it anymore, it's too scummy. β
When he said this, Lin Xi's expression and tone were simply dashing. As if the person he was talking about in his own mouth, as if it weren't him.
Pursing her lips, in the face of this series of words, Kim Taeyeon, who was not good at words, continued to be silent after adding the thoughts that were like mushy in her head. Finally, in such a state of trance and silence, I returned to the dormitory.
How the hell she got back here, she had forgotten.
Just raised his eyes and looked at Seo Hyun, who was standing in front of him and looking at him with a worried face, for some reason, Kim Taeyeon actually learned the tone and expression that Lin Xi used when talking to her just now. The corners of his mouth opened slightly, the corners of his eyes sank, and after narrowing into a smile, he said, "Oh, busy, Ernie I'm out of love." β
looked at this Kim Taeyeon in front of him and listened to her words. Xu Xian suddenly remembered the picture when Lin Xi talked to her in the afternoon, the same tone, the same smile, he said 'break up', and now, she said 'broken love'.
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"Really broke up?"
Over at the apartment, after sending Kim Taeyeon back to the dormitory. The first thing Lin Xi did when he returned home was to move a box of red wine and several bottles of whiskey, and knocked on the door of Lin Jun's side. And Lin Jun, who seemed to have anticipated something, seemed to have been waiting for Lin Xi to come over.
So a few seconds after the knock on the door, the door opened, and then I saw the figure standing in front of my house. Lin Jun's expression was also a little concerned and he smiled bitterly and said the above sentence.
"Well, it's divided. At this time, Lin Xi, where is there still the chic appearance just now, with an indifferent expression, Lin Jun's head is big.
"Come in. After scratching his head, Lin Jun sighed lightly.
A few minutes later, on the sofa in the living room on Lin Jun's side. Seeing that the old man in front of him had killed two bottles of red wine at once, he was also startled no matter what he said, "Wow, wow, take it easy." It's okay if you want to drink to drown your sorrows, but you can't waste it. Do you really think that these drinks can be bought casually in the supermarket, and you will be damned if you drink it like this? "Caring is indeed caring, but Lin Jun, who knows Lin Xi's character, naturally uses a different method when persuading the person in front of him.
Lin Xi, who just wanted to continue pouring himself a full glass of red wine, also stopped what he was doing after hearing this, and after pouring a third of the way, he put away the wine glass, and finally stopped opening the wine filling mode like that.
"Don't be so depressed, how young you are, just out of love, you will get used to it after a few more times. After seeing Lin Xi's actions, Lin Jun knew that this old brother could finally listen to his words, so he officially started his comfort mode, "Besides, parting is for a better encounter next time, you should understand this sentence." Perhaps, although you have lost it now, some people will still return to you after experiencing a series of stumbles and twists and turns in the future. β
"Brother Jun, I brought up the breakup. Listening to this somewhat strange comforting word in his ear, Lin Xi thought about it for a while, and finally gave an answer.
And this answer really choked Lin Jun fiercely, and he hurriedly smoothed out his breath with a cough, "Ahem...... Wait a minute, you said you mentioned breaking up?? I heard you right. It's not a joke, how could it be that you said to break up, how could you be willing to break up with Taeyeon. After finishing his breath, Lin Jun finally showed his most unexpected expression tonight. Because in his guess, Lin Xi is the one who was dumped. After all, he really couldn't imagine how someone like Lin Xi, who loved him so much before, would suddenly give up Kim Taeyeon.
"Well, really. Raising his head, Lin Xi couldn't feel the sweetness in his mouth at all after drinking the wine in the cup in one gulp, only the bitterness in his mouth, "Brother Jun, you said that you love someone, do you really want to let each other go." β
It was this sentence that made Lin Jun's whole person shake suddenly, as if he remembered something, and then looked at Lin Xi in surprise, "Wait, it won't be Li Ran's guy......"