Everyone walks on the path that fate has set for them, even if the person is not willing to take this path, but there is no choice but to accept it.

Yu Cailan was in such a situation at this time, she didn't understand what happened to her. She nestled alone in the window seat of a section of the green train, listening to the sound of the train "clanging" as it moved, silently looking at the people sitting or standing in front of and behind, looking at the clothes on them and on herself decades ago, if she wasn't in it, she would have thought she was watching TV.

The sound of the train, as well as the pattern of the windows and seats, were still in her memory, she had ridden on such trains as a child, and they had been there since she became an adult. But because of her busy work, she chooses planes and high-speed trains to travel, and she has not taken such a train for a long time.

Why did she appear here in such clothes, she closed her eyes, thinking that she was dreaming, but the scenes of her previous dreams were incoherent, intermittent, and bizarre and absurd, but how could this time be so real and coherent?

The voice of a woman next to her forced her to open her eyes, because the woman saw that she didn't answer, and touched her gently, and the touch was so real that she couldn't ignore it.

"Big sister, big sister, are you okay?" The woman was about fifty years old, slightly chubby, with short shoulder-length hair, and they went out together, sitting opposite Yu Cailan. As she spoke, her man watched gently from the side.

"No, I'm fine. Yu Cailan felt that she should be speaking in a sober state. After listening to her words, the woman pushed a bottle of soda and a bag of bread in front of her, and the bread was placed directly in her hand, which was too real to the touch. Yu Cailan felt that she was really not dreaming.

"Big sister, we see that you don't move for a long time, and you don't eat, how can you do this? Eat a little, I see that you went out without anything, or you can take all of this." ”

The woman is a warm-hearted person, and when she saw that the girl on the other side had not moved, her face was not good, she had not brought any luggage, she had a backpack, and she did not know what had happened to her, whether she had fallen out of love or what? I also wanted to find a chance to chat with her, but don't have an accident at a young age.

She thinks that at a girl's age, it is easy to have problems because of the affairs of the object. She has lived for such a long time, she has never heard of anything? The woman made up for it, and she felt that the girl opposite was quite pitiful.

Oh, is she sympathized? Yu Cailan felt that the woman opposite was sympathizing with her.

Although the couple on the other side seemed to have really good intentions, Yu Cailan didn't dare to be unguarded, and if he didn't pay attention to it, he ate something that shouldn't be eaten, and the whole person was really ruined.

So she politely said to the woman, "Thank you, but I'm not hungry, I'm fine." "Actually, she's really hungry. But for this woman's kindness, she can only say sorry, this situation, it is always right to be careful.

The woman's kindness was rejected, and when she thought about it, she understood the thoughts of the girl opposite, and the girl might not be at ease with her. This is also understandable, she also educated her daughter when she went out, telling her to guard against strangers. So she didn't force it, but she still said, "Okay, girl, you want to open up everything." ”

Her man touched his arm and motioned for her to stop, and she shut up. Yu Cailan smiled apologetically at her: "It's really fine." But she didn't know it, her smile was reluctant in the eyes of the person opposite, and the woman thought to herself that something must be wrong with this girl. Forget it, she has said everything she should say, everyone has their own life, and she can't control so much.

Yu Cailan continued to sit still, she crossed over? Oh, she wanted to be quiet, don't ask her who Jingjing is, because she doesn't know either.

She bit her lip and wondered what to do now, and in order to calm herself, she silently recited Nietzsche's famous sentence in her heart.

"In the midst of extreme suffering, a soul will bear this pain with a new radiance of life. It is this potential that is being unleashed in a new life that keeps people away from suicidal thoughts that arise in times of extreme pain, so that he can continue to live. ”

Now she is not extremely painful, but she is extremely confused, and she doesn't know what is going on, where to go?

But she appeared on the train like a ghost, not knowing where she was, not knowing who she was.

For now, there are only two priorities: the first is to live, to survive in this world. The second is to figure out who you are here as soon as possible.

In the end, it is not a barbaric era, how can you live without an identity, other difficulties or you can find a way to overcome them, if this identity is unclear, Yu Cailan feels that it is really difficult to do.

Seeing that she was carrying a satchel, Yu Cailan wanted to open it to see what was inside. But seeing the old woman sitting next to her from time to time, seeing that she was looking at her, the man withdrew his gaze, Yu Cailan was sure that the other party was still quietly paying attention to her movements.

Whether she was curious or had other ideas, Yu Cailan couldn't be careless, and she didn't know what was in her bag, so she thought it was better to wait until she was alone to open it and look at it.

Yu Cailan leaned against the window and quietly listened to others whispering, so as to get as much information as possible here.

After listening to some miscellaneous and chatting mostly about idle matters, the woman opposite said to her husband: "Ningzhou will arrive in a while, and we will arrive at our house in an hour after Ningzhou, don't squint." ”

This sentence attracted Yu Cailan's attention, the place name of Ningzhou, she didn't know if there was that place in her previous life, there are so many cities and counties in the country, there are many place names that she doesn't know. But she felt that she had an impression of Ningzhou in her head.

It happened that the woman asked Yu Cailan again: "Girl, when you get off the train alone, you have to be careful, and find a restaurant far away from the train station to eat, the food at the train station is expensive." ”

The woman understood that the girl was wary of strangers, but the kindness in her heart still prompted her to tell Yu Cailan.

Listening to her words, Yu Cailan's obscure mood warmed, glanced at the two of them, remembered their appearances, and then said, "Thank you, sister-in-law." ”

The kindness of the women brightened her gloomy mood a little, and she might never meet each other again in the future. If she can meet again, Yu Cailan will also repay her with her kindness.

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