Chapter 13: Her Transformation and Her Growth (3)
[These... No, you don't. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 After a moment of silence, she spoke again [Yukino, there's no need to accept such a future...] Although the tone is still directly affirmative, it is more like stating one thing, and it does not negate my words.
She turned her head and looked at the snow gently, with a look of nostalgia on her face, and the hands that had been in front of her moved slightly, as if she was hesitating about something, and finally put it back in front of her again with a long sigh, and said softly [Xue Nai, tell your mother, you will be obedient, go back with me. ]
Under the snow, he lowered his head, his hands were already pinching the corners of his skirt, holding back tears and crying, and constantly shaking his head, as if he wanted to deny everything [Mom... I'm sorry...] The voice was soft, but it was clear to everyone's ears, the pain and the firm will [this time, I can't listen to you, I'm sorry....] She is also working hard under the snow, even if she is facing her mother, she will not give up.
[Really... Is this your answer?] Mother under the snow closed her eyes, pondered for a moment and shook her head slightly [So, this time... Even if you hate me, I'm going to bring you back!] Suddenly, her tone became extremely firm, and she burst into an irresistible momentum, announcing her decision under the snow with certainty [Even if you don't want to, I'm going to force you back!]
After hearing her mother's decision, she suddenly raised her head under the snow, looked at her mother in front of her in disbelief, and slowly slid down her pale face with tears of sadness.
[You can also choose to come with me yourself] probably because she couldn't bear to look at her daughter's painful expression, she closed her eyes, but she didn't mean to change her decision in the slightest.
Why is there such a mother? I don't understand and can't understand it, I just know that this is absolutely wrong and will never be allowed!
[Depriving her of her freedom and then depriving her of her future again?] Listening to this decision, I really can't stand this atmosphere, even if it's a monster, I'm going to stop her.
[What else do you want to say?] Hearing me retort to her again, the mother under the snow was not as annoyed as she was just now, but just looked at me calmly [No matter what you say, this time the matter is decided, so, you better give up, and after that... You're still friends. ]
I was really taken aback by listening to such a calm exhortation, and suddenly became so peaceful, because there was no reason to argue anymore, and there was no need to argue about what had already been decided.
I also tried to control my emotions [Auntie, I'm a person who doesn't know how to give up. ]
She turned around and instructed Yono, who had been standing aside without speaking, [Okay, it's over, we should go... Yukino, can you go by yourself?] After saying that, he also got up and left.
Suddenly I grabbed my arm under the snow, and because it was very hard, I kept shaking, and if I didn't want to go, don't go, then don't go.
[Auntie, etc.] I also stood up and stopped her from leaving, and I knew that if she left today, then she would really lose [at least, when I finished my reasoning, please!]
She looked at me, and then at the snow, which was still sitting with her head bowed and not saying a word, hesitated for a moment....... Well, you say. He just stood there looking at me, waiting for my reason, and Miss Yono on the side showed a meaningful smile.
After taking a few deep breaths, getting fully prepared, and summoning up the courage of his whole body, he asked, "Auntie, have you seen Yukino's smile? ]
Hearing my question, she frowned, as if she was very dissatisfied with my question, maybe it was also a very sudden relationship, she was stunned for a while, and did not answer my question directly, but looked at the seat under the snow with her head down, for a long time, her expression was a little painful, and finally shook her head
[.... No. But that doesn't mean anything, but later...]
I forcibly interrupted her and said loudly [She laughed and cried, because of my relationship, she laughed happily, but also because of my relationship, she cried! A perfect girl, but she will laugh because she gets a doll smile from Mr. Pan, she will laugh because she receives a small gift from a friend, she will laugh happily because of an encouragement or even a normal conversation, she will laugh because she sees a cute kitten, because her smile is beautiful, so I want to keep her smile, but I have cried because of my incompetence, because of my cowardice, because I have cried because I don't understand, because I have cried because I have failed her expectations, she has no smile, I feel it... Fear, I have asked myself more than once, why are there these sad things? It is clear that such a beautiful thing cannot be preserved, and only by striving for it can we get a short-term beauty. However, for me, this short moment is enough, so I keep working hard and changing, just for a momentary smile, a fear that is so close but far away, and cannot be dispelled. However, even if this is the case, I have something to pursue in my life, even if I cry or laugh, fear and beauty are combined, this is complete, I am not a perfect person, I do not pursue perfection, I just want to protect that beautiful moment!]
Because of the loud relationship, the customers around me also heard my voice, and most of them looked this way, and they also stared at me with wide eyes under the snow, and the aunt standing in front of me looked a little flustered with an incredulous face. Wait, these, it can't be!] She turned her head and stared back at the snow [Yukino, you tell me, you're not like this...]
However, under the snow, he slowly got up from his seat and faced his mother [Mom... I do. ]
[Then why is it every time I have a family reunion and celebrate your birthday...] She still didn't want to believe it
[Because you don't understand... What I need... It's not those things!] Under the snow, the mood also became a little excited, and tears kept running down his face [From childhood to adulthood, did you really understand me? Unauthorized expectation, unauthorized abandonment. ]
In the face of such direct words under the snow, the expression on her face was very complicated, she was struggling with something, and after a few seconds, she spoke again [I will always be your mother, believe that I will not harm you... I was negligent in the past, but I'll think about it later, so come back with me, Yukino... You're a good boy. ]
Hearing the mother's final answer, the snow could not believe her ears, the mother seemed stranger than ever, standing in place with a face of almost despair, no more tears, her eyes seemed empty and dead.
At this moment, I suddenly knelt down in front of this mother [Even if it's for Yukino, please take back your decision this time, so that she can choose for herself, please!Although it won't hurt her as you say, I still beg you to give her this opportunity!] Because now I, there is no way to say any reason that may move her, only to kneel down honestly and plead, I don't expect anything good to come out, I just hope that Xue Xia can choose whether to accept this marriage contract this time, even if I can't be with her in the end, this is probably the best result, is this a kind of alternative sorrow? So, this is what I call the wrong place in society.... I, sure enough, still hate this society but I can't do it, I still hate myself... The whole restaurant fell silent, and all eyes were on it.
[Hey...] A long sigh came, but it was not the mother under the snow, but the Yang Nai next to him, who looked at all this with a wry smile, and finally looked at his mother, and said [Mother... It's you who lose. In the complicated and incomprehensible eyes of his mother, he took out a small sachet from his handbag, walked over and picked up his hand under the snow, put the sachet in his hand, and then held the hand under the snow tightly, and said to her with a smile [Little Yukino, this time... You guys won. ]