Extra: Perhaps, all she wants is a small response

Late at night, the chirping of birds and summer insects came from the half-open window, which was particularly lively, like a symphony played by nature, full of enchanting magic - one can listen to such music and calm down, which is the gift of nature, the blessing of entering the forest after being away from the hustle and bustle of the city. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

But I couldn't be quiet at all... It's been a few days since I came to this wooden house deep in the woods, and I can't sleep peacefully every day when I enjoy the soothing nature again. In these few days, I basically didn't really go out to enjoy the beauty of nature, and I couldn't feel the quiet magic that emanated at this time, except for simple life activities, I basically stayed in the bedroom like this.

Although it is a wooden house built in the woods deep in the mountains, it has a complete range of living equipment, electricity, and common electrical appliances. I can't feel like I'm in a remote mountain away from Tokyo at this time.

[Aha...]

I stretched out my breath and let out a long sigh into the air. I've been reluctant to think about this question, I just thought... When will I be able to go back.

... To be honest, I can't be sure when I'll be able to go back... Go back to that familiar Chiba.It seems that from the moment I was brought to this place, I have completely lost contact with the outside world.。。。 Although you can also call and send messages or something... But I don't seem to have anyone worth contacting.The most important thing is that I don't want to, and I don't dare, to contact under the snow right now... Don't know what to say when you get on the phone.

Is it too much. In a sense, she was the one who "sent" me to this place.

I lazily lay down on the bed, stared at the ceiling where there was nothing for a moment, and let out a long sigh again. Forget it, sleep .. Hope you get a good night's sleep today.

"Knock Knock"

At this time, there was a knock on the door made of wooden planks.

Before I could open my mouth, I heard a voice coming from outside the door

[I... Can I come in now?]

[Ahh Yes.]

I sat up again, the door opened, and the night moon appeared in my field of vision, slowly walking towards the bed.

Maybe she had just taken a shower, her face was a little red, her eyelashes, forehead and sideburns were still a little steamy, she was wearing a slightly compact white one-piece nightdress, showing off her perfect figure, her thin white arms were gently swaying like wicker dancing in the wind, the skirt with lace was just over two-thirds of her thighs, and she was wearing slippers on her feet. After making eye contact with her, he turned his gaze to the window.

[Because I see that your light is still on.] So I guess I haven't slept yet. ]

Yeyue walked over, sat directly on the edge of the bed without any worries, and immediately filled her with the smell of fragrant shower gel.

[M.] Just ready to sleep..]

[Can you talk to me?]

I didn't reply, it can be regarded as acquiescence, Yeyue tilted her head and glanced at me, smiled a little, and accepted this answer. After gently leaning a little towards me, and after the part of the space between me and her that should have existed disappeared, she gently pressed against my side, and after some warmth came from her arm through her clothes, she spoke slowly

[This wooden house was built by my father when I was recuperating for my mother.] It's been more than 20 years.]

[Ah.] Hm.. It's been a long time.]

I replied with a slight hesitation... Actually, I don't know how to answer the call now, and I don't even know how to face her at this time. So.. He can only say meaningless words like a fool.

[... After my mother passed away, the wooden house was preserved, and we come here every year at this time... The cemetery, right around here. ]

[... Why.. And tell me this?]

Anyone has something they don't want to be mentioned or known about, but if something like this is said, it's definitely a reason or reason to have to say... But I don't think I'll be able to accept the rest of the explanation... But I still looked at it with a slightly heavy doubt.

Yeyue smiled and looked ahead... There was no sadness or heaviness, just a faint smile

[Before, it was just me and my dad coming here, but now... There are a lot of people.]

[... Maybe it's just temporary.]

Moreover, this kind of thing .. It's not something you can just get involved in, and I'm not arrogant enough to think that I can get involved without any scruples.

[But it may not be temporary.] ]

Yeyue's tone became very firm, and she turned her head with an unchanging smile, and the sharp corners of her eyes slowly softened

[I don't like temporary stuff..]

[M.] But most of the good things can only be said to be temporary.]

Some can only be said to be a moment, such as flowers, such as rainbows, such as flying cherry blossoms, etc., compared to the long years of life, it is only a moment of bloom, however, it is precisely because of the beauty of such a short moment that it will be praised, pursued, and expected.

[I know.] But I still don't like it.]

As she spoke, Yeyue leaned over gently, and after hesitating for two seconds, her head slowly rested on my shoulder, and I didn't dodge. Because I knew that such an action would only add a little sadness to the rare calm, so there was a small heaviness on my shoulders in an instant.

[... So, persistence or persistence is good.. will always be with me for the rest of my life. Go down. ]

The words of the night moon drifted to my ears... Then came silence.

Persistence and perseverance. Actually, it's not such a beautiful thing. If the thing that insists is wrong, it is counterproductive. But in the process of persistence, who can judge whether it is wrong or right? Or... Who is qualified to judge right and wrong? The birth of every truth will always be accompanied by opposition and sacrifice, but the final result cannot be refuted from the correctness.

So.. For those who insist, I will always take an attitude that I neither support nor oppose. The same is true of persistence.

However, this time I had no such thoughts or actions at all, and silence had become my best language at this time.

[If.] After you met me and her at the same time, would you choose me?]

[... I don't know, I can only say.. Probably so.]

If it is non-existent: And it's not a topic to choose, it's impossible to never, let alone hypothetical. Only available from. After meeting her, all kinds of things that were before her, and finally got a vague answer.

But this answer was wrong from the beginning. This is in the previous ones. A layer of unchanged circumstances comes out, but.. If the night moon and snow appear at the same time, there must be a lot of things that will be different, so this is a false answer based on assumptions.

[That's enough.] Thanks..]

Yeyue slowly raised her head and said seriously, judging from the smile on her face, she was very happy, more than she had seen at any time in the past few days. I'm still happy, but what kind of complicated expression do I show when I face this smile... Ahhhh I don't want to know.

If you have to say it... It's probably helplessness and shame, plus a little self-blame.

[... It's not too late. ]

[？]

Yeyue suddenly said something inexplicably, and a big question mark appeared in my head, looking at her strangely.

[You're here now, and I'm in.] Dad will go back after tomorrow.. So we.]

[Wait!Stop!!]

I screamed loudly, and a lot of things popped into my head.

Speaking of which, I forgot.. I almost forgot about it.. I haven't been able to accept it until now.

[... How?]

Yeyue looked at me a little blankly and asked strangely

[Hmm.] I.. I'm a little sleepy..]

[That.] Good night?]

It's really time for good night now... I just want to get a good night's sleep and cool down.. But why do you use interrogative sentences?

[.. Good night. ]

... Yeyue walked out, and I also fell down on the bed again, pulled the quilt and covered myself in it at once. Holding his head stiffly, but he could still clearly hear what the stiff-faced uncle in the car said a few days ago

"You and Xiaoyin can give me a grandchild."

Tonight.. Can't sleep again..