Chapter 439: I Can't Bear You
"Go to the ground and take a breath...... Li Niang clearly remembered that her third brother just smiled and waved his hand and said that. She turned her head to look at Emperor Zhuan with tears in her eyes, "The child is his father, why did he say the same thing as the third brother...... Is it him, he is also ......"
"Sister Li, you have too much heart, Brother Ruthless is different from the third brother," Emperor Zhuan reassured Li Niang, "These days are enough for him, he may just want to find a place to be quiet." β
Although he said this in his mouth, in his eyes, Brother Ruthless's back became more and more like the previous figure who always ran ahead of him in study, battle, or game.
"Daddy, I always feel like we're about to lose our ruthless brother. Liniang sobbed in her husband's arms.
Emperor Zhuan hugged her with both hands: "No, no matter what, Brother Ruthless will always be our son......"
It was drizzling on the ground, and Brother Ruthless shook his head, tilted his face, and the rain wind blew on his skin, and the air and rain carried a cool feeling, gradually washing away the depression that had been pressing on his heart for these days.
He took a few deep breaths and walked towards the cave where Bai Yang lived, he hadn't been here for so long, and he didn't know what it was dirty into.
After a while, go in and clean it first, and then make yourself a pot of tea, in this weather, it is best to drink a cup of tea...... He thought about these trifles as much as he could, lest his mind go back to those troubles.
He crossed the creek, turned the corner of the forest, and a wisp of smoke came into view, and his heart "thumped" a few times, and immediately walked forward quickly, and he walked faster and faster, and before he could get close to the cave, he cried out excitedly: "Is it ...... Grandpa, Grandpa, are you back?"
Under the ancient pine tree by the side of a cave, the old man in the green robe who was fanning the fire slowly turned his head.
"Grandpa, you're finally back......" Brother Ruthless opened his hand and pounced, and when he hugged Bai Yang's shoulder, he couldn't help crying loudly, "Grandpa, grandpa, I miss you so much......"
"Silly boy, what's wrong with you? Have you suffered any grievances? Come, tell grandpa!"
"Grandpa ......" has suppressed the grievances, incomprehension, self-pity, and fear in the ruthless brother's heart for several days...... They all poured up.
He cried like a child, because only the old man in front of him could really understand him, and could confide in things that even his parents and friends could not say......
"That's the case...... Bai Yang used spells to heal Brother Ruthless's injuries, and while listening to Brother Ruthless's experience over the past few days, he nodded and said, "It turns out that such a thing happened, no wonder you are so uncomfortable." β
Brother Ruthless thumped the tree and choked: "I really didn't expect that I would be a child of co-workers...... Grandpa, I don't have the face to see my people anymore, and although they don't know anything, I don't dare to look at them anymore.
"When you think of co-working...... I've done so many hurtful things! I'll ...... I ......" Brother Ruthless bit his lip hard, "I don't think I deserve to stand with them anymore, laugh and play together......"
"Why do you think that? You're still ruthless, you actually know best in your heart that you've not become another person. β
"But I have the blood of co-workers in my veins!"
"Alas......" Bai Yang looked up to the sky and sighed, "Brother ruthless, I want to ask you, what is the reason why you have always hated co-workers so much?"
"For the sake of ......" Brother Ruthless immediately counted the crimes of the co-workers one by one, and he said hatefully, "Even last month, they killed the poor cicada's uncle!"
"Brother ruthless, what you said is all what happened after the feud between your two clans, do you know how the grudge between your two clans came about?"
"How did you make a feud?" Brother Ruthless shook his head, since he could remember, co-working was evil, cruel, and shameless...... It is a matter of course for every tribe to be hostile to a race of such quality, and who would ask "why".
"Hate for hate, fight for hate, don't we need more reasons?" Poplar sighed with a distressed face, "Your hatred for each other has become a habit, a tradition, and a part of the generations that have been passed down to your children......"
Brother Ruthless looked at him and didn't understand what he meant.
"Brother ruthless, it's because of this that you regard your co-worker bloodline as a shame, right?"
"Of course it'......s a shame!
"If co-workers were a kind and respectable race, would you still be so unbearable?" the sad expression on Bai Yang's face became even more obvious.
"Of course not, it's hard for me to accept the fact that I'm not my father's biological son, but at least I won't be ashamed of my clan, I'm at least ...... But how can co-workers be such a race!" Brother Ruthless was amused by his grandfather's naΓ―ve assumption.
"Gonggong is that kind of race, and although your body belongs to someone else, your soul is still yours, if it weren't for your third uncle who replaced your soul with his own son's body by magic, would you still be alive today? You are long dead, what do you have to complain about? What should you complain about is the baby who died for you back then. β
Brother Ruthless showed an expression that his jaw was about to drop, and he was speechless for a while, he occupied other people's bodies, not only was he not grateful, but he also belittled others like this......
"The clansmen too, the co-workers too, they are the kindest, the most peaceful, the strongest, the most polite race, deserve the respect of all, you are the child born of the blood between them, you don't have to feel inferior for your bloodline, because you have the blood that can hold your head high in front of any race. Have you always thought that if you hate each other, then one of them must be right and the other must be wrong?"
Brother Ruthless nodded.
"No one is wrong, brother ruthless, none of you are wrong, you kill the co-worker or the co-worker kills you, hate each other, but it's not your fault......"
"Whose fault is that?"
Bai Yang looked into the distance: "I don't know either...... This is happening not only among the co-workers and your people, but also among the humans, the gods, and other monsters, and the individuals of two different races, countries, nations, and families, they are all kind and sensible, and they are worthy of respect.
But they hate each other, stain each other with blood, increase revenge with hatred, provoke killing with killing, and good people kill equally good people, and no one is wrong, and no one can tell why! No one can stop it...... Why, why?"
Bai Yang looked up at the sky, and his hoarse voice became louder and louder, as if he wanted to ask the sky. A dull thunder pierced through the clouds, and the rain suddenly fell heavily, as if the creatures in the darkness could not answer his question.
"Why ......" Brother Ruthless muttered these three words, he had a similar thought in his heart, but he had never been so clear. Of course, there is nothing wrong with one's own people, but if there is nothing wrong with the co-workers, who is at fault? Where is the fault? Who is pulling all this out?
"No!" Brother Ruthless suddenly shouted and shook his head vigorously, "Outsider, I can't think about it anymore! I'm afraid that if I think about it again, I will become the third uncle...... Like my father, he will become a sinner of his people!"
He was short of breath, his voice became smaller and smaller, and finally turned into a tone of pleading for approval, and he looked at Bai Yang pitifully: "I just want a good life, I just need to be like other clansmen! I don't want these different ideas anymore! Grandpa, are you right?"
"Brother ruthless......" Bai Yang closed his eyes and let out a long breath, "Yes, you are right, you just imagine that you live like one of your clansmen, you must not become me, become like your father, you must not learn from our apostasy ideas, don't ......"
My grandfather put himself and his third uncle, no, and his biological father Ji Kuo together and said, is he also ...... Brother Ruthless has always felt that Bai Yang has a lot of things on his mind, and this feeling is even more obvious at this moment, although he has endless troubles, he still can't help but care about the other party.
"Ruthless brother......"
"Yes, Grandpa. β
"Go back, you've been out for too long today, your father and mother will be worried, in fact, you can say that you have two fathers, physically, the third uncle is your biological father, but from the soul point of view, the Emperor is your biological father, just because of this, he is really good to you, in fact, you are still the ruthless brother of the year, you have always been, you don't have to worry about yourself anymore. β
Brother ruthless saw that it was still early, so he was reluctant to leave.
"Now their hearts are more bitter than yours, don't let them worry about you, go back to them, listen to them well, don't let them be anxious and sad for you, you know? β
"Hmm!" Brother Ruthless nodded sensibly, and asked eagerly, "Grandpa, can I come to see you again tomorrow?"
"Tomorrow?" Bai Yang's heart trembled, and he was about to say it if he refused, but he swallowed back when he looked at the ruthless brother's attachment eyes, "No...... Okay, tomorrow. β
When Brother Ruthless disappeared into the ground and left, Bai Yang touched his chest with his hand and prayed to the sky: "God, I swear that this is the last time, I will see this child again tomorrow and leave, from now on I will never come back! If God has eyes, let all the misfortunes come at me, an old man, and don't hurt Brother Ruthless again......"
Brother Ruthless walked underground, deliberately avoiding the clansmen, and walked home in a dodgy manner.
"Ruthless brother. β
"Sir. Brother Ruthless turned his head and saw Wen Ziming standing behind him.
"You're going to the ground again?" Wen Ziming walked forward side by side with him.
"Hmm. Brother Ruthless nodded silently.
"There are many dangers in this world that you don't know about, just like if you save someone, they bite you back......" he paused again, "so be careful in everything." β
"Got it, sir. Brother Ruthless replied respectfully.
"Brother ruthless, I'm not trying to interfere with your freedom, it's just that if that Sky Fox doesn't come to guide you anymore, don't stay in that kind of place on the ground for a long time, in that kind of strange place, there are many things that can't be prevented. As he spoke, he looked at Brother Ruthless's face, worried that his concern would be misunderstood by him.
"I know that the gentleman cares about me. Brother Ruthless fully understands Wen Ziming's concern for him.
"Mr. is a little wordy, but it's really for the good of the ruthless brother. It's great that you can understand," Wen Ziming sighed, "Sir still expects you to contribute to the clan." β
"Sir...... I will not disappoint you. Since that incident, Brother Ruthless has become close to Wen Ziming in his heart, and he knows that Wen Ziming is an elder who can rely on him like his parents.
"That time, I was left with this scar. Wen Ziming told Brother Ruthless about his previous dangerous experience on the ground, and showed him a scar on his body, although many years have passed, the scar left by the spell still looks very hideous.
"It's ...... Five Elements Heavenly Thunder Technique. Brother Ruthless looked at the scar and said the name of the spell.