Chapter 22 Once again, immersed in the shadows, he thinks positively alone (1)

At midnight, the weather is particularly dreary, and it stands to reason that the temperature should not be hot or unbearable at this time, but it seems that tonight is an exception, because the temperature is still at 26 degrees, and the air is filled with a sense of oppression that makes it difficult to sleep, which is very heavy and makes it impossible to breathe normally. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

[It's hot....]

I lay on the bed, and I really opened my eyes, and I looked completely deprived of motivation and vitality, and it was pitch black, and there was nothing... What a paradoxical time... I can't fall asleep even when I'm sleeping.,As a normal me.. Unqualified.

[Hah...]

Perhaps a little irritable because he couldn't sleep, he sighed softly unconsciously, and then heard an even softer sigh coming from the room. My echo ah.

[Obviously very sleepy...]

If you can't sleep, you can't find other reasons... With this thought I was about to get up, but when I was half-propped up, I suddenly stopped, because I felt the pulling force from my other hand, which was not very favorable, and even gradually disappeared as I propped myself up, as if I had been sprinkled with hot milk, and when I looked down, I saw a shadow faintly through the light that penetrated through the gap in the curtains, the outline of a human figure.

Under the snow... Before falling asleep, I did confirm that I kept a safe distance before I was with her... But now I don't know when you were holding my arm. Is it a kitten's habit? Sure enough, it's because of love, right?

Exhaling even breathing, it was a sign that she was still asleep, and she could hear the breathing clearly, probably only at such a moment. Although according to the current situation, pulling her hand out like this may not necessarily reach the level of waking her up from her sleep, it can only be said that it is not necessarily... The possibility is still there.

After staring at the black shadow sleeping beside him for a while, he couldn't help but shake his head lightly and showed a helpless wry smile, and sighed

[If I wake up to both of them, it's my sin.]

At this time, the more people the better, I thought, and slowly leaned back to the bed, and the hands under the snow tightened my arms again, and seemed to lean my head over, and the whole person curled up to face me and continued to sleep.

Even when you're asleep, you've formed a cat's instinct... It's really worthwhile.,Chiba's No. 1 cat lover...

Probably, if she knew that she had slept in this position all night, maybe there would have been a more interesting scene - like... Blushing and looking down to play with fingers or something.... Ah, I've got some rare images in mind... Hm... If it's realistic, then the most likely thing is that after a snowy reason, whether you accept it or not, it will become my fault.So don't expect anything from it.。 At such times, it is time to exercise the so-called privilege of ladies. Whether it is a false reason or a truth, it will definitely be accepted in the end.

[Hah...]

I turned my gaze back, looked at the dark ceiling again, and calmed myself down, and the unknown things that had been hidden in my heart slowly surfaced, and all kinds of things slowly filled my mind again.

What exactly is "self-confidence" under the snow?

This is the first question that comes to mind.

So, if it's just pure self-confidence - it's just a simple state of mind. Even people who don't know anything can feel the so-called "self-confidence" through some psychological suggestion, so is the self-confidence under the snow also included in this, or is it something else?

The necessary self-confidence can make people strong, unyielding, and perhaps improve their abilities to a certain extent, but excessive self-confidence can only get the labels of self-righteousness, self-awareness, and arrogance. Therefore, the so-called self-confidence also has a certain limit, so where is the invisible scale of self-confidence under the snow?

It should be easier to take it literally, believe in yourself. It is true that for oneself, apart from some self-esteem and the psychology of avoidance, he is the one who knows himself best, and it will not be strange to believe in himself. It should be said that people who don't believe in themselves are the strangest, however, there are so many strange people in this world... Am I one of them in the eyes of the snow?

I think that even if you can't trust yourself all the time, after a simple comparison of your abilities and the abilities you need, you can make a judgment to determine whether you should trust yourself again to be the smartest - you will not be blindly confident, and you will not become weak. Just doing what you should within the limits of your ability is what I mean by self-confidence. It is also a scale of self-confidence.

In the end, what kind of self-confidence is she under the snow?ability?appearance?Then, there is no doubt that she will be the most confident person, and if her scale is at that height, then I can only put the reason on fate. To work hard, although there are many times to complicate a simple thing, but the result is unexpectedly the same as imagined.

So, let's make a definition - self-confidence is directly proportional to ability, is it possible to say that "the greater the ability, the greater the self-confidence that can be had"? I just asked myself, but in the next second, I gently shook my head and denied it, because as far as the snow is concerned... Even though I'm already very good, I can't seem to show the confidence I should be in some trivial things, and when I think about it again, I suddenly feel that I can't help but be troubled by my rigorous thinking mode.

[Ahh I'm such a fool. ]

Lying on the bed, I couldn't help but whisper to myself in the air

[What kind of self-confidence?,It's obviously not...]

At this moment, some fragments suddenly flashed through my mind and I came to this answer - the so-called self-confidence is not something that can be obtained by one person, believing in oneself is necessary, but... If it's just one person who believes in oneself, it's just one person... So, if there is trust in addition to self-confidence, it can be explained clearly, right?

Believe in yourself and then... Trust a friend. Not everyone has unrivaled abilities, even under the snow, so when you know what you have, when you need it, trust your friends, trust your close people, your family, and so on... These are indispensable.

A person is incomplete, and a person's world cannot exist forever, after all... There are no saints, there are just ordinary people who are constantly climbing towards our ideals and expectations.