"I had depression, I barely ate much for a week, and I lost more than 10 pounds. He smiled bitterly, "But who cares, who cares, my parents don't care about my life or death, how can they care if I'm alive or dead at this time." ”

A sixteen-year-old boy has depression, how can the mage not feel distressed, how can she not understand how many tragedies she has seen over the years, how many sufferings she has seen, and depression If no one can persuade in time, people will commit suicide. She knows this very well, better than anyone, how many people die from depression.

"I figured it out, and I thought about it many times, people live to death in the end, whether they are prosperous and rich, or poor, once they walk in this world, they are death. When you come, you are naked, when you die, no matter how much money you have, how many blessings you have enjoyed, or how many sins you have suffered, you will still die in the end. But don't you all die at an early age?"

He closed his eyes and let out a long sigh, as if he had returned to the years that had made him miserable.

"I chose to commit suicide that night, anyway, I don't have any nostalgia for this world, before, I always felt that my parents raised me, it was not easy, and I died before I repaid the favor, I'm sorry for my parents. But it wasn't until they had a second child and didn't care about my life and death that I knew that my death would be fulfilled. ”

"That night I went to the top of the city to end my life there, and I was about to jump when someone stopped me. ”

At this time, he looked at Ouyang Heyue with a smile, "Who do you guess he is?"

"Is that the director?"

The mage vaguely guessed something, probably the director saved him, that's why he was so desperate for her.

"It's him! He grabbed me, anyway, I'm a dying person, he asked me why I killed myself, I told him, I didn't expect him to laugh at me, but to comfort me. We were together that night, and he said that he would always love me and would never abandon me. But he still fell in love with other women, and he still abandoned me. ”

When he said this, tears still flowed from the corners of his eyes, sixteen years old, now he is an adult, twenty-six years old is exactly ten years, you can imagine how much affection he has paid in these ten years.

A person who sees his feelings very deeply, when he is abandoned, does nothing that makes people feel excessive.

The director is a scumbag, he thinks that in his line, he can sleep with whoever he wants, anyway, the little girl who wants to become famous, there are more young people, and he has long stopped treating this boy who followed him at the age of sixteen as the only one.

But the boy had fallen in love with the man who had saved him when he was most desperate, and had given him hope and had kindled the hope of life when he was most desperate, but now, when he had made him the only one in his life, he had betrayed him.

Or rather, he finally realized that after all these years, he thought he was the only one for him, but in the end he realized that it was a joke, a lie, and that he was just a substitute.

"But he's not worth it, he's not worth it. Your parents are selfish and don't know how to love you, they love you and abandon you, but if you think about it, your life is not anyone's, it's your own. ”

The mage saw that the vine was wrapped around his legs and feet, and if he didn't shut down his emotions and disconnect from the magic weapon, he might really die, and if he didn't die, he would become an evil spirit.

"You let go of your obsessions, break your obsessions, those people really don't deserve your death for them. Have you ever thought about it, there will be better people waiting for you. ”

The mage was secretly operating, but the mage also found that this magic weapon did not recognize her when he saw her, but drank other people's blood and was stained with evil energy.

"I don't trust you anymore, I don't trust anyone, all people in this world are selfish, everyone is. They all have obsessions, attachments. ”

"I hate them, everybody, all deserve to die. ”

The mage didn't understand why he hated everyone, but he could also understand his feelings, a person who had been abandoned twice could only hate all happy people.

"You're unlucky today, you deserve to die. ”

He glanced at the mage, "You are also lonely in this world, your friends are far away from you, they don't take care of you when you are injured, even if you die now, it is estimated that no one will come to collect your body, but this is fine, let the vines send you back, where did you come from, where do you go back." ”

"You're hopeless. ”

Ouyang and Yue returned home, she went to see the child for the first time, and the child was taken to the house by her mother-in-law and father-in-law, because they knew that Fujiwara had an accident, and they were also worried about the child, so they took them back from her parents.

"Mom and Dad, we're going home first, and we've just come back to clean up. ”

Ouyang Heyue didn't want to live at her mother-in-law's house, because she was uncomfortable, because she was not free, because she couldn't quarrel and quarrel with him as she wanted.

"You just came back, just stay at home, what are you going to do when you don't have anything to go back to, let Sister-in-law Liu prepare something to eat for you first." I'm relieved when you're back. ”

Sunan Ge looked at Ouyang Heyue, he also wanted to be at home After all, he could be better taken care of at home.

"I guess we'd better go home, I can't sleep well. ”

Ouyang Heyue wanted to tell Sunan Ge that she wanted to go home to live, and if he insisted on staying, then she might turn her face with him.

"Okay, then let's stay at home next time, go back first this time, it just so happens that some things are still at home, and we will go to the company tomorrow." ”

Sunan Ge didn't want to make Su Meiwen ugly, so he had to find a way to say, and he took Ouyang and Yue and them away.

On the way back, Ouyang Heyue kept feeling that her eyelids were jumping, and when she came back from Fujiwara, her heart was always panicked, and she didn't know why, she always felt that something was going to happen.

But they have all returned from Fujiwara, and now only the mage has not returned, but the mage is a mage, and there are not many things that can hurt her, and there are almost no people who can hurt her.

"Actually, we can live at home today, after all, the child is asleep, and I am worried that he will catch a cold if he moves around like this. ”

Sunan Ge looked at the sleeping child, he was really a little dissatisfied, what could he do if he was dissatisfied, he still had to listen to her.

"Then we're going to go home and sleep, I'm in a bad mood when I'm in Fujiwara. ”

Ouyang Heyue felt uncomfortable when he thought of the mage, this mage had never spoken loudly to her, but now he not only spoke loudly, but also turned his face against her.