Chapter 192: Heaven Without You
After Qiu Shaoze killed Cupid, he was also thinking, why did he have to talk so much to a dead man, this is not like his own style, he used to be too lazy to talk to dead people, has it changed now?
Qiu Shaoze smiled bitterly and didn't pay attention to these anymore. As long as you protect your beloved, everything else has nothing to do with you.
"You're all right. Shang Mengqi on the side asked with concern.
Although Shang Mengqi didn't say anything when she killed Cupid, Qiu Shaoze could see from her eyes that Shang Mengqi couldn't bear it. Women are kind by nature.
For example, although Li Mochou in the Condor Heroes is heinous, he can be said to take meticulous care of Guo Xiang.
"Are you blaming me?" Qiu Shaoze's tone did not carry a trace of emotion.
"No, it's just a little unaccustomed. ”
When Qiu Shaoze's eyes met Shang Mengqi's, Shang Mengqi looked very flustered, obviously not daring to look at Qiu Shaoze.
"Hehe, it's okay, I'm used to these eyes, you don't have to care about my feelings anymore, just say anything directly. Qiu Shaoze smiled lightly, his pale face matched with such a smile, full of helplessness about life.
No wonder people often say that life is easy, life is easy, life is not easy!
What Qiu Shaoze did was something that was not recognized by the world, and it was even possible to carry a thousand years of infamy, but they still did it without hesitation. What all this was for, even he didn't know.
To say that he is for the country, as if he is not so great.
After Shang Mengqi heard Qiu Shaoze's words, she suddenly felt a sense of grievance in her heart, what do you mean?
Accustomed to these eyes, are you still in these things? You told me not to care about your feelings, but have you ever cared about my feelings?
"Qiu Shaoze, what do you mean?" Shang Mengqi smiled miserably, as if a blooming flower was about to wither at this moment.
Qiu Shaoze saw Shang Mengqi's smile, and suddenly felt uneasy in his heart.
"Mengqi, I will kill more of this kind of people in the future, maybe even I will kill myself to numbness, or even become a demon, do you understand?" Qiu Shaoze looked at Shang Mengqi with a heavy face.
He had said similar things many times, but Shang Mengqi was all attached to each other without the slightest intention of leaving.
After Shang Mengqi heard Qiu Shaoze's words, his face instantly turned pale, and he bit his lip tightly, and he didn't feel a trace of feeling even when he bit it, Shang Mengqi was numb, he didn't expect Qiu Shaoze to say such things to himself one after another, is he so bad?
In fact, Shang Mengqi is not bad, on the contrary, she is very good. And a discerning person can see it as long as he looks at it, and now Shang Mengqi is working hard to change herself, and strive to become a qualified wife, but it is precisely because of this that Qiu Shaoze will say this sentence one after another.
The greater people's expectations, the greater the disappointment, Qiu Shaoze can't predict his future, he doesn't want to disappoint Shang Mengqi, so he can only ruthlessly push it away from him.
"You're going to say leave again, aren't you?" Shang Mengqi tried to hold back the tears rolling in her eyes, trying not to let him stay, she didn't want Qiu Shaoze to see herself crying, she was a stubborn woman.
Qiu Shaoze was silent, and at this time, Qiu Shaoze could only be silent. Light yourself a cigarette and slowly exhale the smoke.
"Tell me. Shang Mengqi gritted her teeth and said.
Although silence is golden, silence is not gold when dealing with the relationship between men and women, on the contrary, it can be a disaster.
"It's not for you to leave, it's just that the current situation is no longer under the control of our top ten sword masters. When Qiu Shaoze said this, there was a sense of powerlessness in his body, the previous situation could still be controlled by the top ten sword masters, but since Yanjing had another mysterious strength, Qiu Shaoze felt powerless for a while, and at the same time, he also felt that an invisible net was slowly spreading.
And the area covered by this big net is also very large, the ten sword masters are covered in it, and the gods of the West are also covered in it, and they are like chess pieces on the game of Go, and they will disappear if they are not careful.
If you want to break the game and enter the game first, Qiu Shaoze understands this truth, but he doesn't want everyone around him to jump into this chess game. That would be very passive.
"Hehe, I don't know, I just know that I'll feel safe by your side. ”
Women's vexatiousness is their specialty and their patent. Especially when a woman falls in love with a man, she will become even more crazy, just like Shang Mengqi now, who was originally a rational person, but became blind.
"Ga" Qiu Shaoze really doesn't know what to say, do you really want to let yourself say that I don't love you?
Qiu Shaoze asked himself if he could ruthlessly let Shang Mengqi leave, but he couldn't say the sentence I don't love you.
"If you follow me, I'll die. Qiu Shaoze didn't know if this woman's head was rusty, she had already said it so clearly, she was still pretending to be stupid here and didn't understand.
"As long as it's human, it's going to die. ”
"You're going to hell with me, do you understand?" Qiu Shaoze yelled angrily.
This time he was really angry, he was angry, he could die by himself, but Shang Mengqi couldn't die, she was his only support, only in this way could he have the courage to challenge, only in this way could he know where the value of his life was.
"Hell?" Shang Mengqi's eyes became blurry, as if he was fantasizing about the life of hell, when Qiu Shaoze touched Shang Mengqi's eyes, he knew that it was not good, I am afraid that no matter what he says in the future, this woman will not leave his side.
"Hell doesn't have to be a bad place to go!" When he said this, Shang Mengqi's eyes glowed with a blazing light, which was the blazing heat of love.
"Heaven is no better than hell. ”
"Why?" Qiu Shaoze was very puzzled that Shang Mengqi would say such a sentence, others said that heaven was good, but the person in front of him said that heaven was not better than hell.
"Because heaven does not have you. Shang Mengqi looked at Qiu Shaoze affectionately.
After Qiu Shaoze heard Shang Mengqi's words, he was shocked, he didn't expect Shang Mengqi to say such a sentence.
Although heaven is beautiful and eternal, everything changes without you, and hell has to endure a lot of pain, but because of you, then it is beautiful.
Shang Mengqi's words penetrated deep into Qiu Shaoze's heart, like a brand, imprinted in his bones and blood.