Chapter 369: Tears and Smiles
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"Taeyeon, if you just want to have a relationship. So as long as this person's identity and character are not too bad, it doesn't matter to me and your grandma, just be happy. After all, over the years, you have indeed worked hard alone. But I know your character, your thoughts, and you know it yourself. You, a child, have been very self-conscious and precocious since childhood, and you have begun to have your own ideas at a young age. So I and your grandma both know that in terms of feelings, you are the same. If you don't feel emotional, once you are emotional, you will go straight to the bottom of your heart. That's it this time now, this Linxi, I'm afraid Taeyeon you're in the mood to marry him. ”
Father Jin sat on the sofa and looked at the eldest daughter of his family with a pair of wise eyes, and it was also the child who reassured him the most. No matter what she does, this child will make herself feel very relieved and don't have to worry about her making mistakes. But at this time, Father Jin was very afraid that this child had too many ideas of her own, and at the same time hoped that she would do something wrong once.
Kim Taeyeon had a pale face, looked at her father with some weakness and panic in her eyes, opened her mouth, and shouted out with a series of questions, "Yes, Lin Xi and I are walking towards the palace of marriage." But why can't it, why is it not good? Do you think it's better for me to find a boyfriend who ended up breaking up and separating than to find a boyfriend who I love and spend my whole life with?"
"I'm not saying it's good to find a man who ends up breaking up, it's just that that's the way it is. Compared to you and the current Lin Xi getting married together, I prefer that you and him just have a relationship that will break up. Father Jin looked at his daughter's little angry expression and smiled bitterly, but he had to continue to say this. Because he would rather his daughter be angry with him than let her leave him.
"Why, why do you think that, Abba. Are you worried that Lin Xi is not good to me? No, he is really good to me...... If you don't believe me, I'll call him back in a few days and let you see him in person. "These thoughts of Father Kim are incomprehensible to Kim Taeyeon. So when her mind was full of confusion, Kim Taeyeon also threw out everything.
Shaking his head, Father Kim sighed lightly, "Taeyeon, it's not because of this. I believe that Taeyeon's vision, the person who can make you willing to protect yourself, will not be the kind of rotten person, and it will definitely be good to you. Speaking of this, after seeing Kim Taeyeon's face full of doubts, he paused again, and continued with some apologies, "If you insist on saying why, it can only be said that Abba is selfish." Because your current boyfriend is from China. And if you really want to marry him, it means that you are going to leave Korea and leave Abba and Grandma's side. This result is what I can't accept. ”
When he arrived here, Kim's father's eyes were also a little moist, and he looked at the photo with Kim Taeyeon's poster hanging on the opposite side of the living room, "If my daughter marries so far away, then whether she is good or bad, uncomfortable or happy, bullied or whatever, we can't know, and we can't give her comfort and care, how good is this." So from the beginning, I wouldn't have promised you to find a boyfriend so far away. But now that this is the case, I will not say that I will break you up, but I will tell you anyway. I don't stop falling in love, I'm very supportive, but if it's really time to talk about marriage, then I have only one answer...... No way. ”
Next to him, Jin's mother, who had been watching the father and daughter quarrel, as well as Jin Zhixiong and Jin Xiayan. If from the beginning, I didn't understand the reason for Father Jin. So now, after listening to his words, several people also suddenly realized why Father Kim had always rejected Kim Tae-yeon's relationship. Now, although I don't refuse, this result seems to be more desperate than a direct refusal.
It's just that compared with the blankness of the two young people, Jin Zhixiong and Jin Xiayan, Jin's mother agreed with her husband's answer. Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, this sentence is not wrong at all. The daughter is a piece of flesh that fell from her body, and wherever she goes, she hurts her, and as parents, she will be very worried and scared. When Kim Taeyeon was still a trainee in Seoul, both Kim father and Kim mother, who were in Jeonju, not far from Seoul, often woke up in the middle of the night for fear that their daughter would be bullied alone. Later, after Kim Taeyeon's annunciation and growing up, he slowly got used to this kind of life like his daughter 'going out to work'.
But now, if Kim Taeyeon really wants to leave this country, leave the two of them, and go to another country to live, it is estimated that Kim Mu will really go crazy. After all, there are not many parents in the world who can bear to marry their daughters so far away from home, and it will take a long time to visit them once and go a long way. In this way, over time, the relationship and news of the daughter will gradually fade away. Although both father and mother knew that this day would come back sooner or later, if they were closer to home, then this day might come after their deaths.
When the time comes, they will feel much more at ease, so this is what they have been expecting.
Now, when Lin Xi, a person from another country thousands of miles away, wants to snatch his beloved daughter over. Father Jin didn't get angry on the spot, he was already very open-minded, he was in love, and he supported it. But once the bottom line is reached, Father Jin really won't agree, it's not that he doesn't feel sorry for his daughter, but from another point of view, he feels sorry for his daughter. It's just like what Father Jin said just now, the distress behind it is with a trace of his own selfishness.
At this time, Kim Taeyeon, who was sitting on the sofa, was completely stunned in her own world. In her mind, she repeated the words her father had just said, and she roughly understood the meaning. She is no longer young, and her thinking is also very mature and sophisticated, so she naturally heard her father's deep love for her. However, the deep love of this family is in conflict with the deep love of another love. Then, she was stunned, she was in a daze, not knowing what to do.
"Abba......" was silent for a long time, and then Kim Taeyeon slowly raised her head that had been hanging down, and looked at her father with a pair of red eyes, "Now the means of transportation are so developed, and they are ......."
"No, it's okay to fall in love, but it's not okay to get married. Father Jin shook his head resolutely, this is his bottom line, even if he is ruthless, he can't let his daughter leave him, because this is even more ruthless to himself.
Tears flowed through the water, and then the embankment burst out, and Kim Taeyeon didn't know what to do. Falling in love?If it's just a relationship with Lin Xi, can you talk about it for a lifetime?When you break up, what should you do? Could it be that a relationship that has paid so much effort should be buried with your own hands? Moreover, after knowing the result in advance, is this relationship still a pure relationship? What kind of mood should I use to go on, and what kind of eyes should I use to face Lin Xi.
Kim Taeyeon is about to collapse, and when she goes home this time, she just wants to ask for her opinion, not to have such a showdown.
If she had known in advance that this would be the case, maybe Kim Tae-yeon would not have been able to escape this trip to Jeonju. When the time comes, how long can it be delayed, how long can it be calculated. However, there are no ifs in the world, and there is no regret medicine, so Kim Taeyeon can only cry alone in her mother's arms now.
And the golden mother felt that her daughter's body trembled because of slight sobbing, and a pair of eyes that had crawled into wrinkles, and she was also extremely distressed. even turned her head and glared at Father Jin fiercely a few times, but even so, she didn't open her mouth to refute Father Jin's words, because she herself felt the same way.
Next to them, Kim Ji-woong and Kim Ha-yeon were completely stunned by this series of storylines, and finally they were frightened by Kim Tae-yeon's tears that broke out of the frame. You know, since they were children, these two siblings have never seen Kim Taeyeon crying in front of them a few times. When Kim Taeyeon went out to be a trainee, it was even rarer. Even if you see it, it's just some images on the screen. Now, Kim Taeyeon, who has been used by her parents to educate the two of them, and her sister (sister) is crying like a child in front of her, which makes the two completely frightened.
Finally, looking at his sister's already hoarse voice and slightly trembling shoulders, Jin Zhixiong couldn't help it, "Abba, what if it's from China." Now it is only a few hours from our side to China. It's not a long time, our family is not short of money, and the plane ticket is not expensive. If you want to see Taeyeon, it's time to make a quick trip. For the past few years, you've been asking Taeyeon who she likes and asking her to quickly find someone to lean on. Now, it's rare for Taeyeon to have someone she likes, so why do you have to ask each other to be on our side, wouldn't it be good if Taeyeon liked her? . ”
"What do you know?" if talking to Kim Tae-yeon would make Father Kim still be able to suppress his temper. Then if it is replaced by Jin Zhixiong, he will not need to suppress it like this. So, as soon as Jin Zhixiong's words came out, Father Jin, who had already suppressed a breath in his heart, roared at him, "Do you want to see your sister marry so far away, and usually meet and chat only on the Internet phone? Shut your mouth and stay well. ”
Kim Zhixiong's eyes widened, as if he was taken aback by the outburst of his father, who had never been very angry. And Jin Xiayan, who was sitting next to him, directly grabbed her brother's arm, and her whole little body trembled, probably really frightened.
Kim Taeyeon, who was crying, also heard this situation. Then he got up from his mother's arms with tears in his eyes, and glanced at his brother and the angry father next to him. She really didn't expect that this ordinary news would directly pull out such a big problem. Maybe the current situation has already been buried when he was with Lin Xi, and it has slowly sprouted. Until the appearance of this news, with the involvement of the source, if it completely broke out now.
I took a few deep breaths repeatedly, but my heart was still beating fast, and tears were still flowing quietly. This almost omnipotent method has failed in Kim Taeyeon, "Abba, you said, it's okay to fall in love." ”
"Well, in love, I support it. Father Jin looked at his daughter quietly for a few minutes, listening to her sudden question, and then nodded.
"Got it, I got it. Kim Taeyeon didn't fight against his father in the end, but quietly accepted the results he gave him. That's her character, that's Kim Taeyeon. She couldn't make any decision that would be good for her to disobey her father or her mother, even if it would be good for everyone. But sometimes, it hurts herself.
"Taeyeon. Jin Zhixiong actually cares about his sister very much, since she was a child, her sister doesn't know how much hardship she has endured, how many tears and sweat she has shed to get to where she is now. So at this time, he didn't want her to give up her own rare gain. Therefore, when he heard Kim Taeyeon's words, he immediately frowned and shouted.
Father Jin didn't speak this time, nor did he yell at Jin Zhixiong. Instead, he looked at his daughter quietly, he probably understood the meaning of Kim Taeyeon's words, and he had to sigh deeply, "Taeyeon, long pain is better than short pain, if you delay it for a long time, the deeper the damage will be to the two of you." You think like this, it's irrational. ”
"What do I think, I'm just falling in love as you said, Abba. The tears are still there, but the corners of the mouth are outlining a poignant arc on the pretty face of this tear stain. Suddenly, a poignant and bitter smile appeared on Kim Taeyeon's face, like a 'Thai flower' that still stood in the ravages of the storm. However, the gloom in his eyes is heartbreaking.
It was such a smile that made Jin Zhixiong's whole heart twitch. Finally, he glanced at his parents angrily, snorted coldly, and got up and left the living room. Jin Xiayan was left sitting on the sofa stupidly, motionless looking at her own smile on the other side, this smile was directly engraved on her heart, and she will never forget it for the rest of her life.
But the golden father and the golden mother quietly looked away, as if they didn't dare to look at their daughter's gaze, let alone look at this 'smile'.
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On the side of Jianghan, the breeze was still there, but Kim Taeyeon, who was lying on Lin Xi's back, was already full of tears, and gradually, finally soaked the corner of Lin Xi's shoulder. (To be continued.) )