Nozomi Sasaki's eyes were filled with tears, she pinched her clothes tightly, trying her best to suppress her emotions, and her long-term self-deception made her unable to face Tong Xinlan and tear off that fig leaf. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

"When the war is over, do you think the army will treat you? Will your family welcome you like this? What did your parents tell you when you left home? They should expect you to be a soldier or a nurse. ”

Tong Xinlan also knew that she was overtalking, but this is the truth, she also sympathized with the experience of these women, and was deceived by her own country to do such a thing, putting aside the position between countries, Tong Xinlan felt that if these women asked her to do the task, she would also accept it, because they were also a group of cannon fodder abandoned by the country, she accepted the task, and she would try her best to kill those decision-makers.

Tong Xinlan looked at Nozomi Sasaki, who was on the verge of collapse, sighed and stroked the top of her head.

Nozomi Sasaki felt Tong Xinlan's pity, and finally couldn't bear to lie on Tong Xinlan's shoulder and cry.

Chen Shiping and Wei Cheng, who had been pretending to be asleep, were dumbfounded, but they didn't expect Tong Xinlan to cry this neon woman who was still tense at the beginning in a few words.

In their eyes, Jia Xinnan has always been a person with ideas, and now it should be useful to buy her to do this, they exchanged a look with each other and continued to lie down.

Tong Xinlan continued to pat Nozomi Sasaki on the back, "Do you want the war to end, do you want to end this life?"

"Yes, I think. "Nozomi Sasaki's psychological defense has been broken by Tong Xinlan.

After all, Nozomi Sasaki is a comfort woman who was deceived by the neon government, and she is not a woman who has been trained as a spy to be psychologically strong to deal with such provocations, and she can deceive herself on weekdays, wrapping herself in fake pride and indifference.

And now, all the masks have been broken by Tong Xinlan, and there are no other neon soldiers staring at the scene, and the unusually long battle outside has made her let down her guard, perhaps, this base will soon be broken by the monsters created by the neon people themselves.

It's not bad to die, it's much better than to live and suffer.

Therefore, Nozomi Sasaki couldn't bear it anymore and cried recklessly.

There are a lot of grievances in my heart that I want to say it, but I didn't dare to say it before, but now Nozomi Sasaki feels that it seems to be nothing to say it, and she really wants to vomit it as soon as possible.

"At the beginning, many people in China immigrated to me, saying that they could get land and job opportunities in the northeast here, so many people came, my parents were reluctant to leave their hometown, the life of the family was not very good, and I had to provide for my younger brother and me to go to school, I wanted to share a little pressure for the family, when the military department came to the school to recruit female students to serve in the army, I went to sign up. ”

"They said that if I joined the army, a female student like me could become a nurse and get twice as much a month as the salary of the teachers in our middle school, so I agreed. ”

"Unexpectedly, there was no nurse training at all, and after coming in, the content of the training was for us to learn how to serve men, and how to ensure that we could serve them more without hurting our own bodies. ”

"There are also girls in us who are unwilling, but they are all killed by the instructor, the instructor said, let's not be so narrow-minded, don't be so dirty in thinking, it is shameful to serve the neon soldiers, and the neon men are comfortable to serve, so that they can bravely go to the battlefield, we women are useless in the country, protected by the neon soldiers, and now if we don't even want to serve these heroes, it is selfish, and it is a person who is disloyal to the emperor, and it is a useless person....... ”

"Useless people, just die. Speaking of this, Nozomi Sasaki trembled all over, thinking of the extremely tragic deaths of the girls who were killed, and she was deeply impressed.

"We can only accept the glorious mission of serving the neon soldiers. ”

"A sister with a good relationship sent me a letter through one of her close friends, telling me that she had been sent to the base in the northeast, not to serve the neon soldiers, but to serve the Chinese people for breeding. ”

"So, this time, when the military department came to pick people again, I knew that they must have been selected for breeding, so I signed up, and I simply protected my body well on weekdays and passed the physical examination. ”

"Why would I be willing to do the task of breeding, it sounds like a sow having to give birth, hehe. Nozomi Sasaki laughed at herself and looked at Tong Xinlan in despair.

Tong Xinlan wiped away her tears and said softly, "Because I am pregnant with a child, I don't have to wait for anyone to sleep for seven or eight months." ”

"Hehe, yes, it's all because I don't have the courage to commit suicide, so I can only choose one of the two bad tasks, I don't think it's too bad, I actually hope that after giving birth to a child, I can get out of shape and become a big fat man, if I'm useless, do you say they will send me back to China?" asked Nozomi Sasaki with tears and a hint of anticipation.

Nozomi Sasaki naturally knows the answer, the instructor has said it in the previous words, useless people will naturally be disposed of, Tong Xinlan didn't say it directly, just lamented, "What do you think?"

"Yes. Nozomi Sasaki smiled very brightly, I don't know if I really don't know, or if I deceive myself, for him, self-deception has become the norm, otherwise he won't be able to hold on.

"Where is your home?" asked Tong Xinlan.

Nozomi Sasaki said with a gentle look reminiscing about the good past, "Nagasaki, my parents, and my brother are waiting for me at home." ”

"Ah, yes. Tong Xinlan lowered her eyes and didn't say anything comforting.

There are no souls under the atomic bomb.

After all, except for a small number of anti-war neon people at that time, the rest of the neon people, no matter what class they were, were constantly contributing logistics to the neon army that was fighting for the invasion of other countries.

Even Nozomi Sasaki, who felt sad and desperate, was only sad that her ideals did not match reality, and she was not the same as she imagined to serve the country.

It was not that she was despairing that the war of foreign aggression was an unjust war.

Her treatment as a comfort woman is sympathetic, but if she is given a gun, she will still become a murderous soldier among the invaders.

However, she is indeed not a soldier now, and Tong Xinlan will not be held accountable for crimes that did not happen.

While the two were talking, A/Beto finally came to the door of Tong Xinlan's cell.

"Kata. ”

The door opened, and Ahn/Beto also looked at the eight people in the room with a gloomy face, looking for hours and his patience had been almost exhausted.

(To be continued.) )