Chapter 30 To the Past That Finally Passed Away

On the morning of Bai An's operation, everyone was there.

Lin Yuan, Chen Long, Lin Yuyi, and Xiao Yueyue who was held in the arms of her parents.

and, Ye Wanran, who ran with the push bed.

The swaying medicine bottle reflected a beautiful blue sky above his head.

Bai An lay on the sliding plane, not laughing, not crying, and not speaking. He quietly opened his blue eyes as the sunlight outside the operating room narrowed and disappeared behind the closing door.

Suddenly, there was some quiet trance.

Then, under the effect of the anesthetic, he fell into a familiar darkness.

As silent and lonely as ever.

He sat there leisurely, with a calm completely different from that he had died a month earlier.

Minute by minute, second by second.

He was waiting, the doctor's clock was waiting, and the people outside the operating room were waiting.

A faint electric current flowed through the space, and the hum of a machine was incomparably abrupt in the quiet darkness where the pin drop could be heard.

Bai An raised his eyelids lightly and smiled slightly: "Zero eggs?"

“……”

"Do you want to go back and see?" paused, and in the darkness, an electronic sound sounded hesitantly.

"What?" Bai An looked up suspiciously, not realizing the meaning of this for a while.

A rare silence on Number 0.

Then, again, it said clearly, word for word: "You...... Want to go back to the plane and see your parents?"

Bai An was stunned suddenly, and the whole person was stunned.

"However, it is only your consciousness that can see through the boundaries," adds 0, "only you can see them, they can't see you, and time is ......"

"Let me go!!" Bai An suddenly rushed up, his fists clenched, his body trembled slightly, as if he had exhausted all his strength: "Let me go! I have to go back! I want to ...... I think... To see them less......"

He spoke incoherently, his eyes flushed fiercely, and the emotions in his eyes were churning deeply.

The pitch-black space was silent again.

After a long time, a voice came, just one word, but it made Bai An grit his teeth with an extremely complex and distorted expression, and in the dark, he waved his fist fiercely.

"Good. ”

……

It's a rainy day.

Tick-tock, tick-tock, humid weather, impregnated every damp heart.

In the old second-hand unit, the man sat at the square table with his back slightly bent, his arms resting on the brown and yellow table with black scars, a dozen newspapers in his hands, and his eyes cast to the page were empty.

From the skeleton on the back of his shoulders, it can also be seen that this is an extremely strong man when he was young, but his almost all-white sideburns, chaotic eyes, and ravine-horizontal face are all clearly displayed.

This man is already old.

Bai An gritted his teeth and looked at the man's thin hands that were holding the newspaper, the green tendons and old age spots had appeared, and his whole body was stiff.

He gripped the glass-like barrier, and the heat in his eyes poured out, converging into an unbelievable wetness.

This man, tall and strong, and hot-tempered, beat him with his fists from childhood to his father......

How could it be so old!

Obviously, when he came home two months ago, this man who had just turned fifty-two years old still had black hair.

His body is still strong, and his skin is still healthy......

In the kitchen, a figure came out.

A woman came out with a meal, leaned on the table, turned back to the kitchen, and continued to serve the food.

Bai An was shocked for a moment, and suddenly put his whole face on the barrier, frantically trying to see this woman he almost didn't recognize.

When has his pungent mother ever shown such a dark expression!

This face-saving woman doesn't even care when her hair turns gray!

"Seven teeth, it's time to eat. ”

Hearing this familiar shout, Bai An slammed his eyes, almost thinking that he had misheard, but saw the woman put the third bowl full of rice on the table, and pressed a few chopsticks and his favorite dish into the bowl before sitting down to eat.

"Qiya, eat more, I used to be so busy with work, I haven't eaten any food for a long time......"

"Come on, eat enough. ”

Bai An, who was lying on the glass, looked at it in a daze, the warm liquid in his eyes finally leaked out, he hung the transparent compartment with his fist fiercely, and shouted one after another: "Mom...... Mom!

"Dad, Mom, I'm here, I'm here!"

The scene in front of him suddenly zoomed away, and in the drizzling rain, an ordinary-looking girl held a gray umbrella and walked down the stairs of the cemetery step by step.

Very familiar, the freckles on this face, and the eyebrows and eyes that are quite similar to his mother's, are very familiar to Bai An.

The girl walked to the center of the ladder and slowly looked back, the face that was always arrogant and sharp, suddenly appeared a sense of maturity that was unfamiliar to him.

He could clearly catch her voice in the rain.

"Brother, don't worry, my parents have me to take care of. ”

Then, she turned around and walked slowly away in the rain.

The scene zoomed out again, and all the roads, buildings, familiar and unfamiliar places, flashed before his eyes one by one.

The final scene is a neighborhood where he lived as a child, the old walls have been torn down, and a video store has opened on the site of his family's old house.

In the trance light, the voice of a male singer came out from far and near.

"It's still raining, like talking

He knocked on my window and jingled."

The loud sound of rain obscured the lyrics in the middle, and the leaves of the whole street fell in a row.

"Can you hear the rain still falling?

It's my thoughts ticking and ticking

Drop it into your heart and you will think of me"

"The rain is still falling, like looking for you

It knocked on my window and said it couldn't find you

This kind of season will miss you so much."

"It's still raining, listen carefully

It's my thoughts ticking and ticking

Drop into your heart and tell you I'm thinking of you"

It should be the occasion, but it should not be emotional, but it is enough to stuff sadness into people's hearts.

Bai An looked at the old banyan tree at the corner of the street in a daze, his five fingers holding the transparent boundary, and tears flowed unconsciously.

"I wonder if you don't have to hide it, then the rain will stop and you will go with you......"

Slowly, the crowds of people who were hiding on the street became quiet.

Bai An only had time to listen to the last lyrics.

"It's still raining......"

In the endless darkness, Bai An stood silently, and then lost consciousness.

The sad, the comforting, the reluctant, and everything in the past are precipitated here, not buried, not laissez-faire, with this heavy cause and effect, to the future.

The doctor who was performing the operation clearly saw that two lines of tears slowly oozed from the patient's closed eyes.

It's like mourning, and finally passed away.

……

At eight hours and forty-three minutes, the on-on operating light went out, and the door of the operating room finally opened.