Chapter 146: Don't Grieve
But when he saw who was pounding the wall, he wasn't very good. He saw her smashing her hand and bleeding, so he hurriedly stepped forward to stop her, and Geng Qiu vented, it seemed to be much better, and finally gasped and calmed down.
"You come with me. Tan Jun couldn't help but pull Geng Qiu to the inpatient doctor's office and angrily put the door on the line.
"Who told you to do this, who allowed you to hurt yourself?"
Geng Qiu obviously didn't expect Tan Jun to blame himself, probably because he also regarded himself as a friend, can it be counted? Maybe count, Geng Qiu didn't know how many friends he had, it seemed to be many, and it seemed to be very few. Geng Qiu calmed down: "Doctor Tan smiled." ”
"I'm not kidding you anymore. Tan Jun put Geng Qiu's hand flat, Geng Qiu was a little unnatural, after all, they were not familiar, even if they were doctors, they had not been registered, Geng Qiu still couldn't let him disinfect and bandage himself with peace of mind.
"Alright, I'll take you somewhere. After Tan Jun bandaged it, he felt that Geng Qiu's condition was not like his luck, and if he didn't intervene, the consequences would be unimaginable.
Before Geng Qiu could refuse, he was dragged to another office by Tan Jun, Geng Qiu passed by the ward, embarrassed and eager to get into the cracks, after all, it was not good to pull and pull with a doctor in the hospital. Tan Jun didn't care about so much, he just wanted to confirm his answer.
The psychological clinic was much more deserted than other places, and it looked depressing, and Geng Qiu lingered at the door, reluctant to come in. It turned out that Tan Jun was thinking that he was sick, and being a doctor was too trivial.
The psychological clinic seems to have not seen anyone for a long time, and it is very welcoming. "Oh, talk about doctors, girlfriend?" The psychiatrist was a middle-aged woman who looked older than Geng Qiu.
Geng Qiu thanked Tan Jun for his kindness, but she was not sick, and it seemed that the psychiatrist looked at her as if she was sick. Geng Qiu explained embarrassedly: "No, no." I'm not sick either, bother. After saying that, she was about to go out the door, but was grabbed by the psychiatrist.
"Usually people with mental illness are reluctant to come to the psychiatric department, let alone admit that they are sick. After the psychiatrist finished speaking, she threw a wink at Geng Qiu, and Geng Qiu was terrified, she was sure that this psychiatrist was sick, and he was not lightly ill.
"Be serious, don't scare people. Tan Jun finally couldn't stand it anymore, so he copied an unwritten psychological magazine and threw it on the psychiatrist's head, and the psychiatrist screamed in pain: "." ”
However, she said to Tan Jun with bad intentions: "It's okay, bring my girlfriend to me in this way?" ”
Tan Jun ignored the crazy psychiatrist, and said to Geng Qiu, "Tell me about your situation." He wasn't in the mood to joke with her right now, he really felt that Geng Qiu needed her authoritative opinion.
"What's my situation? Talk about the doctor, are you too lenient? Geng Qiu was a little excited and a little angry. In her opinion, Tan Jun is just an outsider, who has the qualifications to take care of his own affairs.
Tan Jun didn't pay attention to her, but patiently asked her, "Do you have any other symptoms besides irritability recently?"
"So serious?" The psychiatrist realized that Tan Jun was not joking, and brought his girlfriend to her for entertainment, so he couldn't help but sit up and look at Geng Qiu.
"Is this a disease? I just can't control my emotions sometimes. When Geng Qiu was told by her, she couldn't help but be suspicious, didn't she go to the neurology department before?
The psychiatrist pulled a chair for Geng Qiu to sit on, showing enough affinity, hoping to gain Geng Qiu's trust: "Little girl, you sit first." ”
"Think about it again, are there any other symptoms?" the psychiatrist gave her a standard smile, and this smile immediately won Geng Qiu's trust.
"Is insomnia and dreams?" Geng Qiu thought about it, she didn't have any other symptoms, strictly speaking, she felt that she was still more like a nervous breakdown than a mental illness as they said.
"So, I've got a tensoror chart here, you fill it out. The psychiatrist found a somewhat yellowed scale, and Geng Qiu couldn't help but doubt her professionalism. As if she had gained an insight: "Don't worry, I'm very professional, Master of Psychology from D University." "This is a preventive injection for Geng Qiu, there is no way that this scale is self-made by her, the dean doesn't let her use it, she can only hide it, and if she uses it too much, it will be old.
The results of the professional assessment showed that Geng Qiu had moderate bipolar disorder, and Geng Qiu remembered the yellowed scale again, and couldn't help but wonder: "Is it accurate?"
"The error is not big. ”
The cramped air was breathless, and the room that did not shine sunlight was even darker, and the three of them were silent. After a long time, Tan Juncai said: "Geng Qiu, cooperate well with the treatment." ”
Geng Qiu smiled bitterly, obviously she couldn't accept such a diagnosis, he was an intellectual working woman, and he actually had bipolar disorder. Geng Qiu gently opened the door of the consultation room, swaying absentmindedly, and didn't know if he hit someone.
"What's wrong?" said the man.
Geng Qiu raised his head suddenly, and saw Mo Sifan's somewhat haggard face, he seemed to have lost a lot of weight, but he was still as cold as before. Geng Qiu hid her thoughts in her heart, who would make these troubles at this time, and she didn't feel any obvious symptoms at all. She just said: "It's nothing, it's just that there is some distress about Yingyu's experience." ”
"Hmm. ”
"I'll go first. Geng Qiu didn't know what Mo Sifan was thinking, but she knew that since Mo Sifan had decided to take Su Yingyu, she had to avoid suspicion.
Geng Qiu walked past Mo Sifan and walked forward by herself, her world could not accommodate a single person, this world should be desolate. Geng Qiu said goodbye to Su Yingyu thoughtfully, and bought a ticket to Mocheng alone, she missed Geng Rong so much at this moment.
After Geng Qiu left, Mo Sifan accompanied Su Yingyu in the ward, and the ward was filled with a smell of disinfectant water, and Su Yingyu coughed violently. Mo Sifan's cold eyes eased, and he personally poured her a glass of water and brought it to her mouth. Su Yingyu lowered her head and took a sip gently, but she didn't dare to look up at him.
"No matter what you become, I'll marry only you. ”
This is Mo Sifan's most emotional words, Su Yingyu listened, tears flowed silently, this was her life's expectation, but now she didn't have the courage to answer his words. She could only cry, and her emotions fluctuated to the point that her hands trembled, and she didn't dare to respond. Mo Sifan paused, took the initiative to step forward to stabilize her lips, he was telling her with his actions that he did not dislike her, he really wanted to live with her for the rest of his life.
Once again, the kiss scene was shattered, "Oh, you should be restrained, this is a public place." Tang Ning coughed twice, originally he thought that Su Yingyu was very painful to suffer these things, but he didn't expect that it would contribute to this little couple, which was really envious of others. Maybe it's a blessing in disguise? Downing misunderstood, really misunderstood.
When Mo Sifan saw Tang Ning and a few colleagues coming, he let go of Su Yingyu, after all, he was innocent in front of them, and he still had to pay attention to his image.
Geng Qiu had just arrived at the airport and found that he did not have an ID card and could not take the plane. Geng Qiu thought about it, it seems that God doesn't want her to go back, if she disappears suddenly, Zixiu will definitely have to be anxious again, as for the matter of bipolar disorder, let her think carefully about whether to tell him. Geng Qiu sat at the airport in a daze, until the mobile phone rang, and sure enough, Du Zixiu came looking for her.
"What are you doing at the airport?" No, Du Zixiu was very surprised when he learned that she was at the airport. She clearly said that Su Yingyu had an accident again, and when she went to see Su Yingyu, she was not in the hospital, but at the airport.
Geng Qiu looked at the pedestrians coming and going, most of them dragging half-human high suitcases, what kind of story did they have?
Du Zixiu didn't believe it, he was not such a foolish person, he probably guessed that she was not in a good mood, and the reason for her bad mood was mostly reluctance to Su Yingyu. She was born kind and often sympathetic to life, which is why she is so tired of living her life. He told Geng Qiu to stay where she was and not move, so he came to pick her up. Geng Qiu hung up the phone and felt warm in his heart, he always appeared at every moment of need, and Geng Qiu had long forgotten the past. Now that she is happy, this is enough, and she has figured it out at this moment, she should not let Du Zixiu be anxious first, and she will receive a course of treatment first.
The airport is far away from the city, and it took some time for Du Zixiu to drive over, and it was also during this time that Geng Qiu adjusted himself enough to face his concern normally. The two talked and laughed, and went to the city, Geng Qiu said that she wanted to eat Buddha and jumped over the wall, this was the restaurant she went to when she had dinner with him for the first time after reuniting with him.
It is the night that flows slowly, and it is the night that tells the sorrow
I can't comfort you
I can't bear it for you
Always hope you don't grieve
When Geng Qiu received treatment for the first time, it was in the name of visiting Su Yingyu, and at that time, Su Yingyu was about to be discharged from the hospital, and inadvertently broke the gossip of the nurse on duty. The gossip was about her, saying that her face would never return to its original shape. Su Yingyu had already secretly passed Baidu, which confirmed her guess, and she decided to accept her fate, who had never accepted her fate.
She searched for her way and wanted to ask the doctor, he was authoritative, and as long as he said that he could be saved, there must be hope. If there is no way to talk about doctors, then she decides to leave and will not drag Mo Sifan down. In Dr. Tan's office, Geng Qiu sat opposite: "My illness is still confidential from Dr. Tan, don't tell anyone." ”
Su Yingyu just heard that she was sick and don't tell anyone, and her hanging heart finally fell, but this was despair, she thought that Geng Qiu had asked Tan Jun to hide her illness. It seems that this face is destined to be tragic after all, and she received their kindness, but she can't accept herself like this.