Murphy's Law No. 4 - If you're worried about something happening, it's more likely to happen.

So, what I feared the most happened - this guy Hayama decided to stay overnight. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

I have the impression that he will have a lot of guys who can be called friends, right? Unlike my fake, such as Totobe Ooka, if Hayama wants to stay at their house, it should be very welcome... So why does it have to be me...

In my room, Hayama and I sat staring at each other, and this guy was looking around my room.

[Hey, if you have to stay outside, it's better to be on their side.]

So far, Hayama still hasn't explained that he chose to stay overnight for the reason, but it's not a joke to see him like this...

[No, I just think it's more comfortable here.] Hayama smiled, looked at the window where there was nothing, and suddenly looked a little lonely, and then turned back

[Then again, Biqi Gu-kun, are you the only one at home?]

[Just today...]

I don't know why you're relieved, but I can't accept it at all...

[Really... It's good to be free, too.]

[It's quite liberating in a sense.] ]

Isn't it true that you can eat ice cream, watch TV, and sleep lazy, and you can live in a narrow sense for a period of time, but when your parents come home, it will become a life bound by various treaties, so once upon a time, I also had this kind of expectation of freedom.

Hayama smiled, stood up, and looked around again, as if to confirm what it was, it should be confirming the size of the room... I'm sorry, I really should apologize to you for being too small as a host.

[Than the enterprise Gu Jun... Have you had dinner?]

[No, no.] I thought I'd just take a nap and just take care of dinner, but... Please Hayama to eat cup noodles? This guy doesn't seem to have eaten anything.

[Let's go.]

[Where to go?]

Hayama smiled and held out a hand to me...

[Go to dinner, I have a treat, just as a gift for staying overnight]

[Hah....] I also stood up, ignoring the hand he left in mid-air [I really don't want to accept such a return gift..]

It would be better if you could change your mind now, like go and ask Tobe or something...

He smiled awkwardly, scratched the back of his head after retracting his hand, but after a few seconds he turned to his usual form and walked out after me.

Because my family is a residential area, the residents are relatively concentrated, except for a few 24-hour supermarkets, there are few places to go to have dinner, and the distance between the family restaurant and the tea house is still relatively far away...

[The restaurants here are far away...] How about this ramen restaurant being the only one nearby?]

I took Hayama to the place where I usually eat ramen, and I always felt a little awkward in my heart, but I couldn't help it, I didn't want to go long and cope with dinner.

[Whatever, as long as you like.] ]

He looked very generous when he replied like this... What do you like... I do like the ramen here, but only when I'm alone or with Komachi, I can't say I like what I eat with you, I can only say... Cope...

Two people, two bowls of noodles... I haven't said a word from entering the door to eating.,Selectively kept silent.,Although I insisted on paying together at the checkout.,But Ye Shan is more insistent than me.,Perfect to cash in on the "return gift"... A bowl of ramen in return.My house has finally become the cheapest hostel ever.

On the way back, when I passed by the convenience store, Hayama asked me to wait for him for a while, saying that he was going to buy a drink, I stood aside and waited for a few minutes, and then I saw him Shouzong walking back with a drink and smiling, and handed me a bottle by the way.

[Oh, thanks.]

Glancing at what was in hand... MAX... It's been a long time since I've drunk it, because a lot of things have happened.... I'm still nostalgic.

I took a few sips of the bottle cap, and the familiar sweetness returned to my memory, it was really delicious, and I felt the taste of this over-the-top, and I couldn't help but feel nostalgic for some things in the past, it was really... Something was stirred up by coffee... Ay...

With his back against the lamppost in front of the convenience store, Hayama took a few sips of the drink in his hand, and then asked me

[Than the enterprise Gu Jun... Do you often go to this ramen restaurant?]

[Will go every week, after all I'm lazy.]

Whenever I don't want to cook and I'm just alone, I basically solve it this way, and the most important thing is that the ramen tastes really good, except for the proximity.

[But. Judging by your performance in school, you should... He's a hardworking person, right?

Hayama laughed a few times, looked at me, and casually defined me as a hardworking person.

I sighed, shook my head, and recounted weakly [So, what I want to express is that laziness is in my nature, and nothing I do is voluntary. ]

Ye Shan was obviously stunned in the face of my answer, looked at me blankly for a few seconds, and then thought about it

[In this way... It's not bad]

[Huh?]

[At least...] Do you dare to do it but don't want to do it] Ye Shan smiled helplessly, and there was some self-deprecation mixed in it, staring at the drink bottle in his hand with his head down, holding the bottle tightly with both hands, and said softly

[And I, I want to do it but don't dare to do it... Huh]

He looked up, looked at me, and smiled bitterly [What's the use of such diligence?]

I never thought of it that way, but now he has come to the conclusion that he is diligent, but at the same time he completely denies this diligence, and wants to do it but does not dare to do it... I have always known that he is such a person, from the beginning of accepting his first commission to now I know that the diligence of thought, anyone can do it, think and think, it is easy, but... If you have the ability to do what you think and don't dare to do it, you can only build on the weakness of your dreams, such diligence that has nothing... Don't.

[Don't you know very well...]

[Ahh I know very well, and I know very well where I am going to change. But I don't dare, this is me.]

So, after a few empty dry laughs, Hayama drank all the remaining drinks and threw the empty bottle into the trash can behind him.

Hayama's so-called dare not just has no reason... I believe that he knows this better than me, and if there is no reason, there is no need, and naturally the idea of not being able to do it arises. He didn't dare to destroy the relationships around him, he was afraid of losing such connections, and he didn't dare to try to change some way of life. The same goes for the commission of the last time and the confession to Yubihama this time, so... Do you need a mandatory reason?

After I finished my coffee, I walked over and threw away the empty bottle, and was said to Hayama

[this commission... It's likely to ruin your previous relationships.]

[I know, but... Anyway, this time, it's my choice.]

[Method.] It's going to be different from last time, because I promised her.]

[I don't want you to do that either.] After all, you're not the only one who will get hurt, so... I know that, too. ]

Hayama's voice fluctuated slightly, and he looked very relieved.... Yes... It's annoying....

I turned around and looked at him seriously, after all, this time it was about Yubihama, and I had to be serious

[But. there will still be injured people, do you want to know?]

[No need] Hayama shook his head and smiled calmly [I know who it is... It was originally my decision.]

[Really... Then there's nothing to say, I don't care what the outcome will be anyway..]

Well, since I know it, I won't talk about it... This time, I just need to be a guide.All the consequences will be borne by Hayama alone.It's his choice, and it's my decision.But even so,This time,There won't be a perfect answer.,No matter what Yuhihama's choice is,Hayama's relationship at school will be completely changed... Perhaps, there will never be the same appearance again in the life of the past, completely.