Maybe that's another thing she's not good at
Maybe that's another thing she's not good at
[Good night.] Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info]
[Good night.] ]
Responding to each other, after turning back to their bedrooms, they couldn't help but lean against the door and let out a light sigh, obviously just the same conversation as usual... Why.. It's going to get so hard... I don't know.
adjusted his mentality slightly, and then couldn't help shaking his head to dispel this part of the so-called "distracting thoughts", but it attracted a puzzled look.
[What's wrong?Xiaoxue?]
[No... Nothing..]
What the hell is wrong with me...
[Good night..]
I turned on the lamp while walking to the bed, ha... So sleepy..
I had already made the bed just now, and after making sure that it was okay, I said to Yubihama
[So.] Just rest, tomorrow..]
[... Light snow. ]
Suddenly, Yubihama rushed to the front of me, interrupted my words and hugged me, clasped his hands behind his back, sticking like a hook, startled by the sudden movement, eased up a little, tried to break free, and couldn't escape so easily..
[Yukihama-san?]
I don't know why, but I started to get nervous just by seeing her gaze, and then my head skimmed to the other side... What the hell am I nervous about? Isn't it the same as before...
[Sure enough... What's the matter?]
[No... Nope.]
Although it is directly denied.. But... Actually, I don't know.
[Xiaoxue was very strange from just now.] ]
Yubihama's face leaned over a little more, and he looked at me seriously as if he was looking for something, and he couldn't leave because he was hugged.
[Yes, yes?]
[Hmm.] How to say it... Got a fight with a small business?]
[Impossible..]
[That's what did small businesses do to make people unhappy?]
[.. I don't know..]
After glancing at Yubihama, he turned his face away again, and a different emotion filled his heart, a bit like a wet five-flavor bottle. What should I do if I can't describe something in words?
Slowly, the hands that were holding me tightly loosened and slid down, and Yubibin looked at me and smiled slightly, revealing a look of sudden realization
[Ahh Sure enough, the small business did something bad, right?]
[... I don't know.I、I slept..]
In a panicked response, he went around Yubihama and lay down on the bed, leaning sideways with his back to Yubihama, his eyes closed, and trying to restrain himself from imagining today's events.
[Is it.] Well, good night, light snow. ]
After an unusually gentle response came from behind him, the light of the lamp went out.
Call....
For some reason, I exhaled softly as if lamenting. Feel like a criminal...
Obviously, everything today is a normal thing, but why can't you face it calmly when asked by others? No, now... I can't even explain and explain the act of it, I feel nervous just thinking about it in my head, so... What the hell is going on here...
Suddenly, there was a slight touch on the bed, and then an arm stretched out from my neck, gently holding my neck, and there was some movement on the side of the pillow, surrounded by a burst of warmth behind me.
[Eh? Yuhihama.. Classmates?]
[Huh?]
[I remember to help you get your bed ready..]
Turning his head slightly, he vaguely saw a figure leaning next to him.
[Hm... I want to sleep with Xiaoxue tonight.,Didn't you just say that?And didn't Xiaoxue also agree?]
[I thought it was... If you sleep together, you don't need to be two people together..]
[I have something to ask Xiaoxue.] ]
[So... There's no need to sleep together..]
[But, thinking about it, I still want to hug Xiaoxue like this.]
After saying that, Yubihama put it up without permission, and it was a little tighter than just now, so hot... Forget it, whatever..
Even if you push it, you can't push it away...
[...]
[Light Snow.]
[.... Hmm.]
[Tell me...] I want to know it all. ]
[... But.. I don't know either..]
This time, I didn't deny it, but I can't tell about it. In fact.. I think even if I tell Yubihama everything, it's okay.,The person I can talk to.,Probably only her.。。。 But what to say, and what to say? I don't know...
[Let's start from the beginning, from the time when it became strange at the beginning.] ]
[At the beginning...]
As Yubihama's whisper fell, my mind began to run uncontrollably again, running wildly in my mind, from the beginning... The pictures, the words, the pain of not being able to express the feelings...
Maybe... It's easier to say it.
[A few weeks ago...]
After taking a few deep breaths, I began to speak slowly, like a narrative, and slowly said the things in my memory to Yubihama who was lying beside me.
And she, this time, was a serious and qualified listener, lying quietly and listening, as if it didn't exist.
It wasn't until a short moment after I finished speaking that I let out an exclamation
[Ah...]
[... So, I don't know.]
I curled up, a throbbing throb from my chest, tingling. I didn't know how or how to get rid of this feeling, so I had to force myself to try not to think about it. But it was only a futile struggle.
Yubihama leaned over and gently pulled me into his chest... For a long time... I haven't been hugged by anyone like this.. It felt a little hot, but it was very comfortable.
[How to say it...] Sure enough, it's something that a small business can do. ]
Yubihama's tone was a little smiling, and a little helpless and complicated
[But then I think about it, this... Isn't that the kind of small business we know?]
[... Why, do you say that?]
[Because, the person who usually looks like he is about to collapse without motivation, but is unexpectedly reliable at a critical time, has always been like this, so, from the beginning, he just did what he should have done and only he could do.] ]
[That's why I can't understand it.]
That's what I couldn't understand, and I didn't want to understand, was said calmly by Yubihama, so I unconsciously raised my voice and asked loudly buried in Yubihama's chest
[If this is still incomprehensible, there can only be a reason.] ]
[.... What?]
[Xiaoxue really, very, very much like Xiaoqing, he has been liked by you from the beginning, loved]
[No, it's not...]
Suddenly, Yubihama said this, and I raised my head in a panic, my face began to heat up, and my mouth began to speak uncontrollably about the superfluous explanations I didn't want to say
[I just... Just don't want to see these things...]
[I just don't want to see that, so I say that.] ]
Before I could finish speaking, Yubihama gently pressed his finger against my lips, shook his head in a vague shadow, and continued
[Love and love are selfish, and they don't want to share it with anyone else, even if that person is their closest friend...] So, I'm well aware. ]
[It's not... That's what I didn't..]
[That's why it's so weird, Xiaoxue.] ]
As if thinking of something happy, Yubihama put his face against me with a thick smile in his voice
[Hawkers,Xiaoxue is so stubborn.,Obviously she knows what she thinks very well but she refuses to admit it.,Foul.] ]
[Foul... No, it's not a foul at all...]
I was preached by Yubihama... Although I feel very unconvinced, I can't refute it... Is it really what she said...
[But even so, that angry Xiaoxue is very cute, no problem at all.] ]
[Huh?]
[So, just release the grievances and dissatisfaction in your heart on him, it will be very comfortable]
As he spoke, Yubihama put his mouth to my ear, which was completely unnecessary at this time. Whispered with this superfluous movement
[This... It's just your prerogative, Xiaoxue. ]
After that, Yubihama gently stroked my face, as if encouraging, and as if he simply withdrew his arm.
But...
Is it just my prerogative... A lot of pictures flashed quickly in my mind, as if I was flipping through a photo album of memories and looking at those pictures confidently. And I think it's as if this definition is correct.
[Thank you.]
I whispered a thank you, but there was no response, and I didn't even know that I had said such a word of thanks in my heart, but when I turned back to face the blurred shadow, I could already hear the sound of even breathing.