47. Love is long and short, and I miss you a lot

December 31, Pengcheng.

The address of Mango Channel's New Year's Eve concert this year is the same as last year, and it is still selected in Pengcheng's Window of the World. Due to the very high ratings of Mango Channel's New Year's Eve concert last year, and the advertising revenue was full of money, the enemy stations also began to prepare for the New Year's Eve concert.

Just after a batch rehearsal in the morning, Han Fei went back to the hotel directly to rest, and had to formally conduct a joint rehearsal in the afternoon, and then he had to be busy until the early hours of the morning at night.

"I said, 2012 is still a few years away, it's not time to prepare the doomsday food stockpile, look at your big bag, don't empty the supermarket. ”

As soon as he entered Han Fei's room, Han Yu saw a large open trolley box on the ground, which was filled with all kinds of condiments and foods such as instant noodles, soup stock, hot pot base, and mustard.

"That's not good, the end of the world in 2012 was predicted by the Mayans, and if it was ahead of schedule, who can say for sure. Han Fei wanted to divert the topic and replied jokingly.

I bought so much food, firstly, because Miss Jiang had an explanation, she was far away in a foreign country, and she was very concerned about the profound and long-standing food culture of the motherland, and secondly, because he wanted to hug others at the New Year's Eve concert in the evening, although it was only needed for work, but he couldn't help but feel a little weak. The ticket is booked tomorrow at 4 o'clock, hopefully it won't be delayed.

"You're just talking nonsense, it's like it's true. Han Yu raised his hand and said.

Seeing that Han Yu was about to use his brains again, Han Fei hurriedly dodged away and said with a smile: "I said, Mango Station didn't call you out to let you beat the guests of the New Year's Eve concert, how can I sing at night if you break it?" ”

Han Yu glared at him, and walked straight to the sofa, the room was very warm, she sat down very casually, took off the camel-colored coat, looked at Han Fei a few times like a prisoner, and said, "Can you break it if you have rough skin and thick flesh?" ”

"What are you pretending to? I didn't understand. Han Fei was caught in the secret by the old lady, and some waves swelled in his heart, but he still had haha on his face.

"Pretending to be, what are you doing wiping your nose, I really don't see the Yellow River, when I was in college, there was a female classmate in the class, and every time I went to the military academy in the next province to see my boyfriend, I brought a big bag of snacks. Han Yu raised his eyebrows, just like a man who was flirting with the yellow flower girl, and said with a smile: "How about it, I guess eight or nine is not far from ten." ”

Han Fei put down his hand to wipe his nose, pursed his lips, and thought to himself, okay, you cow, you are really beautiful, you just stand on the bridge of the Xiangjiang River and don't move, I will bring you the orange island.

"Seeing that you are preparing like the end of the world, is your girlfriend in Pengcheng?"

"Or are you not in Pengcheng, just to come to see your New Year's Eve performance?"

"You are so secretive, does the agent know?"

"Hey, how do people look, how do they compare to the girls in your school?"

Seeing that the old lady asked a dozen questions like a cannonball, Han Fei silently unscrewed the lid of the thermos cup, poured a sip of warm water, and replied helplessly: "Sister, how old are you, don't beat the middle-aged woman to urge marriage for the New Year, can it be used on me?"

Speaking of this, Han Yu also had a headache, the two sisters and brothers were a little bit of the same taste of the end of the world, she said: "Alas, I also blurted out, I don't have a brain at all, you don't know, your aunt is like chanting scriptures every day, always chanting in my ear, who is in this colleague's family has been married this year, and that colleague's family is even more powerful, and they are all imported." ”

Han Fei said with a smile: "Haha, aren't many parents like that, when they were in middle school, they strangled all that budding spring heart in the cradle, and when they got to college, they couldn't wait to find a boyfriend and girlfriend immediately, and then get married after graduation, and strive to hold the two of them for three years." ”

The more Han Yu spoke, the more indignant he became, and he waved his little fist and said: "I have only reached 26 after the New Year, and I don't know what they are anxious about, they always say that women will depreciate after their golden age, I really don't understand, they are also well-educated people, and their thoughts are still stuck in the last century, who said that women must be devalued." ”

"It makes sense, you haven't become the gold medal producer of Mango Channel, why should you be at home if the Huns are not destroyed, right, sister, drink tea, hurt your liver angrily, don't be angry. Han Fei flatteringly poured a glass of warm boiled water.

"With your head, you should gloat in your heart, wait for a few years and you will not be the same to be urged, fifty steps don't laugh a hundred steps. ”

"Yes, yes, you're right. ”

……

Confucius said: When you are alone, never take a nap.

"Don't send me, say goodbye, my hometown is behind me, don't think of me again, please don't send me ......"

The alarm clock jingled, Miss Jiang was lying on the bed, her eyes couldn't be opened in a daze, her right hand laboriously touched the bedside table, finally touched the mobile phone, pressed the hang up button hard, and the alarm clock finally stopped ringing.

Thirty minutes of napping is the best, and you wake up full of energy, but if the time exceeds two hours, the whole afternoon will be in a state of weakness, and there is only a thin layer of HP and MP.

Even Lu Xun said: "A thirty-minute nap is a healing system, and a three-hour nap is a depression-inducing system." ”

There was a heavy snowfall in Britain on Christmas Day, and the snow did not stop until yesterday, but the snow was still very heavy, and the local students were going out to prepare to cross 2009, and some of the international students were too lazy to move, one is because they are far away in a foreign country, and the more people have fun during the festival, the more they feel homesick in their hearts, and the other is that the weather in the UK is really bad, rather than going out to be blown by the cold wind, it is better to sleep in the dormitory.

After squinting on the bed for a few more minutes, Miss Jiang's mind finally cleared up, she twisted her body hard, the whole person was half-sitting, leaning against the head of the bed with a pillow cushion on her back, and reaching for the cable of the curtain, the whole person almost didn't fall off the bed, finally reached the cable, pulled a few times slowly, and the curtain rolled up like a scroll.

The weather was a little clear today, and the snow outside acted as a good reflector, and a burst of bright light came through, shaking her eyes.

She sat on the bed, empty for a while, and finally came to her senses, stretched out her hands high.

"Hmm. She snorted softly.

When she stood up and looked at her phone, there was still only the text message received in the middle of the night in the SMS inbox: You should still be sleeping at this time, then I will only send you a text message, I have to rehearse for a day during the day, I probably don't have time to answer your call, and the time when I appear at night is about 23 o'clock, that is, 15 o'clock on your side, after the performance, I will go to Hong Kong Island for a transfer, about thirteen hours to London, the love is long and short, and I miss you.

looked at it, it was already 14:37 at this time, Miss Jiang gently pushed the window open a gap, and the cool breeze swished in from the outside, so cold that she was excited, and then immediately closed the window tightly. She opened her laptop, entered Potplayer, clicked on the network TV plug-in, and Mango Channel was playing the New Year's Eve concert.

"Why be together, let me fall in love with you, at least I don't have to be too depressed, why do I need to be together, escape from life, so that this night seems so empty......"

Zhang Jie was wearing a black suit, Xie Na was dressed very pink, and he was wearing a pair of fluffy pink earmuffs on his ears, and the two of them were still crying when they sang and sang, Miss Jiang glanced at it with disdain, the two of you are finally public, when the finals were five into four, Xie Na danced with Zhang Jie, and the naked plug-in behavior directly PK Han Fei.

Miss Jiang was too lazy to watch these two show affection, she went directly into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, the water was a little icy, she threw herself twice on her face, stabbing her cheeks painfully, exhaled, took a long breath, and finally came to her senses.

Turning back to her computer desk, she directly ran Potplayer in the background, and opened her blog to flip through it.

On Christmas Day, she wrote a journal:

In a foreign country, I didn't have a call, not a tear, not a trace of emotion, not a little desire, no movement, no stillness, only a feeling of loneliness, loneliness...... Into the bottomless darkness.

Loneliness is especially beautiful only when it is missing. Longing is a kind of happy sorrow, a kind of sweet melancholy, and a kind of warm pain. Nostalgia is a long contemplation of yesterday and a yearning for a better future. It is in the endless thoughts that people's feelings are purified and sublimated. If there is no distance, there will be no thought.

Being alone is also a beautiful moment and a beautiful experience in life, although it is a little lonely, there is a kind of fulfillment in loneliness......

Self-deception is a derogatory term, but sometimes one has to lie to oneself, "Solitude too."

Beautiful moments and experiences in life", phew, Miss Jiang couldn't help but despise herself a little when she saw her complaint a few days ago.

A lone wolf can drag its body to find a secluded place to lick its wounds after being injured, and when a kind of person comes, it properly becomes a husky begging for comfort and hugging. She is a relatively homely person, and she is usually not too interested in going out, but every time there is a big festival, on the one hand, the lights are dim, and the double entry and exit pairs, on the other hand, there is an empty room and a cold room, and she is alone, and her heart that pretends to be strong has already given birth to cracks inside.

"Then don't miss the next show, our crew of "Let's Watch the Meteor Shower", they will bring a very wonderful musical. ”

"Yes, the feelings in the musical are also very entangled. ”

Hearing the title of the play, Miss Jiang quickly cut back the screen cut, and the five Tiantian brothers were introducing the next show in silver suits, and the camera turned and pointed at the stage on the other side, and the words were typed on the screen - "I Want to Fly", singing: Xu Fei.

"What I want to be strong is not anyone's shoulder, and my arms are not a warm paradise......"

Miss Jiang opened a bag of potato chips, listened while eating, and commented by the way: "This song is quite good, let's sing it slowly, I'm still waiting to see the next person." ”

Finally waited for Xu Fei to finish singing, the camera cut back to the main stage, the frost girl was wearing a white wedding dress, the veil was so long that she had to be led by six backup dancers, she held a bouquet of flowers in her hand, and walked forward along the stage.

The fans in the audience were quite crazy, and the accompaniment could no longer suppress the cheers of the audience.

"Rain Nettle!"

"Chu Yuxing!"

"Zheng Shuang, I love you!"

"Hey, this fan is really hardworking, but why is this little sister so bitter, this is a marriage, not a funeral. Miss Jiang took the water cup and took a sip of water, and commented on the frost girl by the way.

Wei Chen, who was dressed in black, began to sing: "I want to be your doppelganger lover, and keep every wonderful process, you will feel sorry for me......"

Wei Chen's singing is Korean-style, and his voice is also thin, and he was covered by the fans' shouts for Zheng Shuang for a while, Miss Jiang pursed her lips, and her heart was a little turbulent, if she didn't come to the UK to study, but went to the entertainment industry to film, would she also gain so many fanatical fans?

Zheng Shuang walked forward slowly, stopping five meters in front of Wei Chen, at this time Wei Chen's singing also stopped, and the spotlight on him dimmed at the same time, he stretched out his right hand to the frost girl from afar, but the camera was everything, and Han Fei, who was dressed in white at the other end, also appeared, and actually stretched out his right hand at the same time.

"Han Fei, Han Fei, Han Fei!" When it comes to chasing stars, female fans are much more fanatical than male fans, shouting one by one.

Zheng Shuang turned to face Han Fei, and the BGM instantly became brisk, and it had already cut to the accompaniment of "Waltz of Love".

Seeing that the accompaniment was getting brighter and brighter, the frost girl took off the long veil, and her originally bitter expression instantly became cheerful, she lifted her skirt and ran towards Han Fei with a smile, and when she took a step in front of Han Fei, she suddenly jumped and jumped into Han Fei's arms, Han Fei took advantage of the situation and hugged her, making her feet off the ground and turn around twice.

"Alas, my fate is over. Han Fei only had this one idea in his heart at this time, he would have known that he would not have told Miss Jiang the specific performance time, it was not this plot during the morning rehearsal, and the director had to add such a paragraph during the afternoon joint practice, and they were very familiar with this set.

In the live broadcast screen, Han Fei took the frost girl's hand and took two steps forward, and then the two hugged each other, provoked a waltz, and then sang and danced.

The broadcast is quite knowledgeable, a long-term view and a close-up, on one side is the fresh meat in white, and on the other side is the beautiful girl in the wedding dress, maybe this is the legendary CP sense. The people in the audience didn't think it was a big deal to see the excitement, and they all coaxed: "Together, together!"

The more Han Fei jumped, the more bottomless he felt in his heart, the director misunderstood me!

And Miss Jiang, who was far away in the rotten country, was still laughing and teasing the frost girl's crying face, but Leng Buding saw Han Fei appear in a white dress, and hugged the girl in a wedding dress for several times, and her anger was full of anger.

"You're done, you're finished, you still dare to hug people and girls in circles in front of people all over the world. Miss Jiang looked at the two people who were dancing in circles on the screen, and muttered angrily.

The frost girl changed her previous bitter expression, looked at Han Fei directly, and smiled with crooked eyebrows, Han Fei really wanted to say, I drip, can you stop laughing, I am going to send someone away from thousands of miles soon.

"Our future is the most beautiful existence. ”

After singing the last sentence, the frost girls were clustered in the middle of the six backup dancers, the proper bride and the bridesmaids battled, and Han Fei took a bouquet of flowers from the backup dancer's hand, knelt on one knee, and handed it to Zheng Shuang.

On the side of the screen, Miss Jiang clicked on the cross in the upper right corner of the Potplayer, feeling both a little indignant and a little sour vinegar, and said with a snort: "Okay, let me watch the live broadcast, right, when you come over, I have to settle accounts with you." ”

On the other side, Han Fei and Zheng Shuang walked off the stage with the backup dancers and walked slowly towards the rest area, Zheng Shuang looked at Han Fei's face and couldn't help asking: "What's wrong with you, suddenly your face is abnormal, sick?"

Han Fei took off the bow and unbuttoned the top of his shirt, his neck was finally able to move comfortably, and he said self-deprecatingly: "What kind of illness am I, I am taking jujube pills." ”

"What pills?

"Forget it, I don't understand you. ”