Chapter 22 (3)
Chapter 22 Again, Immersed in the Shadows, He Thinks Positively Alone (3)
[So... Why do you have to let me go with you?]
[Too many superfluous words, Hachiman-kun]
Walking slowly in front of me about two meters away from me under the snow, after hearing my complaints and moans over and over again, he glanced back at me slightly, and gently combed his hair with his hand, looking heroic, by the way. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
[Then be sure to tell me what to say so that it is not a "superfluous word"..]
I couldn't help but stare at her with "vicious" eyes, but the moment she looked back at me, she withdrew without a trace, and became as low and unmotivated as ever.
As he walked, he stopped under the snow and smiled from the corner of his mouth
[Want to know?]
[No... Suddenly I don't want to think about it again...]
I stretched my waist, which was a little bent and sore... Some of them became empty-hearted.
[Is it okay to stop all the sounds you make?] ]
[Hey!That's definitely going to die, right?!Don't look so innocent and ask someone to die, okay?]
[Because I think that sound is redundant]
Under the snow looked at me coldly, the dazzling realization met me in mid-air, but I always felt that I would have the urge to run back, but my intuition told me that if I ran away, it would definitely be worse, but I could be regarded as holding on, this dangerous atmosphere.
[So, I'm asking you again now, do you want to know?]
Not only did he not stop, but he also took a step closer to me, just looking at me with cold eyes
[Huh?]
After that, this one-sided conversation was interrupted, and the air froze, but the pedestrians and vehicles around them were still walking, but they felt strange glances from time to time.
[I—I see.... Be sure to tell me...]
My whole body loosened like a deflated balloon, and I collapsed and my eyes collapsed.
It seems like... This happens every once in a while, and every time there is a conversation and there is a difference of opinion, it is mostly like this... Doesn't Miss Under the Snow feel tired?
The frozen air seemed to begin to normalize, and the cold gaze disappeared, and the snow smiled and nodded softly, showing a look of praise
[That's right..]
[....]
... How obsessed are you with this kind of inconsequential victory? Is it my victory if I refuse? But it seems that this possibility has been removed, and it is a foul to use a third-party program to control the process of the game... Hawkers,But of course I don't know these under the snow, who never plays video games.It's an official game.,It's already judged out.。
[Hmm!]
Snow cleared her throat and made the appearance of being in front of her speech, then looked at me again as if she was confirming something, paused for a few seconds, and finally continued
[For example... Praise my words and stuff. ]
[Huh?]
Waitamoment!
[What??]
Xue Xia said with a subtle expression, no... I guess I'm a little upset, my mouth is a little up, and my eyes aren't very kind.
[Question... No... But...]
I feel very hot on my face... Now, although I didn't say it, probably because of standing together, or for other reasons, I'm a little embarrassed... The place where this person is confident is really...
[Look, it's not too early, and if you don't hurry back, you can't catch up... Hmm...]
Before he finished speaking, he swallowed the words as if he was suddenly frightened when he was drinking water.
Because of the sudden appearance of a very angry face in front of me, the faces on both sides tensed slightly, and the eyes became piercing and sharp, as if the light came from the tip of a knife, less than ten centimeters away from my eyes.
[Answer?]
[...]
It's not an inquiry, it's coercion, it's a threat, it's intimidation, it's a serious interference with the right to free society and the right to security of the person...
[Answer?]
I repeated this again, and the distance under the snow was a few centimeters closer, and I leaned back, unconsciously taking a step back
[Praise means...]
[Literally, compliment.] Don't you understand? What about hymns and hymns? And these are all the same meaning, praise. ]
[Ah, I know, I know...]
Should I cry... It is true that there are many people who use tears to escape reality. The real world doesn't believe in tears, and this is a more realistic thing than reality. Originally, it is indeed easier to find an excuse to accept reality and find an excuse to escape.
But now... Wouldn't it be easier to accept reality... That's how I think the other way around.
Maybe reciting "To the Sea" aloud would have been a good decision... But it doesn't seem like a hymn.
But when it comes to hymns, it's still the Christian one. Do you memorize it? I did read it and remember a lot.
[Its、Actually,Yukino..]
[What?]
[There's no need to praise anything, right?]
[...]
[You see, I don't think that old man of God is more powerful (charismatic) than you...] (God also equates it with Amaterasu in Japan, and then, Amaterasu is a woman...) )
God is just a fictitious belief, but the Lord under the snow in front of me really exists, and in many places it is no longer possible to know by simply expressing his feelings in words... Not.. In my mind, I put the snow far above God, it's like the top of the pyramid, and by the way, if God exists, then it's probably only the height of the cornerstone... I'm a Buddhist.
Then, after looking at each other for a few seconds, the faces under the snow and the tips of the ears that showed out on the side were dyed with a faint layer of vermilion, and they withdrew their gaze and exhaled softly as if they were satisfied.
What's wrong? Suddenly. Inexplicably, is it more powerful than God? It's surprisingly simple.
[It's not early, let's go.] ]
Yukishi, who had suddenly calmed down and had a slightly shy expression, glanced at me, and then turned away, always feeling a little strange.
[Do you still have to go....]
Although this result is expected, I can't help but be frustrated...
[Of course, you've acquiesced, Hachiman-kun.] ]
[It was during class, and while I was sleeping, you were alone in your own questions and answers.] ]
I said helplessly, and sighed deeply, I have been sleeping in today's class, and I haven't even let go of the recess time, and in the afternoon, in short, in addition to the quality of sleep, the unexpected sleep time can be regarded as making up for it.. Until I was woken up from school and under the snow.
[Are you going to do it alone...] Please. ]
Even so, I still have a glimmer of hope for liberation.
[No.]
The reality is really cruel, this refusal was not even a little hesitant to say it directly.
[Hah...]
I couldn't help but shake my head again, sure enough, reality is reality, and it's really not okay to hold a fluke mentality, damn it..