Chapter 178: Where to go

Ling Yutao faced Sapoo's Leng Li and said unabashedly: "Yes, I like her!"

"So you understand, if you don't turn yourself in and don't remember the license plate of that car, what will happen to you! Everyone knows that I, Ling Yutao, can do anything!" he narrowed his eyes and looked at the other party viciously.

Li Yao ran over excitedly, leaned close to her ear and whispered, "Manman, he said he likes you, wow, it's so touching!"

"So what," Shen Mengman heard others confess their love to him, but he was not as excited as Li Yao.

She still said in a nonchalant tone: "I'm dead anyway, and I don't like men like him." ”

"Oh," Li Yao muttered silly, "you really have a problem with your eyes for men." ”

"You like a man like Jin Hotaru, and your vision is not much better. Shen Mengman immediately didn't give her face to fight back.

"What's wrong with the golden firefly...... He's very good, who, who likes him!" Li Yao immediately blushed with shame, although she stayed at Jin Ying's house all day, but if someone really talked about her and Jin Ying in person, she would still be nervous.

Shen Mengman smiled and didn't continue arguing with her, she didn't even pay attention to Li Yao.

Ling Yutao finally got Leng Li away, and the group of young boys and girls dispersed in a hurry, and they all disappeared in a blink of an eye, including Shen Mengman's "boyfriend".

Li Yao looked at Ling Yutao and the direction they left: "Let's catch up and have a look!"

Shen Mengman stood still and didn't move, staring blankly at his toes.

"Manman?"

Seeing Ling Yutao's actions, Shen Mengman couldn't say how moved or sighed, but there was a feeling of emptiness in his heart.

She doesn't like a boy like Ling Yutao, even if she is still alive now, hearing and seeing this scene with her own ears, her emotions will not change much, she knows that she will never fall in love with Ling Yutao.

But now she's dead.

She thought she had never been loved, she thought she had nothing. So it is also a matter of course that she has not loved anyone, has not done anything useful, and if she dies, she will die, and it makes no difference whether someone like herself lives to be seventeen or eighty years old.

But now she knows that Ling Yutao is in love with herself, that is to say, she is not unloved, not nothing......

Is......

Why do you feel more and more that you hate it, it's useless, and it's better to be dead......

Shen Mengman looked up at the sky, and at some point, the raindrops fell and passed through her body quietly.

"Manman, it's raining," Li Yao pulled her with one hand and blocked the rain with the other, "Let's go back quickly." ”

"Leave me alone. ”

"But ......"

"Tell you to leave me alone, leave me alone, it doesn't make much difference how I am now, just let me stay here. Shen Mengman looked at the sky blankly, tears and rain sliding down.

It doesn't matter if it's raining or the sun is out, standing on the street or staying in a monster's house, it doesn't matter......

"Manman, don't cry, if you say something, don't hold it in your heart, when you cry, my heart is broken, believe me, I will help you." When Li Yao saw her tears, she was also sad and worried about her even more.

Shen Mengman closed her eyes and shook her head, she didn't want to say anything, she didn't want to hear anything, she didn't want to think about anything. Why did Li Yao keep talking in her ear......

Soon the thunderstorm was blowing, the wind was blowing more and more intensely, Shen Mengman stood in the wind, although the wind couldn't blow her, it still made her feel like she was about to suffocate, she finally couldn't help but squat down, clasped her knees with her hands, and buried her face in it, what should she do in the future?

"Manman......" Li Yao understood Shen Mengman's feelings, tears couldn't help but slide down, she half-knelt beside Shen Mengman, she really wanted to comfort her, but she didn't know what to say, she reached out and hugged Shen Mengman's shoulder tightly......

"Fifty-two degrees. Jin Hotaru announced after glancing at the thermometer.

"How could it be? Li Yao was buried in the thick quilt on the bed, only revealing one face, and wrinkled her nose in protest after listening to Jin Ying's words.

She cried with Shen Mengman in the square for most of the day in the thunderstorm, until Jin Ying went to pick her up, it is rare for monsters to get sick, Jin Ying and Yan'er were so busy that they didn't know what to do.

"It's really fifty-two degrees. Jin Ying handed the thermometer to Lu Qing, who rushed to see Li Yao.

Lu Qing looked at it and frowned: "Yan'er, you are there, right? Come out quickly." ”

Yan'er poked her head out from behind Li Yao's pillow and defended aggrievedly: "I was kind enough to help her keep warm! ”

"No wonder I feel like my head is about to crack, it's you who are making trouble!" Li Yao got up and grabbed Yan'er's head, dragged it out from behind the pillow and threw it out, and then groaned bitterly and buried herself back in the quilt.

Jin Hotaru looked at her painful appearance and looked at Lu Qing worriedly, waiting for her to come up with an idea. As soon as he noticed that Li Yao was uncomfortable, he wanted to give her herbs to drink, but Li Yao firmly refused, and kept shrinking on the bed and shouting uncomfortable.

Jin Ying had no confidence in her medical skills, and she was even more panicked by her, and hurriedly found Ji Ao and Lu Qing.

But as soon as Ji Ao entered Li Yao's bedroom, she screamed and smashed her out with a pillow, and now Jin Ying can only count on Lu Qing.

Lu Qing looked at Li Yao, who was secretly looking at her from the corner of her eyes while screaming uncomfortable, laughed softly, and sat down on the edge of the bed: "Li Yao, you just have a cold, I have two ways, one is to use spells to help you reduce the fever immediately, however, the symptoms of the cold will still last for a day; ”

"Use spells! Use spells!" Li Yao immediately sat up, grabbed Lu Qing's hand tightly, paused and immediately moaned and shouted, "My head hurts so much, I want to get rid of the fever immediately, my head is about to crack, I can't stand it!"

Lu Qing smiled and pressed her hand on her forehead and chanted a few words softly. Suddenly, a white light flashed, and sure enough, Li Yao's expression immediately relaxed, she sniffed, lay down again, and Lu Qing thoughtfully covered her with the quilt.

"Is it just a cold?" Jin Ying didn't understand, her judgment was obviously right, why didn't Li Yao let herself treat her?

"It's just that you have a bad cold, it's okay, you don't have to worry. The empathetic Lu Qing specially added a word before "cold", and squeezed her eyes at Li Yao.

Jin Ying nodded and immediately accepted this explanation, but Yan'er said unceremoniously: "What is a bad cold, I think she is just like the last time the fox was sick, she was afraid that the medicine would be too bitter, so she ......"

Li Yao's own cautious eyes were exposed, her face immediately turned red, and she hurriedly got into the quilt, Lu Qing took the opportunity to say that she wanted Li Yao to have a good rest, pushed Yan'er and Jin Ying out, and closed the door.

Shen Mengman sat alone in the corner of the room.

She never dared to open her mouth to talk to Jin Ying, so no one paid attention to her. Seeing that they all walked out, she gently floated to Li Yao's bed.

Li Yao was already asleep, making an even breathing sound, and her cheeks were flushed.

"Li Yao, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I only care about myself to cause you to catch a cold. Shen Mengman didn't know how long it had been since she apologized to others, but Li Yao was indeed sick in the rain because she was with her.

Although Jin Ying didn't blame her for this, Shen Mengman could feel from their expressions that the reason why they didn't say anything was because they didn't take a ghost in their eyes, and they didn't think of her as a character who could cause them trouble, and they wouldn't even notice that she was still in the room when they went out to ask Li Yao to have a good rest.

These monsters are so proud, so blind to no "people", they don't regard a ghost as something more important than dust, only Li Yao is a freak among them, and treats her as a friend.

Shen Mengman didn't understand why Li Yao cared so much about herself, and even didn't hesitate to accompany herself in the rain, and she was sick, she was a monster and would get sick because of the rain, which was also a strange thing, but looking at Li Yao who was asleep, Shen Mengman felt warm in his heart.

"I've bothered you for so long, I should have left too. Shen Mengman said goodbye to Li Yao softly.

She had a glimmer of hope in her heart, hoping that Li Yao would keep her, but Li Yao slept very deeply and did not react at all. Shen Mengman smiled bitterly and floated out of the window.

In the living room, Yan'er suddenly stopped grabbing food with Ji Ao: "Why did that ghost run out?"

Ji Ao hurriedly took the opportunity to stuff a large piece of meat into his mouth, and said vaguely, "What's the matter with us?"

"Yes. Yan'er kicked Ji Ao away with a kick and pounced on the last plate of dry-fried monster meat made by Li Yao, which was a very precious food during the day and night when she couldn't cook.

Lu Qing and Jin Ying put down the teacups in their hands together and glanced at each other.

At this time, Shen Mengman didn't know where to go.

She felt that she shouldn't pester Li Yao anymore, so she left the demon mansion, but she didn't have any idea what she should do next.

She first went home and stayed for two days, and there was no one in the house, not even the hourly worker who came to clean the door, only she stared blankly at the dusty remains, this strange feeling was really unbearable.

She wandered the streets for another day, but she couldn't buy anything and had to hide from the sun that would hurt her, which made shopping a pain.

She also went to see those old "friends", those teenagers and girls still danced, fought, and fooled around every day, although Shen Mengman and Leng Li were missing in the middle, but they didn't see any impact.

Ling Yutao's temper was even hotter than before, and he punched and kicked people who didn't like him at every turn, while the "mollusk" in Li Yao's mouth was already fighting with another girl. Shen Mengman danced with them along with the music and left boringly.

In the past few days, she has met that angel a few times, and there is no need for Shen Mengman to avoid him, he doesn't pay attention to Shen Mengman at all, and he doesn't know what he is busy with in a hurry, and he doesn't even ignore Shen Mengman's greeting to him.

Shen Mengman also had the idea of "just going to heaven" at this moment, but when he thought of his foreign language level, he still had to forget it.

She had met several "people" who could see her, and none of them would scream or faint because of this.

Boredom, she wanted to talk to these "people" who were not afraid of ghosts, but they were either forced away by strange gestures, spells, or amulets, or saw each other show their fangs or tails, there are so many monsters in this city!

Shen Mengman had also seriously considered what she should do as a ghost, revenge? She didn't know who the enemy was at all, and she didn't even know if Leng Li had turned herself in, let alone how to inquire.

Scaring people? She has no way for people to see herself, and occasionally she encounters people who can see her, so she is not afraid of her at all; Shen Mengman doesn't understand at all, she has never read a book well, and she doesn't even know how to write these two words.