Chapter 117: The Essence of Flowers

"Hey, big sister, come down to eat!" I suddenly woke up from my dream, only to find that the pillow was soaked, and I wiped my face indiscriminately, "Don't call me big sister." ”

Ge Shaoyun watched me fly down from the wide sleeves of the statue and handed me a bowl of noodles, "Then what do I call you? I don't know your surname is Tong." ”

I rubbed my eyes vigorously and tried to avoid eye contact with him to reveal that I had cried. "Eat, I'm not hungry. Ge Shaoyun's shout came from behind him, "Eldest sister, where are you going!"

"Wash your face. ”

I still remember that last time in that mountain stream, Chongming and I exchanged heartfelt feelings for the first time. I let myself sink to the bottom of the stream, freezing cold. Everything seemed to be cut off from me, I couldn't hear anything, I couldn't see anything. In this world, there is only myself, and there are memories of Chongming.

"Brother Liao!" Heling's voice suddenly hit my heart through the layers of barriers, as if it was like a needle, like a knife, like any kind of lethal weapon in this world that can be used as a weapon to kill me, and my beating heart is that target.

"Brother Liao!" Heating's voice came again, and my chest tingled and I spat out a large mouthful of bubbles. What cannot be forgotten is always the hand that Chongming held her and his indelible mark.

"Why are you so vulnerable!" suddenly a voice came into my ears, and it was so close to me that it seemed to be right in front of me. I opened my eyes in panic, and there was a haze beneath the stream. I turned around and searched, and there was no one but me in this huge pool of water.

Suddenly, I felt a delicate and smooth sensation between my hands, and I looked down to check my hand, and saw a black silk sleeve floating on it. Looking down the sleeves, a woman in black who looked exactly like me was facing my face. Her face is the same as mine, but it's different. I clearly saw some coldness and indifference in her eyes.

I spit out a bubble. It felt strange, but I wasn't the slightest bit surprised or frightened by this woman who appeared out of nowhere. It was just something like sadness and despair that suddenly rose from the bottom of my heart. She reached out and stroked my face, and I didn't resist and dodged. Just submissive, resting my head on her hand.

Her eyes were rolling up, and she was full of stars, and I was a little suspicious that this was what my true soul would look like after it had awakened.

"Who are you? Are you me?" I said, but I knew we could communicate with our minds.

"I'm not you yet. "My voice was as cold as I had imagined.

"And who are you?"

"I can be you. You can be me too. ”

"I don't understand. ”

"You are too weak, and whenever you are in pain and vulnerable, I will show up and help you withstand all the grief that you cannot bear. Until you and I can truly and perfectly merge together. Or rather, you can use my power completely. ”

I was surrounded by her and didn't understand her at all, but deep down, I was very resistant to such a statement. "Perhaps, I shouldn't have you in my life. I don't know who you are or what you are, but I'm the only one who can control me. ”

"Don't you want my power, a power that can be easily manipulated to make a decision, imagine that ornamental bracelet on your wrist transforming into a veritable artifact of disgust. He bowed down to you completely, not ignored your commands as he does now. No one will refuse this supreme power!"

Indeed, her words are very persuasive. If I could dispose of the decision at will, the plan to eliminate the Nine Babies would be much easier. But reason is also telling me that there is no such thing as a free lunch, and that if I gain that power, I may lose even more.

"I can be strong on my own!" I made up my mind.

The woman floated gently around me and pressed her forehead against mine. "Your heart is not as determined as you seem. I'll just wait here, and sooner or later, you'll need me!"

"Go away! I said I don't need to!" I seemed to be touched by the scales, and an indescribable irritability suddenly surged over me. A palm slapped it, causing a splash of water several meters high. I slowly walked up from the bottom of the water, and the stirred up stream crackled on me like raindrops. At this moment, I knew that my eyes were cold.

"From today onwards, do these trainings for 10 hours a day. If you're lazy, it's not allowed here. "Handing the training plan to Ge Shaoyun, I flew back into the sleeve of the idol. Today, I don't want to say another word.

It can be seen that Ge Shaoyun was full of reluctance when he took over the training plan, but he knew each other very well and did not object. I don't bother to care about whether he will really become a talent, Wu Buli has only left us less than three years, if I don't make rapid progress with him, then I should have a reason to end my ridiculous life. When the time comes, I should let Ge Shaoyun go, and then go by myself. I can make my own decisions about my own life, but I don't want to take away Ge Shaoyun's hope for life. Although this is also his mission.

Days like this, a few days passed. I don't count the exact number of days, I only see many repeated sunrises and sunsets. Only in the dead of night will he go alone and uncover the bloody scar.

"Does it hurt?" I asked myself silently, and then wept.

This kind of unforgettable pain is so formal and so prolonged.

"You, who are you, big sister, help!" Ge Shaoyun's voice suddenly disturbed me, who was cultivating in the "little baby" system, and I withdrew my spiritual power and flew down from the idol.

In front of him stood a man with long hair in a leather jacket. He pushed aside Ge Shaoyun and Long Ye, who were blocking in front of me, and made a swipe at me. This goodbye, but not the last time. In other words, when I am fully familiar with the story of this man's two lives, I look at his face, and there is always a layer of incomprehensible and inaccessible barrier. I know, that's what it's called prejudice.

Prejudice is like the poison of the thorns on the petals of a flower, with this thorn, no matter how bright and fragrant the flower is, no one will come near it again.

"Bitterness. I called out his name lightly, but deliberately kept my distance from him.

"Do you really remember me?" a touch of joy crept up his face, and he didn't hide his emotions, which surprised me a little. If you think about it, he doesn't look like the Buddha seeker at the end of the world. Although they have the same face, they seem to be too different in their bones.

"You?" I don't know how to say, but I just think he's very different from the two lives in the story.

"What's the matter?" I suddenly became irritable, why should I waste my energy and time on such a complete stranger to me.

The bitter man's hand suddenly stopped in the air in embarrassment, but soon, a cynical smile crept up the corner of his mouth. The smile was so familiar, just like Shigeaki. Such a cynical expression is his signature. But with such a smile and such a determined confidence, I don't seem to be able to see it again. Hasin Qian has his mark on his body, and all the intimacy and beauty that may have happened to them in the past suddenly appeared in my mind, lingering. My chest was suddenly so sad that I tried to suppress the urge to vomit blood, but it was too late.

The sound in my ears changed from clear to indistinct and then back to clear, and it seemed that I had only fainted for a short second.

"Big sister, you're scared me to death!" Ge Shaoyun screamed when he saw me wake up, and even at this moment I actually saw his sincerity.

"What are you doing here, you can't be as aggressive as you are, do you know that you will die?" The voice of bitterness seemed to be in my ears, and I rolled over and broke free from his arms. "Presumptuous!" I told in my heart that this man was dangerous, and that the woman he hitched up with would not end well. So, I tried to keep my distance from him.

Life and death didn't seem to care about my actions, as if he had expected this to be the outcome. I looked at his face seriously to trace the source of his spiritual power, and then I was suddenly surprised to find that he was no longer the man called Shengkuan at the end of the world.

I frowned slightly, pulling my thoughts away from Shigemei. "Are you reincarnated?"

"Yes, indeed. He didn't care about it, and there was a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth. I don't want to continue to find out how his last life ended. Contrasting curiosity, I just want to get rid of this uninvited guest right away, I need to rest, and I need to be quiet.

"What is the matter? The overseer sent by the court?"

Unprecedentedly, Sheng Zhu frowned slightly, as if he was a little resistant to the word "overseer". "Originally, it was supposed to be Bai Yushu's errand today, but he had something to do temporarily, so I came here for him. However, I also wanted to come over. The second half of his sentence was quiet, but it was enough for me to hear clearly.

A feeling of irritability and playfulness suddenly came over me. "Hehe, sure enough!" a disdainful smile rose into the corner of my mouth, as if a plot that I had seen through a long time ago was being overturned step by step according to my own calculations.

"I guess, you're also like the Demon Sect's flower dream drink, and you think of me as that mulberry branch, right?"

"Flower Dream Drink?" The bitter eyes were suddenly full of surprise, "Delos, you really became a man..."

"Not only did I become a man, but I also went crazy and took me for a mulberry branch! I'll say it one last time here, my name is Ji Yundai, not a mulberry branch! If you are also the one who misidentified me, please leave now!"

"No," Sheng Ku immediately denied it, but his attitude made me even more contemptuous from the bottom of my heart. "You're mistaken, I really didn't think you came here as a mulberry branch. He stretched out his hand and handed me a roll of bamboo slips, as if he didn't want the misunderstanding to continue to deepen and end it as soon as possible.

"What's this?" I didn't take.

"You need something you need!" he shoved the bamboo slip into my hand.

"I think there might be some misunderstanding between us, so I think it's better to keep our distance until that misunderstanding is resolved. So, I won't stay long today, farewell!"

"Keep your distance! I'm twenty-five thousand miles away from you!" I grabbed the bamboo slip and threw it in the direction he had left, only to hit the cold stone wall.