Chapter 150: Su Yingyu's departure
Thinking of the past and the uncertainty of the future, Su Yingyu's eyes oozed tiredness, under the cover of sunglasses and the wrapping of gauze, this was unusually easy to be noticed.
Su Yingyu was locked up in an empty room with only white walls and a tin bed, her limbs were chained, and she looked a little brutal, but she had just become ill, and the staff at the drug rehabilitation center could only do that. Su Yingyu stared at the glass window, watching Su Furong stand in the center of the bed like a dead corpse, leaning on her back, looking at Su Furong being tortured, she did not have the pleasure of revenge at all, but deep guilt and self-blame. Of course, she also knew that she was not capable of blocking Su Furong's own path, and this sad ending was due to Xie Xianglan and Su's insistence.
The staff went in and opened the chains on Su Furong's limbs, so that she could move freely in the empty room, and when she got through it, even if she was addicted to drugs, she would be considered a successful drug relapse, as for whether she would relapse in the future, it was not a topic that could be taken into account now.
Su Yingyu naturally followed up, she refused Mo Sifan's accompaniment, this was the last time she met Su Furong, she hoped that there were only the two of them, and Mo Sifan didn't need to worry about Su Furong doing anything drastic again, after all, she was unarmed now, even if there was, he could rush out as soon as possible.
Su Furong saw the nurse open the chain and jumped down excitedly, which was undoubtedly a spiritual shackle for people of her age. When she saw Su Yingyu, wrapped in a mummy, she shrank behind the nurse. If you want to ask her if she feels guilty, maybe she is, but if you ask her if she regrets it, the answer is no, Su Yingyu was disfigured, which is exactly what she wanted.
The nurse walked out by herself, ignoring Su Furong behind her, and when she followed to the door, the staff stopped her, and then closed the door, Su Furong was blocked by the door, so she had to face Su Yingyu. Su Yingyu's fat back was against the door frame, but she didn't dare to look at Su Yingyu.
"Do you regret it?" Su Yingyu was the first to speak, and before leaving, she still wanted to know a few answers, even if it was a lie she was telling to survive.
Su Furong didn't look at Su Yingyu, let alone answer her questions, only at the scene, Su Furong was like the victim, and Su Yingyu played the role of the perpetrator.
"The two of us have been on opposite sides since we were children, and it is impossible to resolve them in this life. Su Yingyu sneered, "You are already an adult, you will pay for what you have done, and I will personally send you to court, you will definitely hate me now, of course I hate you too." ”
Su Furong looked at Su Yingyu with wide eyes, for the first time she felt fear, Su Yingyu was just a knife mouth before, and she was by no means so full of hatred as she is now. She opened her mouth wide to say something, but she couldn't say anything, only horror.
"I'm gone, and I'll be indefinite. Su Yingyu saw Su Furong and finally died the last vestige of fantasy in her heart, she thought that Su Furong would hug her and cry bitterly, begging her for forgiveness, but Su Furong didn't.
Su Yingyu resolutely left, and the moment she opened the security door of the isolation room, Su Furong whispered, "I'm sorry." ”
The voice was very small, but Su Yingyu heard it, because she had been waiting for this sentence, she paused for a moment and left resolutely. As the security door was heavily locked, the people outside the door covered their mouths and tried not to cry, while the people inside the door cried loudly, and no one could hear them.
The backs to each other are a lifetime of inability to let go.
Su Yingyu rushed out of the drug rehabilitation center and got into Mo Sifan's car in one go, unable to control her tears anymore, and her sisterhood with Su Furong ended here.
Mo Sifan exchanged pleasantries with the director of the drug rehabilitation center for a moment before entering the car, and the people in the passenger seat had adjusted their emotions, except for intermittent sobbing and almost soaked gauze, to break through her cover-up. "Suffered. Mo Sifan turned to the side in the direction of Su Yingyu, held her left hand, and opened his mouth.
Some distress doesn't work, because she has to go through these difficulties by herself, and all he can do is accompany him silently. Su Yingyu shook her head, she didn't dare to look at him, she was afraid of seeing more, so she was reluctant to leave.
Mo Sifan first took Su Yingyu to the hospital, Tan Jun rested today, and did not find Tan Jun, so he could only ask other doctors to re-disinfect, medicate, and bandage. When everything was done, it was already afternoon, Su Yingyu urged Mo Sifan to return to the company, she heard that there was a new project to be launched, she supported it wholeheartedly, and in addition, while she had no regrets, she left far away.
After Mo Sifan left, Su Yingyu bought a ticket back to her hometown according to the original plan, in fact, she didn't really go back to her hometown, that place only had the memories of her and the Su family, and now that the Su family is gone, she naturally won't guard the torment in her heart. There are a lot of scalpers at the bus station, Su Yingyu dragged the trolley box, followed the first scalper to get on the car, I heard that it was to Xinzhou, Xinzhou is in the south, and it takes forty-three hours to take a car. She didn't have a plan where she was going, so everything was left to God, God asked her to choose Xinzhou, and she went to Xinzhou.
Mo Sifan searched for Su Yingyu all over the city, and almost went crazy. In the evening, he went back as usual, and with two simple dishes and a letter on the table, he knew that Su Yingyu was gone.
Sifan:
Don't seek, don't read, good luck!
Six words, he didn't know what kind of mood she was in when she wrote it, and he didn't know how long she struggled to make such an absurd decision. He only knew that he didn't allow it, didn't allow this person to leave him, not that he said that he would face it together. It's a big deal to have another plastic surgery, not once, just ten times, as long as she stays.
Su Yingyu sat for forty-three hours, Mo Sifan looked for her for thirty-nine hours, and when Su Yingyu arrived in Xinzhou, Mo Sifan checked her ticket purchase records. Su Yingyu found a hotel to stay in next to the Xinzhou bus station, and she will find her place to stay again so that no one can find her.
The people in Jindu are not only Mo Sifan, Geng Qiu and Tang Ning have all embarked on a journey to find Su Yingyu. Su Yingyu's hometown is an empty nest village, and there is no young and strong man. The old men said that they stayed only to wait for death, just to return to their roots.
They said that the eldest daughter of the Su family went out first, and the eldest daughter was productive and worked in a big city. Later, the Su family sold the house, sold it for 6,000 yuan as travel expenses, and went to their daughter. As for whether the eldest daughter came back, they all said no.
This trip was in vain, and there was no clue about Su Yingyu. Geng Qiu refused to leave, she firmly believed that Su Yingyu was just one step behind them, as long as she guarded this village, she would definitely come back.
"What if she deliberately confuses us?" Tang Ning asked tentatively, in fact, in the three days they came, there was no news of Su Yingyu at all, he already knew it in his heart, but he was not sure if Geng Qiu would be able to accept it. Women are far more fragile than men, Geng Qiu cares about this friendship very much, but Su Yingyu didn't say goodbye to her, so she hurriedly buried the traces.
Tang Ning's speculation was strongly opposed by Geng Qiu: "Impossible, she loves Sifan so much." Of course, she still didn't say the second half of the sentence: "I care about her so much." ”
"Then let her please. Mo Sifan had a gloomy face, after a few days, he was a little haggard, and he didn't even care about taking care of himself, so he didn't shave his stubble, and he had a kind of decadent sexiness.
On the other side, Su Yingyu heard that there is a longevity village in Xinzhou, and the village is full of old people in their eighties, living a very slow pace of life. She wants to go to the Longevity Village, not because she wants to live a long life, but because she wants to use the rest of her life to take care of these elderly people who are old but have no children by their side. Since she has no connection with her past life, she also has to plan for the future, so busy that people can't take care of her old friends, and the old people in a village are enough to keep her busy.
Changshou Village is actually far away from Xinzhou, in addition to taking the bus once a day, you have to walk ten kilometers, if it was in the past, Su Yingyu would not want to suffer this crime. Now she doesn't feel that she is suffering, she feels that this is the way to realize the value of life, and she wants to go on.
Su Yingyu walked for a day to reach the village, and after arriving, she realized why the people here live a long life. Away from the hustle and bustle, with larks singing, it's a paradise in the book. The mountains and green lakes all tell its original ecology and tell the world its beauty.
At this moment, Su Yingyu felt that she had come to the right place, and she would spend the rest of her life here.
After Mo Sifan and his party returned to Jindu, they seemed to have given up on continuing to look for Su Yingyu, and no one was willing to mention this matter. Geng Qiu felt depressed, she didn't say goodbye to Tang Ning and Mo Sifan as soon as she got out of the car, and went back to her home. Tang Ning asked Mo Sifan: "She doesn't seem to be right." ”
"She's no less painful than we are. ”
After Mo Sifan finished speaking, he left Tang Ning alone at the station, he called a special car to go back to the company, and at the same time gave Tang Ning a day off.
Geng Qiu, who returned home, finally couldn't control it and smashed things, she smashed everything that could be smashed in the living room, and those who couldn't be smashed were also pushed to the ground. The people she cared about had left her one by one, and she had suffered too many partings in her life, all of which were without saying goodbye. thought that Zixiu's return was her unexpected surprise, but she exchanged the friendship between her and Mo Wenwen, thinking that Su Yingyu was her cherished friendship, but she also chose to say goodbye.
Geng Qiu, who was still in her mother's womb, lost her father, and then her mother died suddenly, and she became an orphan.
As an orphan, she met the love of her life.
The beloved said goodbye and found his father.
My best friend from college has not been heard from yet.
Mo Wenwen went abroad with resentment and unexpectedly became friends with Su Yingyu.
Su Yingyu's departure, three friendships, none of them remained in Geng Qiu's vitality.
Lin Heng's knife, Cheng Bin's kiss and Du Zixiu's ethereal love, all of which made Geng Qiu more and more afraid of loneliness, the more she thought about it, the more afraid Du Zixiu would leave her again, her hands clenched into fists, and smashed against the wall until the flesh and blood were blurred