Chapter 25: Perfection with Flaws Perhaps Begins His and Her Quest (21)

Time passed slowly in silence. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

It's just that my heart, which is contrary to this silence, can't be silent, staring at the things in front of me in a daze, unable to effectively organize thoughts and countermeasures, if anything, at the moment, I am probably in a state of panic and discomfort.

On the other hand, the night moon waited calmly.

Finally, I slowly put my hands on her shoulders and gently pushed away the figure that had been in front of me.

There are gains and losses, and if you don't even know this when making a choice, don't make a choice so easily. It would be extremely irresponsible to make a decision and then complain and think "Ah, if I didn't do that" and "I was wrong."

Of course, such things are different from those ordinary everyday choices, and they are not even qualified as comparisons and references.

But it's a choice, and since it's a choice, you have to take it seriously.

If you make that choice while saying "this is not a betrayal", "this is not a deception" or something, it is actually the same... It's just a nice excuse. I think, even if the final reason is accepted and understood by everyone, but what is the difference between that and the deception after betrayal?

So, I can't, won't, of course, don't want to.

However, one day, when we both face up to our choices and make efforts to achieve them, we will inevitably embrace each other.

[... Why?]

After pushing Yeyue away, I also got up from my chair and looked at her, as if I had understood the final result, Yeyue still asked calmly

[There's nothing for why, it's just the right thing to do.] ]

Because ah... If you don't do that responsibly... Sure enough, it doesn't work.. Now I feel embarrassed just thinking about it.

[Am I still different from her?]

[Ah, of course it's different.] ]

Everyone is different. The living environment, the perception of the surroundings, the perception and other people's perceptions and feelings about themselves are different, even if it is two people who are very similar in appearance, there are inevitable differences, so when treating different people, there are different attitudes. That's the most normal.

[She is her, you are you, no matter how hard you try, you can't be anyone else.]

It's foolish to think that people are human, not only because they are intelligent and capable of action, but most importantly because they are the only species in the world that can think about their own existence. Because of this, it will appear to be the first and the same, and there will be irreplaceable differences.

Yeyue blew up her eyes twice, stared at me blankly for a few seconds, and then suddenly chuckled and said

[Unexpectedly, you still haven't changed much at this time... Even the answer given is more or less the same. ]

[.... Have I said anything before?]

Do you have one? I don't remember at all... But look at her look of confirmation... There should be... Got it?

[Hmm.] Once upon a time...]

As if his thoughts had drifted into the distance, he was stunned for a moment, and when he came back to his senses, he began to shake his head gently

[But it's really different.] ]

After exclamating with a slight bitterness, he focused his gaze on me.

So... What she said was before. Something that has happened.

You'll really spare me... If you can't remember the things at all, don't say them one by one like breaking the news..

["No matter how hard others try, they won't be mine, so don't worry.The universe is unique."]

[...]

Hey, what kind of thing is that?!Wow, no... The person who said this kind of thing is definitely an arrogant and narcissistic guy, and even has a feeling of middle two... By the way, is this what I said before?!

[If, that's your choice, I'm too... Acceptable, however, that doesn't mean I'm going to give up.]

Saying this, Yeyue took a step forward and stood in front of me, looking at me with her head tilted upward, her eyes radiating a fine light, which was different from the gentle and weak feeling she usually gave people... So, why exactly...

[Even if it's a few years, decades...] I'm going to stick with it all the time, today... I found my meaning in existence. ]

[I said.... No, you do.. Totally unreasonable, right?]

Putting everything in the hands of someone else or something... However, for now, I can only say this vague negative.

[No, I've thought about it very seriously.] ]

In the face of my sloppy denial, without any convincing words at all, Yeyue looked at me directly

[I was happy because it was a serious decision.] ]

[....]

So, what to do so seriously ... It's nice to take your decision seriously, but ah... How to deal with this heavy responsibility?

I looked at her wordlessly for a short while, and finally couldn't help but sigh silently in my heart.

In the face of the night moon, unadorned in front of my eyes, the past, the present... The same is true of the future that has been arbitrarily decided.

Ask yourself... I can't give her the same amount in return as I give, so... How to deal with this? Speaking of what can be given to her...

I looked straight at her, reading a little doubt in Yeyue's eyes, and after taking a deep breath, I looked away

[... Same as her... I can't do it, but...]

After a pause, she tilted her head slightly to look at me, and in her puzzled gaze, I quickly moved my head to the left side of her face, closed my eyes, mustered up the courage, and quickly clicked on it like a dragonfly... The lips instantly retracted as soon as they touched her face.

Straightened up, then quickly turned his back to her... Ahhh That's the limit...

[I—I can do it, that's all... But not .... That means... This one.. No, just because... Responsibility, yes, is responsibility.. In the past, if I want to talk about responsibility, I also have... So, your self-reproach and... There's no need at all, I'm me, you're you, after that... Just do it the way you want, there's no need to force yourself to make those difficult changes, and...

[Wait, wait.] ]

Before I could finish speaking, the voice of the night moon, who was more eager than me, sounded behind me

[You... Can you call me "sister"?]

It was a faint voice with a shudder and anticipation, like a small flame struggling in the night wind.

[... This, nothing must be...]

[I need it!please..]

[...]

There was silence for a while... I hesitated and didn't want to speak... It's a shame.. But...

I turned my head slightly, glancing at Yeyue behind me out of the corner of my eye, her hands tightly clasped on her chest, and the eagerness in her eyes was stronger than ever...

Is... Do you inflict it on yourself....

Ha...

Never mind..

[Sister, sister...]

Eventually, he called out in a muffled voice, and then continued as he walked out without stopping

[It's, it's time to go, everyone else is waiting for us... I'll go out first... You change your clothes. ]

Say it's walking... But it's more appropriate to say that I run away.