Chapter 13 The Wind Doesn't Stop (Ask for Recommendation!Ask for Collection!)
Chapter 13 The Wind Doesn't Stop (Ask for Recommendation!Ask for Collection!Ask for Reward!!)
It was a silent keyboard with advanced compression, but it was crackled by a pair of hands.
It's very noisy.
The lights in the ward were on, the sunlight outside the room shallow in through the glass, and the cold air of the air conditioner and the smell of disinfectant water were not a good experience.
Bai An pursed his lips tightly, a little lost in his memory.
The catastrophe was so tragic, and the man's sorrow was so painful and bitter that it accumulated in the flesh, and it was silently wailing all the time, until even his strange soul was impregnated
"Let's go,
Fallen leaves blow into deep valleys,
The song has no home. â
The sound of the keyboard rattled and caused the little girl across the bed to look at her with wide empty eyes and blink suspiciously.
Bai An lowered his eyes and stared deeply into his fingertips.
"Let's go,
Moonlight on ice,
has overflowed from the river. â
The meaning of this poem is something that Bai An knows in his limited reserves.
"Let's go,
Eyes looking at the same sky,
The heart beats the drum of twilight. â
Let's go, the departed, straight to the happiest place.
"Let's go,
We haven't lost our memory,
We go in search of the lake of life. â
Let's go, child, forget all the gloom and pain, go easy, all the obscurity and despair will be borne by me, and I will walk out of a bright life for you.
"Let's go,"
Let's go, Leviqi, let's go, my past.
"Lu Ha Lu,
Filled with red poppies. â
After typing this poem, Bai An's mood was still a little gloomy.
Thanks to the **** nine-year compulsory education, this is called "Let's Go" The poem was mentioned in passing when Bai An took an open class in his sophomore year of high school, and the teacher talked about Beidao's "Everything".
This kind of poem, which is very similar to a mathematical formula, made Bai An a little interested at that time, so he listened to the lesson very carefully, and understood a lot of the meaning and background.
It's all from the teacher, and he doesn't have any talent for opening his mind in this regard.
For a thousand readers, there are a thousand Hamlets.
I didn't understand it at the time, but now I understand it somewhat.
may be because this body has inherited excellent literary genes and excellent artistic cells from that pair of amazing parents, or it may be due to becoming a child and having a lot of worries since ancient times.
Bai An found that he was becoming more and more emotional...... Yes, emotional, easy to be affected by emotions, commonly known as sad spring and sad autumn.
It's a painting style that doesn't match him at all......
Due to the activity of the cerebral cortex, many things that Bai An did not understand before also understood in an instant when he accidentally recalled...... In fact, he was willing to continue not to understand...... The more I understand, the sadder I become.
For example, I thought that the girl who might secretly miss him in college didn't like him at all... Another example is Haizi's poems, which are not as cheerful as others say......
For example, whenever he came home, his father's eyes were not always calm and calm......
Blue is the most suitable color for melancholy, white sits quietly on the hospital bed, shallow in a daze, the sadness in the eyes is lined with the white of the room, and the silent atmosphere is rendered all over the room.
The old man opened his mouth, but stopped talking.
Xiao Yueyue lowered her head and silently played with her fingers.
Bai An, who was stunned, only heard the wind-like breath in his ears, almost sobbing.
He turned his head slightly.
I only saw a gentle woman in a light purple gauze skirt, biting her lip, and couldn't help but raise her plain white hand to cover the sorrow that was about to overflow.
Tears.
In Bai An's life, he can't see a woman crying.
So when Ye Wanran reached out and hugged him tightly into his arms, he was still confused......
Only then did I remember that Ye Wanran looked at the computer screen before......
Damn, this cliff is a misunderstanding!
However, he opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to comfort him.
How else can I say it? Explain to people that this is not what you are thinking about, I am just writing a eulogy to the original owner and the white father and white mother, and by the way, I use this poem of the great god of the North Island to deceive the collection......
Let Weibo rise to popularity and grow fans, so that he can complete the task?
Don't smoke him or think it's weird if he smokes!
At this time, Ye Wanran was still sobbing and comforting him: "Xiao An... Don't hold it back if there's anything to do... If I hadn't seen this poem today...... Aunt Ye didn't know you were so depressed!"
Bai An: It's all a misunderstanding!!
Suddenly, Bai An felt the hair on his head gently stroked by a hand. He cushioned a pair of fragrant and soft peaks, and his eyes widened in Ye Wanran's arms.
"It's all Aunt Ye's fault... She cried and gasped, her voice was a little distorted with guilt: "It's Aunt Ye who didn't take good care of you and made you sick......"
"Aunt Ye is sorry for your mother......"
"......" Bai An suddenly felt that he should have hit five thunderbolts that day-what the was going on!
In the end, Ye Wanran's crying ended with Bai An's violent coughing......
Bai An's mood, if he had made a post at that time, it would probably have been-
#æŻæŹĄæćŠčćć, they have already transferred each other's emotions in an instant in their own miserable situation, and their feelings are very complicated. #
What he didn't know was that there were other reasons why Ye Wanran's emotional ups and downs were suddenly so big.
It's also about him.
Before coming to the ward, Director Yuan directly informed the woman that Bai An was about to undergo preoperative chemotherapy.
For stage II lung cancer like Bai An, which has begun to spread, the sooner the surgery, the better, so as not to have too many dreams at night.
With this neoadjuvant chemotherapy, the lesion can be shrunk and easily resected, while also killing the potential metastatic lesion and reducing the possibility of recurrence and metastasis.
This is obviously necessary, but Ye Wanran still feels very distressed.
She is also a high-level intellectual, who went to university for a master's degree and understands what chemotherapy is and what the process is.
Ye Wanran had just lost her best friend who was like a sister, and now she was going to watch Bai An, who was like her own child, suffer, and suddenly felt her own incompetence, and she hated God a little.
After seeing Bai An's poems written on the computer, Kitajima's extremely depressed negative brushstrokes instantly made her emotionally collapse.
After a long toss, he finally sent that Aunt Ye away, and Bai An breathed a long sigh of relief.
Reluctantly, he smiled at Old Man Zhang, who was glaring at him, and finally sent out the poem he had written before.
After thinking about it, based on Ye Wanran's fierce emotions before, Bai An was a little frightened.
So he reposted another Weibo.
Only one sentence.
"The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but does not wait. â
The first sentence is to lament the bad luck of the original owner and his parents at the same time being terminally ill, and the latter sentence is to explain the meaning of his writing this poem, which is to express the sorrow and sadness of the sudden death of his father and mother.
After sending it, Bai An smiled with some satisfaction and turned off the computer.
Look, I did a good job this time, I guess no one will be as emotional as Aunt Ye this time...... However, he didn't think about his cultural literacy, how many catties and taels he had......
All I can say is...... It's terrible to be uneducated.
What he didn't know, however, was ...... From the moment he posted it on Weibo, what kind of depth charge was dropped.
Bai An still muttered too much about Bai Boqing and Amelia's influence.
At that moment, the entire Weibo, and even the entire Internet, exploded!