Chapter 21: The Party Is Going On, and Chaos Comes 10

The atmosphere has become a strange adhesive, which has glued everything together, but left a thin layer of unknown things, if it is a colloid that has become because of the solidification of the adhesive, then, I think, it is probably the same.

Looking at the contradiction of sadness and helplessness in front of her, holding back the tears in her eyes, there was a moment when I wanted to hug her into my arms, but I was pressed by something called fear to resist the impulse, and the hands that had taken a step forward and hesitated were taken back again. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

[I...]

A thirsty sound came out of my throat, trying to express my feelings at this time, but... I usually pride myself on being good at literature, but now I feel that I am running out of words like never before... Damn it..

Snow shook her head at me and smiled

[I've said it before, it's your merit... For me though, that's a disadvantage too]

[Cons... I know.] I know... I hate almsgiving, I hate falsehood, I hate everything that is forced to be given by others, even if it's what I need, I still hate it, so, again, I hate myself like that.

[No, you don't know.] She shook her head, stretched out her hand to gently wipe away the tears that had slipped from the corners of her eyes at that moment, and still looked at me with a smile

[All I need, all you're]

It's mine... I understand it, and I know it very well... But...

Walked up to me under the snow, slowly stretched out her hand to me, the index finger soaked with her tears just now gently swept across my face, the tears that should not have appeared are now real on my face, cold with a little warmth, I know, probably... It was the temperature from her fingers.

Gently pressed the bags under my eyes, it was a perfect palm, white as snow skin, warm body temperature, delicate as milk-like lubrication, with a faint fragrance, slowly slid on my cheeks, softly asked

[So, can you stop giving my tenderness to others, okay?]

[Ah.... From now on, I understand.]

I gently grasped the palm that rested on my cheek and greedily accepted its fragrance from the breath of my nose.... Actually, I'm not greedy, but today... Let me leave it at that.

After a long time, I held her hand tightly and kissed her lightly on the back of my hand, and finally I was able to look directly into her reddish eyes and answer this question seriously

[I'll change.]

[I believe] smiled under the snow, took my hand in turn, and gently placed it on her chest, and after a glance, fixed his gaze on my face

[Will also be waiting for you... Always.]

[Thank you...]

Admit that you will change... I've really changed a lot... But I also felt a hint of sweetness and sourness brought about by the change... From spring to autumn, the joy and exhilaration after harvesting the fruits are probably like this...

Her thoughts, her feelings, have been clearly expressed to me, and all that remains is my response, my answer, when the two points can be completely consistent, it is also a moment that we should remember.

A faint smile appeared under the snow, and his eyes brightened, and he whispered

[Perhaps, I'm like this... It's selfish and self-willed, but that's what I want the most.]

[But even if that's the case, no one can accuse you of doing and thinking wrong, and even if there is, then it must be that person and not you who are wrong, so....]

I shook my head slightly, if under the snow I blamed myself for my mistakes, then... This kind of change can also become meaningless, and the change with no strings attached is what I want, and in that respect, I am more selfish than anyone else.

The two of us looked at each other and smiled, then fell silent together, just staring at each other when everything was clear, she was less than half a meter in front of me, and vice versa.

Time passed by second by second, but for me, it was nothing, on the contrary, there was a desire for eternity at this moment, but this was not reality, so I chose another method and narrated a fact of existence

[Yukino.]

She tilted her head slightly, but didn't say anything.

[You are beautiful, both in the past and in the present, and sure in the future.] ]

[Thank you...]

Perhaps overwhelmed by my sudden words, she lowered her head slightly, her face wearing some flush.

I turned around, took a deep breath, and mustered up all the courage in my body

[So, from now on... Can you not let tears ruin this perfect existence again? This is my request, as a reward for change.]

The same goes for my selfishness, the pursuit of this low-hanging fruit.

There was silence for about three seconds, followed by a "poof" sound behind him, followed by a staccato chuckle.... Isn't my request funny...

As a last resort: When I turned to look at her again, I was slightly bent over with my hands over my mouth under the snow, and my shoulders were shaking. It's hard to laugh...

After a few dozen seconds, I should have laughed enough under the snow, and I was finally able to stand up straight, deliberately putting on a fairly normal expression... However, the subtlety on her face still exposed her "disguise", and she answered clearly after making enough preparations

[Eh, I promise you.]

Hm.. Regardless of the process, but in terms of the result, it's pretty good... Under the snow does not lie... I guess so...

After getting a decent answer, it's time for me to go back. It's getting late, and Komachi is probably in a hurry. With that in mind, my hand was already on the handlebar of the bike, and I would go back in the snow.

However, standing in front of me, she still looked straight at me, with an inexplicable smile, and she didn't know what she wanted to do with her hands behind her back.

[How... Anything else?]

[Well, slightly..]

As soon as the words fell, I took a step forward under the snow, stood on tiptoe, and kissed my lips gently in the gap of reaction time, and suddenly surrounded by warm lips, my pupils dilated, and my eyes met - how suddenly... This is the only thing I want to know...

After quietly feeling this warm and fragrant smell for a few seconds, the snow returned to its original position, smiling mischievously

[A good morning kiss from the afternoon, Hachiman-kun.] ]

[Hmm... Oh... The...] After coming back to my senses, what do you want to say... I can't find what to say.. Do you mean to say thank you..."Ah, thank you for a kiss" or something...

[I'll pick you up tomorrow afternoon, so be sure to stay at home honestly, got it?]

[Understood...] No, I don't understand ... Tomorrow is Sunday?]

Xue Xia turned around with a smile and said as he walked

[Sister's birthday party, I'll go with you, look forward to it.]

.... I forgot again... There's such a very important trouble....

After entering the gate, he smiled and waved at me through the glass door under the snow and disappeared into the elevator...

Wish... Tomorrow's party won't be the Last Supper... Murphy's Law - Murphy's Law No. 4 - If you're worried about something happening, it's more likely to happen.