After being silent for a long time, Su Ranling suddenly asked: "You, can you help me inquire about where Zhang Zihua is buried, I think I have a chance, go and worship him." ”

After speaking, Su Ranling never saw Xu Ruoxing respond, and when he turned his head to look, he found that he had been frowning, looking impatient.

Su Ranling knew that mentioning Zhang Zihua would make Xu Ruoxing unhappy, but he didn't expect him to be so disgusted, in the final analysis, he was too abrupt, since Xu Ruoxing didn't like it, then he wouldn't say it.

When the bus arrived, Su Ranling pulled An An and got off the bus together, and Xu Ruoxing followed closely behind.

Just as Su Ranling pulled An An and was about to walk forward, Xu Ruoxing's voice floated from behind him.

"Okay, I'll help you find out, but you don't have to worship him, after all, he is worthy of you. ”

There is no need to mention the previous things again, Su Ranling has always thought like this, and she has already thought about it now, what is the need to say who owes whom.

Zhang Zihua has done a lot of things to be sorry for himself, but he is obviously a puppet in his hands but he fell in love with him unconsciously, even if Zhang Zihua repeatedly hurt himself and hurt his heart, Su Ranling still loves him.

Maybe this is fate, in the end, Zhang Zihua died in his own hands, and there was no struggle at all, which is what Su Ranling didn't want to understand the most.

Maybe it was the sleeping pills that worked, but Su Ranling preferred to believe that Zhang Zihua had woken up, he knew that he owed himself, and it was his repeated injuries that caused him to be completely disappointed in him, since he no longer had the original intention, what would he do was decided by the development of events.

Su Ranling wanted to tell Xu Ruoxing that he didn't hate Zhang Zihua, and he didn't think he was such a hateful man, and even a little cute and willful, but it is estimated that few people will know this feeling, and no one will believe it.

The zoo arrived soon, and with An An's cheers, the somewhat depressing atmosphere just now dissipated instantly, Su Ranling ran into the zoo after An An's figure, Xu Ruoxing followed behind them silently, and only occasionally said a word or two.

Xu Ruoxing found that he couldn't integrate into the family, and after learning An An's identity, he also fantasized that he would integrate into the family as An An's father, take care of Su Ranling, and take care of An An.

But when he saw An An, he realized that all his previous fantasies were just self-deception.

That kid and Zhang Zihua look too similar, it's exactly the same, every look of him is like a copy of Zhang Zihua, as if he is confirming his identity to everyone, the innate temperament of the Zhang family is fully revealed in his body.

In particular, the way the child looked at himself was also the most unacceptable to Xu Ruoxing, with a hint of disdain in his coldness, and even Xu Ruoxing wondered if he had never entered the eyes of this child at all.

Because Su Ranling has always looked at this child very closely, Xu Ruoxing has never had the opportunity to contact An An, although he sometimes takes advantage of Su Ranling's inattention to secretly look at An An, but every time he is counterattacked by this child's rather mocking eyes.

Xu Ruoxing even felt that this child should be deliberately working against him.

Otherwise, as long as Xu Ruoxing and Su Ranling talked, this child would take the opportunity to interrupt, even if the two of them made eye contact, and in less than three seconds, the child began to shout and disturb them, which annoyed Xu Ruoxing.

"Mom, I want to pee. An An suddenly covered her crotch with both hands, and her two calves were awkwardly entangled.

Su Ranling pulled An An to find a nearby bathroom, and at this time, Xu Ruoxing felt that the opportunity had finally come, and took the initiative to step forward and said: "I'll take him with me, it's a little inconvenient for you to take An An to the men's bathroom." ”

"But ......" Xu Ruoxing hesitated a little, she didn't worry about letting anyone take An An now, even if it was her acquaintance.

"An An, is it okay?" Xu Ruoxing bowed his head to ask An An's opinion.

Unexpectedly, An An readily agreed, "No matter who it is, take me to the bathroom quickly, Mom, are you a girl, or don't go." ”

An An actually took the initiative to hold Xu Ruoxing's hand, making him feel that this child still had no sense of crisis in his heart.

"You're waiting for us right here. Xu Ruoxing waved his hand to Su Ranling and took An An to the bathroom not far away.

Xu Ruoxing took An An to the urinal in the men's bathroom and asked, "Will you take off your pants?"

"I'm going to be four years old soon, and this little thing doesn't bother me. ”

Xu Ruoxing raised his eyebrows disdainfully, and said casually: "Okay, it's convenient for you." ”

There was no one in the bathroom, Xu Ruoxing looked around, and after making sure that no one would come in, he stood at the door, kept watching An An put on his pants, and when he was about to leave, he suddenly stretched out his hand to stop An An.

"What's wrong?" An An asked, looking up.

Xu Ruoxing squatted down in front of An An, rubbed his fleshy and tender little face, and said, "An An, what do you think of me?"

"How's that?"

"Will you let me be your dad?"

An An shook his head directly, and replied affirmatively: "I don't want to." ”

Xu Ruoxing was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "It's an honor, and I don't want to." ”

"Then what exactly do you want to say?" An An was a little confused.

"Don't say anything, just want to know what you think, now that you've answered my question, it's okay, let's go. ”

Xu Ruoxing turned around and walked outside, leaving An An behind him a little confused.

"An An!" Because she was in a hurry, Su Ranling came to the door of the men's bathroom to wait, but who knew that she saw Xu Ruoxing coming out of it by herself, and An An staggered behind, and she was in a hurry, so she hurriedly rushed over.

Su Ranling hurriedly checked An An up and down, and only relieved after making sure that he was okay.

An An smiled stupidly: "Mom, I've grown up, and I didn't pee my pants this time." ”

Su Ran smiled with palpitations: "Mom knows, An An has grown up and is a big child." ”

It is indeed a waste of time in the zoo, it feels like it is already dark before it has turned much, Xu Ruoxing proposed to go out to eat, Su Ranling did not refuse, and after getting An An's approval, the three of them entered a restaurant and sat down.

Xu Ruoxing took the menu and looked at it and asked Su Ranling's opinion, but because Su Ranling had been busy appeasing An An, who was constantly curious, he had no time to take care of it.