Chapter 343: Stranger
Zhao Xian and Jessica sat in the car, and the two of them didn't have the same strong smiles as when they were filming variety shows before, after all, it was just a show, and the two did laugh at certain words, or the food was really delicious. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
As for the dislikes, the simplest acting skills are not too difficult for the two, even Jessica, who has never filmed a TV series.
It's just that Jessica still doesn't perform as natural as Zhao Xian, after all, Zhao Xian is an actor who has filmed two dramas, Jessica's job is idol, for the acting part, there are more only smiles and expressions, of course, this is enough.
After all, Zhao Xian and Jessica came to the show as guests, and the camera spent a lot of time on the two of them, which caused the faces of the two of them to be a little stiff now, so naturally they could not make expressions without making expressions, and it was also quite tiring to deliberately disguise their smiles, so many idols rarely laughed offstage, because they were too tired to laugh.
In South Korea, a country that is so strict that it explodes, as a public figure, especially an idol with a low status among celebrities, not only on stage, but also in many public occasions, they must keep smiling or deliberately maintain a certain image, because if they don't do this, they will easily be put on some unwarranted hat.
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"Zhao Xian, what do you think?" Jessica's expression was serious, not only was she tired of laughing because of the filming of the show, but she couldn't make a happy appearance in her current mood, her expression now looked very cold.
"I don't have any ideas, Su-yeon, it's all over, I'm not going to try to change the result, it's good for Sunny and me. Zhao Xian spoke, although Jessica had said a lot to him before, such words shook his heart, but this one was shaken.
But now, he still clearly knows that the reason why he can't express the unacceptable heart is not the difference between him becoming a scumbag, or whether he is a scumbag or becoming more scumbag as a scumbag, but the impact of this incident on everyone.
Because, if Zhao Xian accepts Sunny, he also accepts his own heart, but the result is not a good thing, Sunny will be hurt by it later, and it will be a more cruel hurt than refusing now, which Zhao Hyun does not want to see.
And Seo Hyun, Kim Taeyeon, and even himself, will not get better, so Zhao Hyun chose to refuse, against his heart that likes Sunny, and in the future, he can only choose to hide, even if it becomes a relationship that just meets and says hello casually in the end, but Zhao Hyun will not think of it.
"Zhao Xian, what you say is good for SUNNY is speculation, right? You haven't tried it, how can you know that this is good for SUNNY? You're still making excuses. Jessica shook her head, she had forgotten the original purpose of her and Zhao Xian's words, and even spoke in a tone that seemed to be matching Zhao Xian and Sunny.
"Xiuyan, many times if you don't think about something, you can definitely do something. Zhao Xian smiled bitterly, he wanted to be with Sunny in his heart, it didn't mean that he had to be together, when Zhao Xian didn't have enough ability to give Sunny happiness, he would rather hide this idea in his heart, so that Sunny wouldn't be sad and sad because of the future.
"So reality is more important than what you think?, then why are you still with Taeyeon when you're busy?" Jessica looked at Cho Hyun, she understood Cho Hyun's words.
However, Jessica couldn't understand what Zhao Xian said now, because Zhao Xian had already done the same thing, had already done bad things, and was unwilling to do it a second time?
"So I hurt Xiaoxian, because she was in love with me, she changed so much for me, but I still betrayed her and made her cry a lot. ”
"I also hurt Taeyeon so that she didn't have the courage to face Hyun and humbled her for me, even if Hyun wouldn't say anything. ”
"So, I can't let Sunny get into my muddy waters anymore, because I can't give her happiness except to hurt her. ”
Zhao Xian said all the thoughts in his heart word by word, it was the girl he loved, but he didn't have the courage to protect her, he was afraid that it would only bring her harm.
Since it can only be harmful, shouldn't it be better for the short-lived?
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"So, Zhao Xian, what do you think of me?" Jessica looked directly at Zhao Xian, her eyes were full of fluctuating emotions, Zhao Xian's words blocked her, she really didn't think about the reason for this.
"It's a very important friend. Zhao Xian was silent for two seconds before answering, he could only use such words to strengthen his already wavering determination.
"Zhao Xian, you're lying. Jessica shook her head, she knew that this was not Zhao Xian's inner thoughts, because he hesitated, if it was really just a friend, he would not hesitate.
"It's sincere, and I regard you as my very important friend. Zhao Xian spoke, friends can only be the limit of what he and Jessica can reach, at least, for now.
"Liar, I heard it all yesterday, what you said to Sunny, you said you liked me. Jessica's words pierced Zhao Xian's disguise, Zhao Xian didn't know what Jessica really thought in her heart, he couldn't guess her heart.
"Xiuyan, isn't our relationship very good?" Zhao Xian spoke, he couldn't explain that what he said with Sunny yesterday was a lie, because it was all his sincerity, without the slightest falsehood, he admitted his feelings for Jessica, but it was also a fact that he couldn't be with Jessica.
"It's good, I thought it was good before today, because I knew that I couldn't get together with you, so I planned to be friends with you, hang out with you occasionally, keep in touch occasionally, and eat your meals once in a while, until I find other men I like, or don't like you either, then we can still be very good friends. ”
"However, I can't think like this today, because I don't want to hide my feelings, and it won't be good to say what I like about you. ”
"So Zhao Xian, are you going to be a stranger with me in the future?" )