050. For yourself

Under the heavy snowfall, a lot of snowmen appeared in front of the village committee, big and small, beautiful and ugly, there can be more than a dozen of all kinds, and the white snow in front of the village committee was almost used, leaving only a thin layer of snow and yellow clay mixed together.

Geng Hao finished building the last snowman, sat down on the cold steps, rubbed his stiff hands in an attempt to get hot, lowered his head and gulped hot air into his hands, speeding up the thawing process. Several children also sat on the steps as he learned, distributed on Geng Hao's left and right sides, rubbing their hands over and over again, and breathing on their hands.

"Teacher Geng, the snowman looks the best. Teacher Geng, you can build a snowman with us next year!" Suddenly, a child asked Geng Hao, and several other children also looked at Geng Hao, waiting for his answer.

Geng Hao's movement of rubbing his hands stopped for a moment, and said perfunctorily: "I'll see it next year." "This time next year, he doesn't know where he is. After he left, he would definitely come back to see them if he had the chance, but I don't know when it was.

They heard Geng Hao's perfunctory, and pulled Geng Hao left and right to shake: "No, you promise us now." ”

"It's still early next year, so there's no hurry. Geng Hao continued to perfunctory.

"Not soon, not early, you promise us now. "They continue to be unrelenting.

Geng Hao looked at them helplessly, and changed his words: "I promised you, and you won't remember next year." So, it's useless to say yes now. "Children's memories are updated very quickly, and the promises you made today are basically forgotten the next day, especially when you play together. But Geng Hao didn't dare to agree casually, what if they really remembered next year? As a teacher, he must do what he says.

"Remember, remember, remember. They pestered Geng Hao, insisting that he agree. Geng Hao vaguely did not face this problem directly. One of the older children probably guessed Geng Hao's reason, and asked directly, "Did Mr. Geng leave after taking us this semester?"

The question was direct, so Geng Hao couldn't answer vaguely. Faced with their aggrieved expressions one by one, Geng Hao didn't answer, his heart suddenly felt a little sour, and he couldn't help but look away, and he didn't dare to face them.

"Teacher Geng, don't you want to go, okay?" The little girl next to him hugged his arm directly, her eyes began to turn red, and this scene seemed as if Geng Hao was about to leave now.

Geng Hao rubbed her head and comforted, "Even if the teacher leaves, there will be a new teacher." ”

"No, we like you, we just want you to keep it. Mo Nan also hugged Geng Hao's arm and rubbed it into Geng Hao's arms, but Geng Hao resisted his head so that he was not arched to the ground.

"I heard them say that if Teacher Geng leaves, our school will be closed, and we will have to go to school in the town, and if we don't want to go, we won't go to school. Another child chimed in.

Geng Hao couldn't cry or laugh, and looked at them funny: "Do you want to go to school? I don't think you like to study very much, you have to talk and sleep as soon as you go to class, and you are not serious at all." ”

"Anyway, I want to, Mr. Geng, you said, I can be a great painter in the future. Mo Nan had a worried face and stared at Geng Hao, as if questioning Geng Hao.

Geng Hao's eyes flashed, and he turned his head to look at Mo Nan, but he didn't expect him to really hear this in his heart. This is what he casually told Mo Nan before, but at that time, he really liked to draw. And his hippie smile at the time didn't seem to listen to it at all, but now he said it seriously, looking very serious.

"Teacher Geng, don't you say that we can only build spaceships if we study? I just want to build spaceships!" Another boy pouted and blamed Geng Hao, and asked Geng Hao silently, Teacher, are you lying!

At the beginning of the two of them, others also said what they wanted to do in the future, saying that they wanted to go to school. Geng Hao didn't know how true or false they were, after all, they said that their dreams were big, but in fact, they were not so active in class learning. But if you think about it carefully, who of them doesn't have a big ideal and struggle for ups and downs in the sea of learning? Although I don't work hard, I can't give up this possible opportunity.

Although everyone's final development is basically different from the original ideal, there is no lack of realization of the ideal, he seems not qualified to laugh at their dreams now, after all, it is already a great thing to have dreams and goals.

"Teacher, if I do well in the final exam, how about you stay?" Mo Nan asked Geng Hao with a flattering expression.

Geng Hao asked: "Then you say, how can I do the test?"

Mo Nan looked at Geng Hao and thought for a while: "Even if I pass the exam!"

Geng Hao held back a smile and couldn't answer. This goal seems to be really good for Mo Nan, in fact, as long as he doesn't draw a big turtle during the exam and finishes the paper carefully, no matter how high the score is, it can be regarded as a good test. In this way, it seems that the requirements for Mo Nan are too low, and it can only be said that the starting point of Mo Nan's performance is too low.

"You study well or badly, for yourself, not for the teacher, you know? ”

Mo Nan looked at him with a look of incomprehension, just twisted his body and shook Geng Hao: "I don't care, you will stay if I pass the exam!"

"Monan, don't be a scoundrel at a young age. Geng Hao educated with a straight face.

Mo Nan lay down directly and grabbed with his feet facing the sky: "I don't care, I don't care, you will stay if I pass the exam." ”

"Teacher Geng, if we all do well in the exam, will you stay?" the other children suddenly followed Mo Nan's words.

Geng Hao felt that their awareness of following the trend was too child's play, and he felt that he had to seriously correct their attitude: "Although you are young, you must be responsible when you speak, and you must fulfill what you say, so don't say something you can't do, you know?"

"We can do it!" they replied in unison, with a strong momentum.

Geng Hao sighed straightly, when a child speaks, it is indeed simple. But he didn't want to deceive them in the way of adults coaxing children, so he still said seriously: "The teacher is still the same sentence, you are responsible for what you say and do, and your learning is your own business, not for the teacher." If you don't want to do it today, I'll learn to pretend to be a good one, and when you can't hold on anymore, you think I can go or not, so I won't learn, I'm sorry not for me, it's for you. ”

Those children still didn't understand, they just looked at each other and looked at Geng Hao in a daze, as if they were thinking about what Geng Hao meant.

"Hey, are you building a snowman?" a voice broke their stalemate. Zhong Xiu walked up from the bottom of the hillside, and saw that their atmosphere was a little unusual, so he stopped at the ramp, looked at the children, and asked Geng Hao carefully, "The eldest sister's meal is almost ready, can you go over now?"

"Yes, yes. Geng Hao agreed, got up from among the children, and walked towards the ramp without looking back. In front of Zhong Xiu, Zhong Xiu glanced at the children again, and asked Geng Hao quietly, "What's the matter?

Geng Hao pursed his lower lip, and Yun Danfeng smiled lightly: "No." ”

When they reached the road below, there was a sudden sound of footsteps and a firm voice on the slope: "We are for ourselves, we want to go to school!"

Geng Hao and Zhong Xiu turned their heads at the same time and looked at the top of the ramp. A group of children stood in a row, with different expressions, but they all looked at Geng Hao seriously, and their small heads were like garlic seedlings. Zhong Xiu didn't know what was going on, and turned his head to look at Geng Hao. Geng Hao just looked at them quietly, and the emotions in his heart suddenly surged in a complicated way, extremely surging, and the ghost sent a god to say: "Then use actions to speak." ”

After speaking, Geng Hao left with a smile. After walking a few steps, he realized that there was something wrong, that he had agreed to their agreement in disguise? If they really did it, did he really want to stay?

Zhong Xiu observed back and forth between them, attracted by the gentle and expectant smile on the corner of Geng Hao's mouth, and after vaguely guessing what agreement was made between them, he felt a little strange in his heart.

"Did you make any agreement?"

Geng Hao replied to her like a joke: "They said that they have all passed the final exam, and I will stay." ”

Zhong Xiu clearly saw a little expectation in his eyes, as well as trust in that group of children. Somehow, Zhong Xiu also believed in this in his heart, and firmly believed that those children would use their weak bodies to fulfill this great promise.

"Do you believe them?" Zhong Xiu couldn't help but ask.

Geng Hao turned his head to look at her, smiled even more, and showed a few white teeth: "Children, I like to talk casually." "It's really naΓ―ve to cooperate with them in this kind of gambling drama.

Zhong Xiu stared at him for a while, and suddenly felt that he looked good when he smiled. Although Geng Hao is much darker now than when he first came, the spiritual temperament of the whole person has not changed, and he even has a little more open-mindedness, that is, the kind of open-mindedness that suddenly found a way out of life. When Geng Hao's face gradually showed a puzzled expression, Zhong Xiu closed his gaze without a trace, looked ahead, and said with great certainty: "I believe it." ”

Geng Hao also looked ahead, his ridiculous smile gradually converged, turning into a shallow smile at the corner of his lips, stepping on the wet yellow mud ground mixed with cement and snow, his eyes fell on the front, where no one had stepped on both sides of the road, it was still a layer of snow, pure without a trace of impurities. This kind of snow is the most attractive, and you can draw on it or pinch it into a variety of things. Because no one has touched the purity, there are infinite possibilities.

Geng Hao's eyes fell on the middle of the road again, because he was trampled back and forth, the snow in the middle of the road had already been trampled into water, mixed with the soil, muddy, and when people walked by, they might still splash their legs full of mud. Like adults who have been ravaged by life. Once upon a time, he was also that white snow. At that time, he wondered what possibilities he would have.

"When you were a child, what were your ideals?" Geng Hao suddenly asked Zhong Xiu.

Zhong Xiu thought about it seriously: "It should be a teacher, and at that time, I thought that the teacher was the most powerful." Then it's time to go to the coastal cities. In general, I think I would be a teacher in a coastal city. What about you?"