readx(); Before leaving, Zuo Shuqin didn't forget to tell everyone, "Don't spread these things to the outside world, the impact is not good." ”

The 'girl' students all nodded, and she was still a little hesitant about Lin Baoqing and Qin Fangge's breakup, but Teng Shuting and Zuo Shuqin directly helped her make a decision, "You have already dumped him, that's it! He is so 'messy', do you still want to protect him and take care of his face, are you looking for a boyfriend and not looking for a son! If he can really repent and break off the relationship with other 'women' and chase you again, you can just make a decision after his performance at that time." ”

Lin Baoqing could only smile bitterly, and Zuo Shuqin and the others cared about her and didn't let her drive, Zuo Shuqin even said, "Otherwise, Baoqing won't go back at night, come with me." ”

"It's not that exaggerated!" Lin Baoqing hurriedly replied, and her friendship still touched her very much. Zuo Shuqin really didn't let her drive, Zuo Shuqin drove her home, and carefully told her for a while before leaving. If she wants Teng Shuting, she will definitely be more verbose, of course, she will definitely be eager to set off firecrackers to celebrate Lin Baoqing getting rid of Qin Fangge and starting a new life.

But Lin Baoqing herself was not as in the mood as Teng Shuting, and she didn't tell some things about Qin Fangge, even if it was her good sisters. The trip he said he would go this time was certainly not what they thought, running away to avoid responsibility. The main thing is to sort out his mood and see if he can untie the knot that still lingers in his heart. In the past, whether he is still depressed in his heart, and what important position his wife and children still occupy in the past.

But for her, it is useless to think too much.

Mother Lin is very strange, today's 'girl' went home 'quite early' not to say, and the 'spirit' state doesn't seem to be very good. She asked her if anything had happened, Lin Baoqing only shook her head and said it was okay, and then went to wash up first.

Mother Lin didn't think much about it, because Lin Baoqing has always been their pride and the most reassuring for them, but unfortunately since she 'handed' over Qin Fangge, she seems to have more unspeakable sorrow. Especially after it was rumored that he and Xi Wanqing had an ambiguous relationship, their parents also cared about the things between them, but Lin Baoqing, this girl, was 'very' assertive and stubborn, and in the face of rumors, she didn't say that she would break up with Qin Fangge. Although parents feel that if he really hooks up outside, breaking up is the most correct choice. If they now know that Lin Baoqing really broke up with Qin Fangge, they don't know how happy they are in their hearts.

It's just that after seeing the 'girl' taking a bath, her brows didn't show her preoccupation, and Mother Lin couldn't help but worry about her again and asked her what was going on. Lin Baoqing still said that it was nothing, and Lin's mother said that she was going to call Shuqin and Shu Ting, so Lin Baoqing reached out and hugged her mother, and sobbed silently.

"Good 'girl', don't cry! What the hell is going on, who is bullying you! Tell your mother, your mother will settle accounts with him!" The number one suspect in Lin's mother's mind is Qin Fangge, and only this 'bastard' boy can hurt the heart of the baby 'girl'.

"I broke up with him......" Lin Baoqing's voice was a little choked.

"Why did you break up? Isn't it okay?" Although Mother Lin was also looking forward to this day, she still felt that it came a little suddenly, "Is he hooking up with other 'girl' children outside again?"

Lin Baoqing replied, "It's just one of the reasons......

"Isn't this enough?" Mother Lin was also puzzled, "Baoqing, this girl is too solid-eyed, and he is not good enough to let you ignore anything! Okay, don't cry, just break up, he is not a single-minded 'sex' personality, what is there to be reluctant to?"

"I still feel sad! I don't know if I have really entered his heart, let alone what position I once occupied, and how many ...... I can rank" Lin Baoqing was still choked, but she still felt much better when she said it, although she felt inconvenient to say many words, even when facing her dearest mother.

"You are such a good 'girl' child, he doesn't know how to cherish it, so what else is there to say. There are so many good men in the world, there is no shortage of him, our Baoqing is so beautiful and smart, I am not afraid of not finding a better man than him. Mother Lin comforted her and said.

Lin Baoqing's heart is still full of entanglement and reluctance, "But there is no one else who will write a tune for me like him!"

"He's not just writing ......for you" Mother Lin's words were true, but it also made Lin Baoqing's crying even louder, and she quickly patted her back and said, "Okay, okay, although you may not like to hear it, but this is the truth." Tell Mom that you are going to break up or does he like the new and hate the old?" dudu1();

"He is very greedy and 'flowery', but he is really good to me, except for the fact that he can't give me complete love, everything else is very good!" Lin Baoqing was more like saying to herself, among them, the attitudes of Han Wei and Chen Tianhong also affected her.

"Men with 'flowery' hearts are unreliable, they are like this if they are not married, and they will be repaid in the future, and it is also the wisest choice for you to dump him, if you want to indulge him, you don't know what it will become. Shuqin, they all know it!" Lin Ma asked.

Lin Baoqing nodded, "They also helped me make up my mind!"

"That's good, hey, how good it would be to have Shuqin or Shu Ting be a boy, of course, you good sisters are not bad together! After crying, sleep well, and get up tomorrow, the sadness of the first love is a compulsory course on the road to growth!" ”

Later, Mother Lin also took her hand and sat down on the side of the bed, the mother and daughter discussed a lot together, and after Lin Baoqing cried, she also vented all the grievances and sorrows in her heart, and she felt really better.

And Qin Fangge, the culprit who caused all this, is actually not much better at the moment. He drove from Yanjing in the early morning, and first went to see the stars with Lin Baoqing, which was also the place where she confessed to him that the two were together. It's a pity that things are wrong, and he knows very well in his heart that once they are separated, it will be difficult to resurrect again. Moreover, he really doesn't have the face to be with her anymore and use her as a shield. He was even thinking that if Teng Shuting knew the truth of the matter, he didn't know how happy and angry he would be. Happy is naturally that his good sister Lin Baoqing finally dumped him, and the anger must be that he was so inappropriate and hooked up with so many 'female' people, causing Lin Baoqing to suffer a lot of grievances.

But at this point, it's too late to regret anything, and Qin Fangge didn't think about regretting it. Maybe it's fate, or maybe it's one of thousands of accidents, in short, he came to this world from a world like this, encountered a lot of things, experienced a lot of ups and downs, and there are so many beautiful 'girl' children around him. He either broke Lin Baoqing's heart, or broke the hearts of all other 'women', which is a very embarrassing thing.

Of course, he is indeed fraternity or amorous or even shameless and obscene, with the vigorous 'essence' of this strong body, and the strong ** from the depths of his heart, just like the protagonist of those, his bizarre experience is also in line with such a setting. There is also machismo in his heart, and he can't allow his 'woman' to fall into the arms of other men.

As for the past that he can't go back to, it has never been an eternal pain in his heart, and it is also one of the important factors that created his distorted and perverted mind. If he could return to the original world in a dream, he could give up his current life, but the reality is cruel, and his soul can only settle in this world after drifting for thousands of years. Although he was unwilling to give up a faint hope, he knew very well in his heart that God had opened such a big plug-in for him, and he definitely didn't want to send him back.

Resisting? It feels powerless and there is no way to start!

Be a hero for a minute or a coward for a lifetime?

Just like he told Lin Baoqing, he didn't have the courage to die, he could jump off the cliff and be able to kill a hundred, but obviously it was better to die than to live, for this world, he was not desperate to the point of suicide.

After paying homage to the emotions that had passed, Qin Fangge drove all the way north, moving aimlessly, and he seemed to have lost the motivation and goal to move forward all of a sudden. Music, beauty, money, power, fame, status? The latter seemed to be far less interesting than the first two, of course, money is certainly indispensable, but it is certainly not important enough to go through all the effort to pursue it.

But at this time, Qin Fangge was not interested in anything, even the music that had been with him for two lifetimes.

It's ridiculous to think about it, in front of Lin Baoqing, after admitting that most of the 'fine' color music he "created" was actually copied from other people's music, he even had doubts about himself, what else was left besides these? Is there any meaning to what he is diligently pursuing?

Even if it is really famous in history in the future, who should be credited with this credit. He can deceive others, but he can't hide it from his own heart, even if he takes out the works of these music masters under the pretext that he can't bear to see classical music buried in no one's knowledge.

The only thing that made him feel less awkward was that these works were all counted in the name Qin Fangge. He once promised that the boy that he would help him be admitted to the top music academy in the country and make him famous all over the world, and he also promised him to honor his parents and elders. dudu2();

Now only the last one has not been done, and it will take time to complete slowly. Even if he is just an ordinary person, he can do it, provided that he does not die! Even if he has nothing and has a bad reputation, the most acceptable person is the parents and family of this body!

After wandering for many years, his lonely and lonely soul does feel the warmth and care of home, which also makes him unconsciously unconsciously unload his guard many times and enjoy this rare and beautiful family affection with no 'selfish' heart.

Perhaps, being an ordinary person would be quite a good choice.

Of course, he wouldn't ask Ning Xiupei and Qin Huakai, if your son is not a genius one day, will you still treat me like this?

When Lin Baoqing was in front of him, he confessed to plagiarizing classic works, but she still thought that he was a genius and created real original works for them. But does this have much to do with him? What else is left of him?

He is constantly entangled in this, self-denial, mixed with inferiority complex, self-shame, and self-exile, completely embarrassing himself, embarrassing himself, feeling like he has walked into a dead end, a non-stop cycle, unable to break free. To some extent, this can be said to be a kind of 'spirit' mental illness.

Qin Fangge looked at the scenery speeding by the side of the road and laughed at himself, "It seems that we are not far from the artist, this is not transforming into a real genius!"

All the way to the north, Qin Fangge was not in the mood to enjoy the scenery, and his mind was full of these 'messy' thoughts, although he didn't drive him crazy, but he was tortured enough.

"Maybe you should try to let go of those things that you can't let go of and experience the life of ordinary people!"

After such a thought came to his heart, Qin Fangge couldn't suppress the impulse in his heart and put it into practice.

He didn't go to the prairie, where he could be free, but at the same time he was lonely and lonely, and there might be no one in a hundred miles around, and he seemed to be the only one left in the world. The sky is blue and the grass is green, and the cattle and sheep are everywhere, but what does that mean? He has tasted enough of loneliness and loneliness, and even makes him feel a kind of fear in his bones, as if he has returned to the endless darkness and endless claustrophobia, and his soul seems to have entered the dark years in the cage of time, that feeling, he really doesn't want to experience more!

He works hard and accepts one beautiful 'woman' after another, but he is not afraid of loneliness!

Put down the music and be a normal person!

With such a thought, Qin Fangge drove all the way to find it, he didn't take the main road, thinking that it would be excellent to be a wild man in the mountains and forests, or to be a mountain man and do some manual work.

But the howling of the wind, the murmuring of the water, the rattling of the leaves, and even his own heartbeat, his keen ears were all fifteen and ten, and they all accepted it, which made him quite annoyed.

It also seemed to remind him of the fact that he was a genius now. It also makes Mozart more deeply understood, geniuses have a 'sexual' disorder - geniuses are rarely "normal".

Mozart used to fidget, and his mouth often came out of his mouth with childlike jokes and puns. Until he was about ten years old, he was afraid that the trumpet was an acoustic, and the inaccurate instrument also brought ** pain to his ears. Many of Mozart's residences in Vienna were 'messy', and he often ate on his 'bed' while making music. Moreover, Mozart's life is also quite heavy-mouthed, he has a fetish for, often jokes about it, and in his letters, it is mentioned a lot. He likes poop very much, and his letters to his father and lover keep appearing "poop, it's delicious" and "goodbye, take care, you have to on the 'bed'." In a letter to his cousin, he wrote, "Oh, my ass is burning like fire...... Maybe there's feces coming out...... What's that?—— maybe it...... Oh, my God!...... How can I trust my ears? Yes, it is—what a long, sad sound...... I pull my 'pee' on your nose and it will flow down and all the way to your mouth...... Do you still love me?" Mozart's book compendium contains more than 100 words about poop...... In the movie "Mozart", this point is also reflected, he likes to use puns, saying that "people walk backwards, sing upside down, dance upside down, even talk upside down, fart upside down", and he also 'entices' his wife to say "I'm sick" upside down, in fact, it means "kiss my ass", Mozart has a lot of fun, but others are quite embarrassed. He also often let out strange laughs, which made the scene even more uncontrollable. dudu3();

Lin Baoqing also mentioned the syphilis of many musicians before, and the heavy-tasting Mozart even liked syphilis. When he got syphilis, he excitedly wrote in his diary: "I have syphilis! It's really syphilis! It's not disdainful gonorrhea, cauliflower, and the like. It was syphilis, and Francis I died of syphilis, the majestic syphilis, the pure, simple, and beautiful syphilis...... I've got syphilis, I'm so proud, go to his bourgeois, hallelujah I've got syphilis!"

Throughout the history of Western music and art, syphilis seems to have become a good thing to catalyze art, and it is no wonder that Mozart was so happy that his short life was normal.

Mozart himself had a very small collection of books and read very little, and he was almost exclusively 'obsessed' with music. When he is possessed by music, he forgets all the troubles around him. Curiously, judging by the works he composes, the inner world of his music is completely balanced, orderly and perfect.

Mozart's heavy mouth, Qin Fangge naturally does not need to learn, but his genius, the perfect mastery of musical balance, is a goal he can work towards. Speaking of which, his current musical talent is not bad.

From past musicians and artists, Qin Fangge can also find a lot of his shadows. Let's take the strong ** as an example, not to mention ginseng 'lewd' people like Lister Wagner, the devil violinist Paganini, who is a madman who is soaked in a brothel and even late for a performance, and even directly released the pigeons of the audience who bought tickets.

Van Gogh, who was not recognized during his lifetime, was poor, and suffered a huge setback in his love life, had a hot emotion and soul, and when such a ** was exiled from the world, Van Gogh naturally chose a prostitute 'girl'. Van Gogh's views on prostitutes and 'women', "Van Gogh's Biography" wrote like this: "...... Farmers work on the land. Prostitutes and 'women' work on **, this is a theme...... "Van Gogh eventually contracted syphilis. In 1888, Van Gogh traveled to Arles, a small town in the south of France, where he shared a courtesan named Raschel with the painter Gauguin. Finally, the famous "ear cutting incident" occurred, in which Van Gogh cut off his own ear and gave it to the prostitute 'Woman' Raschel. Van Gogh was forced to leave Arles and go to the 'Spirit' Hospital in Saint-Rémy, where he was eventually shot and killed on July 27, 1890.

Depression can be perverted, indulgence can become bad - Van Gogh's friend Gauguin let go of the 'prodigal' form for several years, in Tahiti, Gauguin almost every day to change the native 'girl' child to 'bed' with him, it is said that this is the local custom, the 'girl' child is proud to sleep with distant guests. He was also infected with syphilis by the island's aborigines, and finally died of syphilis in several suicide attempts.

Beethoven never married, but after he became famous, Beethoven had endless money and "female" and "sexual" admirers, on the one hand, he kept going to brothels, and on the other hand, he constantly had sex with his admirers. "Beethoven is ready to accept the reverence that any 'woman' 'sex' has for him," wrote Beethoven's friend Lanz. Beethoven was also full of contradictions and self-reproach for going to the brothel, "There is only the pleasure of **, and the 'exchange' without the soul is always vulgar; after that, there is no noble feeling at all, only regret and remorse." ……”

In 1797, Beethoven suffered from syphilis, but he did not expect it to be syphilis. After a long period of treatment, there was no effect, until finally Beethoven completely lost his hearing.

Beethoven once said that Schubert had a spark of genius in his heart, and at Beethoven's funeral, Schubert was also one of the torchbearers. Of course, we were not disappointed by Schubert, who was himself a syphilis patient. Schubert's greatest hobby was *** As an occupational disease, he was infected with syphilis. Syphilis caused Schubert to die at the age of 31 and was buried next to Beethoven.

Flaubert of France, who never married, was a prostitute from a young age. Two months after his eighteenth birthday, he wrote a letter to a friend about his visit to a brothel in Rouen.

He later confessed that he may have contracted syphilis before he entered the Paris Law School at the age of 20. Flaubert also suffered from syphilitis on his deathbed, and his student Maupassant wrote: "It was a good death, an enviable blow to the rod, which made me wish it to be so, and to wish that all my loved ones would die like an insect strangled by a huge finger." ”

As a student of Flaubert, Maupassant inherited the mantle of debauchery from his teacher. He has three major hobbies in his life - writing, yachting, and beautiful 'women' - he loves 'women' and 'sex', and is keen to 'mingle' with 'women' including restaurant 'waiters' and 'women', farm girls, widows, black 'women' and 'sex', and mature 'women' citizens, and brothels are the places where he never returns.

In the end, the indulgent 'lust' life of drunken dreams and deaths made him infected with syphilis. He spent the last 18 months of his life in an insane asylum.

And Maupassant was unequivocal about his stamina, outspoken, and insisted on continuous 'sex' rounds that could not break him. When Flaubert questioned his enduring 'sexuality', Maupassant had an accountant testify to accompany him to a brothel in Paris. Here, he "played with 6 girls in an hour." On another occasion, in order to impress and "shock" the visiting Russian writer Borkin, Maupassant picked a dancing 'girl' in the ballroom, took her to a nearby brothel, her six times in front of the guests, and then went straight through the hall and a young prostitute three more times.

In our Great Celestial Empire, the folk musician Ah Bing was also a syphilis patient. Ah Bing was the 'illegal' son of a Taoist musician and a rich lady, and he grew up with his father in the Taoist temple after he was born, and became a musician when he grew up. When he was young, he accidentally contracted syphilis, and after he became blind, he could not continue to work as a musician in Taoist temples, so he was reduced to street performers. Famous songs such as "Two Springs Reflecting the Moon" were composed at that time.

The stories behind these celebrity masters are completely ruined, and they also fully illustrate the side of genius artists who are not crazy and cannot survive.

Qin Fangge, an artistic genius who was originally transformed from an ordinary person, seems to be going to unconsciously embark on the same old path, which is also something that makes him entangled.