Chapter 1070: The Most Important!
In the silent night sky, the cold wind around was blowing slowly, but the two people holding hands did not feel a trace of cold, on the contrary, their hearts were filled with joy!
"Husband, you had a great time today!"
Fangfang's little hand held Xu Lei's big hand and said!
"yes, it's fun!"
Xu Lei is also happy from the bottom of his heart!
Since he drew the comics, his whole life has been home, house, house!
The whole person is trapped in a small room all day long, does not exercise, eats instant noodles, and he has begun to be rough when he used to be in the wind, and even his mustache has grown!
And this time he came out to play with Fangfang, he felt the breath of life and felt the human flavor!
He loves it!
"Dreams!"
Again he scoffed at the word!
"For men, dreams are not everything, taking responsibility is the most important thing!"
"In the name of false dreams, shirking responsibility is simply scum!"
Xu Lei has seen too many cases in the newspaper that led to the separation of his wife in the name of his dreams!
"Is that really a dream?"
"Dreams are described by many people as very noble, but where is life important!"
Xu Lei strengthened his inner thoughts!
"I can't pursue the so-called dream in such a dark day, I want to give Fangfang a better future, I want to go out to meet a new life!"
Fangfang said to Xu Lei: "Husband, you are too small here, I will rent a new house for you, do you think it will work?"
Fangfang's tone of voice was as soft as possible, she was afraid of stinging Xu Lei's self-esteem!
Xu Lei nodded and said, "Okay!"
He's figured out a lot of things by now!
"It's completely unnecessary to insist on so-called self-esteem!"
Because real self-esteem does not rely on the so-called "stubbornness" and "unappreciation" at all, these are just superficial work, which also shows that your heart is not strong enough, it is a glass heart, which discourages you from caring about you!
"True self-esteem should be to be angry and strive to make life better for those around you!"
This is Xu Lei's latest realization!
So this time he didn't live up to Fangfang's kindness!
Fang Fang blushed and said: "I will go there often in the future, that place is very close to where I work, and it can be used as our love nest!"
A girl can talk to such an extent, what else does Xu Lei ask for!
Although he is a failure in one area, he is the most successful in another!
Back in his nest, Xu Lei was a person who made a quick decision, and he began to pack his things!
In fact, there is nothing to pack, nothing more than a few clothes, some daily necessities, and a desktop computer!
Of course, there are also his cherished sketches, which are his treasures over the years, and they are his most precious things!
"Will it be kept? or will it be destroyed?"
In his mind, it's not impossible to keep it, you can keep it as a souvenir, you can be a thought of yourself!
Destruction is also very necessary, since you have decided to go out to find a job, since you have decided to have a new beginning, you must break with your past self, of course, the most important thing is that if you do this, it is equivalent to leaving no way back for yourself!
But looking at those sketches, he still couldn't bear to destroy them!
Although he had already made a decision, he was still a little reluctant to destroy these drawings!
Looking at these sketches, he remembered that he had worked hard and was admitted to one of the highest art schools in China, and he remembered that he had been high-spirited and wantonly swaying his youth, and he remembered 。。。。。。。。
These drawings are soaked in his painstaking efforts and contain his tears!
The next moment, his eyes were firm again!
He remembered the cold eyes of others, he remembered the dazzling subscription numbers, he remembered Fangfang's care, he remembered Fangfang's mother's disappointed eyes, he remembered many, many 。。。。。。。
"I worked hard, and I was still looked down upon!"
"I stay up late every day and work overtime, and it's still just enough to fill my stomach. ”
"I wanted to prove myself to the world, but no one paid attention to me. ”
"I don't deserve my ambition, I live up to my suffering!"
Xu Lei took a deep breath, he was going to say goodbye to the past, he wanted to say goodbye to these paintings!
Just as he was about to do so, a voice rang out that made his soul tremble:
"Didi!"
The voice was all too familiar to him!
So much so that he couldn't help himself, this voice is the voice recommended by the website!
He's been looking forward to this voice for a long time!
He couldn't wait to see what recommendations had come in.
Then he stopped again, since he was ready for a new life, why bother to go back?
Good horses don't eat back grass ni!
Besides, this may not be a recommendation, or maybe his sketch is sensitive and needs to be revised, or maybe it's just a notice from some website or something!
But another voice sounded in his head: "It's okay to take a look, and you won't lose a piece of meat!"
"No, no, I can't be so tempted!"
Xu Lei resolutely turned around!
But he couldn't take that step forward, and the soles of his feet seemed to take root!
The computer behind him seems to have infinite magic to attract him!
He has not forgotten how many days and nights of his own efforts, and he has not forgotten how many days and nights of his own expectations!
"One last time, just one last time!"
Xu Lei said to himself silently in his heart!
Xu Lei took a deep breath and sat back on the chair in front of the computer, this chair is not a computer chair that can be shaken, but a chair made of ordinary general wood, which is painted with yellow paint!
Although this chair is not bad, it has been with him for a long time!
Taking a deep breath, he turned on the computer, and the page displayed by the computer was the homepage of the cartoonist's assistant, and there was an extra "1" in the "Notifications" option on the homepage!
Looking at this "1", Xu Lei felt a lot of emotion!
He took another deep breath, then closed his eyes and clicked on the mouse, and at this moment his heart was not waiting for a miracle!
"Some things have to be faced after all!"
Xu Lei opened his eyes!
It's an extraordinary short stop!
"Dear Mr. Xu Lei, because your painting style is very popular with Mr. Xu Qian, now Mr. Xu Qian invites you to be the cartoonist of his work "Football Player"!"
The surprise came so fast!
The surprise came so suddenly!
"It's 。。。。。。。。 ”
Xu Lei doesn't know what to say anymore!
Xu Qian, how could he not know him!
This is the owner of YY, the big boss of YY comics, and a real daddy-level character!
And now this dad actually favors himself, which is something he never thought of before!
"When you want to give up your dreams, but there is a road to heaven, how do you choose?"
Xu Lei is so excited!
He decided to seize this opportunity, but after this battle, he also understood that dreams are just one of the means to make a living, and don't see it as his only one!
"It's great to be able to work for yourself as a hobby!"
Xu Lei thought so!
He couldn't wait to tell Fang Fang the good news!
Fang Fang was also very happy after receiving the news: "I knew you could do it, I always believed in you, you are just a chance!"
Xu Lei was very moved: "Fangfang, no matter what, you are the most important thing in my heart!"