Extra three: Perhaps, in the new world, she can find a place of her own (22)

[These days... How?]

When I said this, I didn't even know how I said it, so much so that I regretted it as soon as I said it... I don't even understand what it means. Damn it. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Liu Wei glanced at me, his expression did not change, and he shook his head gently

[... Not bad. ]

[Yes, yes..]

Ahhh What the hell am I talking about... Even though I knew it very well in my heart, but when the words came to my mouth, I turned into something else, so I can't even say what I think in my heart now?

I quietly watched her, hoping to see a hint of loosening on her face, but it was a pity... There was no change at all, and he sighed silently in his heart, and then lifted his breath and held it in his chest, hesitating repeatedly, not knowing whether to open his mouth or not.

I can't go on like this... Damn, am I afraid? Afraid of my own failure?

No.. It's not like that, I'm scared.. I guess how to face her after failure.

But can you really continue as if nothing happened?

No way!

So, the moment I got the answer in my heart, I also spoke seriously again

[Sorry this time.] I wasn't thoughtful enough. ]

Truth be told, if... It's to apologize to other people, any of the others, I definitely won't be so uneasy in my heart, as for why there is such an uneasy situation in the face of her, I don't know very well, afraid of being rejected? Afraid of being ignored? No, no, it's just simple, I don't know what kind of response she will make.

Because I don't know, I'm worried, good or bad, I can't figure it out, so I feel uneasy, and that's the feeling that arises when you really face the consequences of your own mistakes.

[No need to apologize.] Nothing]

Responded to my apology in a soft, calm tone, but... Sure enough, you've heard it, right?

Thinking so, I began to feel guilty of having to... Something has to be done.

[No, I think an apology is necessary, it's my fault.] ]

In the face of my serious and sincere attitude, Liu Wei seemed a little difficult to accept, stared at me blankly, and exhaled softly

[You... It's really weird. ]

[Can I take this as if I have received an apology?]

[Yes.] ]

Liu Wei's attitude and reaction were exactly the same as usual, neither angry nor excited, not even a change in saying a word, perhaps... Are you really used to it?

[.... Do you often apologize like that?]

While I was thinking about what to do next, I unexpectedly received an inquiry from the other side.

[Hmm? No.. Not. ]

[Because it is rare to make mistakes?]

[Nor is it...]

How to say... It's still a shame to be asked like this, because I don't know why I suddenly remembered the experience of apologizing to the snow for something in the past. Just thinking about it makes my face feel hot for a while.But when it comes to apologies, there aren't many such cases.... It's true.

[... The last time I apologized like this, what was the reason for? Tell me?]

After being quiet for a while, Liu Wei's voice sounded again, a little hesitant, a little hesitant.

[Huh?]

My head went into a short circuit for a while... She was interested, because it seemed to have a very different effect than usual, so I froze in place for a moment, looking at her blankly.

It seems that she herself realizes that something is wrong, and her face flushes slightly before she looks away slightly

[e.g., if it is inconvenient to speak... I'm sorry. ]

[.... It's not inconvenient to say .... It's just a little bit of a surprise. ]

[Accident?]

Liu Wei tilted his head and looked at him strangely.

[Hm... Pretty much. ]

Usually it's the kind of person who doesn't care about anything and doesn't communicate with others, but suddenly he shows interest in something... It's a little bit of a concern.. However, this feeling is not bad.

I sorted out my emotions, thought about it for a moment, and began to speak

[Last time... It was two months ago that I accidentally broke the teacup of Sasaki-senpai.. Ahh

Now just thinking about it makes me scared for a while, not only was she bought a teacup of her own choice to compensate, but she was also asked to do all kinds of miscellaneous items and work... It took about two weeks to let me go... To be honest, I myself consider myself to be a representative of cheap labor.

[...]

Perhaps affected by the atmosphere I revealed, Liu Wei looked at me with interest, opened his mouth slightly but didn't say anything, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly to show a smile.

[... Miserable?]

[Ah, for a while after that, I wondered if I had become the unluckiest person in the world.] I was coerced into doing a lot of work..]

After saying that, he also showed a chuckle, it was really miserable at the time, but now after recalling it, it is another feeling, especially when I tell others about it as a past, I think it's incredible.

[... After apologizing, do you have any regrets?]

[None.]

[If.] What about the various other requests that are often made?]

[Hm... In that case, it depends on the situation. Regret is useless.]

[... If it's too much, you will refuse?]

[Of course, such as making people apologize for their seppuku, it is impossible to achieve it anyway..]

For such an answer, Liu Wei nodded as if he understood, and then lowered his head and thought for a few seconds before speaking

[That.] Are you just here to apologize today?]

[Ahh This is the main purpose... But..]

I suddenly became a little distracted, and the tone of conversation changed too quickly to make the topic flow smoothly for a while... In fact, there is still a way to confirm the progress of the work or something. But just say it like this... It's not right.

[.. Is it a painting?]

When I hesitated, Liu Wei had already said the answer by herself, and I don't know why she seemed to be in a good mood at this time, and the reason for the judgment was that she had an uncommon smile on her face... Yes.. Anything fun?

[Hmm.... Well, yes.. Monday is the last...]

[... I know, it's done, this morning. ]

[Oh..]

[I'll bring it tomorrow.]

[Oh oh... Sorry. ]

In the face of my apology, Liu Wei shook his head, glanced at me, and said

[... Now, I almost know what I'm drawing... What the hell is it.]

[.. That's good. ]

I responded with a smile and a lot of relaxation.

Sure enough, I resemble her in some ways.

[It's not too early, I'll stop here today...] Good bye. ]

With that, I got up from the couch, ahhh Although the imaginary thing did not happen, in general, such a result could not have been better... I was ready to be kicked out and come back tomorrow.

[Anything else?]

Seeing me get up, Liu Wei asked abnormally.

[Hmm... It's nothing... But it's late, and I have to go back. ]

[At home.] Is anyone waiting for you?]

[Should... Didn't you?]

I'm not sure, I probably haven't been back under the snow, have I? After all, there hasn't been any response yet. It should be busy at work or something that can't leave...

I looked at her strangely, and I also had a big question mark on my head, today... It's a little weirder than usual..

Liu Wei blinked, pursed his lips and was thinking about something, and finally, after glancing at me, he said

[Then... Let's have dinner and go...]

..... Ha?