Chapter 399: Consent
Zhao Xian has fallen into an impasse, the impasse of his life, he has gone from being confused at the beginning, to now it is too late, in these few months, he has made too many wrong choices. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
His love is unfair, unfair to the other party, in the face of love, there must be a trade-off, so at the beginning, he chose to be loyal to Seo Hyun, even at that time, no matter how deep his feelings for Kim Taeyeon were.
But some fate and some fate, but it is impossible to say, Zhao Hyun repeatedly only knows the suppressed feelings, suppressing his feelings for Kim Taeyeon, but this depression will only keep bursting, suppressed to the deepest depth, but in the end it is impossible to give up at all.
So Zhao Hyun chose to be a scumbag, he wanted both fish and bear paws, he didn't want either Kim Taeyeon and Seo Hyun to not belong to him, and he didn't want to watch either of the two enter the arms of others.
However, Zhao Hyun knows that Seo Hyun will not accept it, and Kim Tae-yeon is just a compromise because he loves him, he is ready to slowly pursue Seo Hyun, his heart for Seo Hyun has not changed, and he will not let other men who have thoughts about Seo Hyun get close to her.
Xu Xian, who belongs to him, can only belong to him in this life, he is domineering and selfish in his heart, and he is a little overbearing.
But Zhao Xian ignored the degree of his heart, ignored him as a first brother in love, refused if he didn't understand, and closed his heart if he didn't understand.
So, when he found that the door of his heart had been open, two more women lived in his heart, Sunny and Jessica.
However, when Cho Hyun knew this fact, he couldn't believe it, let alone say it, he had already scourged Seo Hyun and Kim Taeyeon, and did something he regretted enough, how could he continue to hurt Sunny and Jessica, his love could only be hurt.
And Zhao Xian knew that he didn't have so much energy to take care of four parts of love at the same time.
Zhao Xian didn't know that he also lived in the hearts of Sunny and Jessica, he just wanted to be a friend, and it was enough to protect them as friends.
So, something shocking to him happened, Sunny confessed to him, Jessica confessed to him, and Cho Hyun confessed unexpectedly.
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Since you have become a scumbag and step on two boats, what difference does it make if you step on two more?
Zhao Xian thought about this question, and even had such thoughts in his heart, and had such an impulse for a moment.
But after the impulse, there was more chagrin, as he thought, he didn't have enough energy to take care of four parts of love at the same time, and if this continued, in the end, it would only hurt everyone, and he couldn't do this.
Therefore, Zhao Xian refused, even his heart was very painful, but he thought that this was a short-term pain, and what followed was slowly forgotten with time, and there was nothing that time could not erase.
Zhao Hyun is too self-righteous, in terms of feelings, he always thinks about whether he can take on this responsibility, whether he can love them well and take care of them, he ignores his independence as a woman, whether it is Seo Hyun or Kim Taeyeon, Sunny or Jessica, they did not say that they want Zhao Hyun to take care of it, love is not unilateral care, but mutual.
Love is mutual, it doesn't have to be considered so many responsibilities before falling in love, love is love, love should be careless, you have been a bad person, so what else to take into account.
Zhao Xian had no way to understand this, all he wanted to do was to be able to take good care of the other party, but this care turned into harm, hurting the people he loved and the people who loved him.
He was wrong from the start.
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Because filming was going to start the next day, and it was three consecutive days of shooting, Chuchu's fate, if nothing else, was that he had to stay in the pet shop downstairs for three full days.
Zhao Xian was a little hesitant, he was sorry to bring Chuchu home, because he didn't take good care of Chuchu, but let Chuchu sometimes go hungry, and many times let Chuchu live in the pet store downstairs.
Raising a dog is like raising a child, Zhao Xian is not a qualified "Abba".
Zhao Xian thought about it, took out his mobile phone, and made a call to Xu Xian, he wanted to hand over the chuchu to Xu Xian to take care of, which was much better than putting it in a pet store, or it was an excuse for himself to contact Xu Xian.
"Xiaoxian, what are you doing?" The phone was connected, Zhao Xian opened his mouth to ask, this is a very common opening statement, many times friends contact this sentence, and now Zhao Xian can't be like before. As soon as I called Xu Xian, I directly said that I miss you, which can only be the opening words between friends.
"At home. Xu Xian's tone was still very cold, and she now gave her the definition of Zhao Xian as an ordinary friend. It's just that, even so, she is suppressing the anger and emotions in her heart, and there are certain things that cannot be spoken.
"Xiaoxian, can I meet? I have something I want to ask you. Zhao Xian spoke, he was very sorry for Xu Xian in his heart, but his feelings outweighed his apologies, so his original purpose and thoughts would not change.
"What's the matter?" Xu Xian had a hint of doubt, what would Zhao Xian ask her of.
"It's just the last two days, Xiaoxian, are you busy?" Zhao Xian asked, if Xu Xian had an announcement or something in the last two days, Zhao Xian still had to put Chuchu in the pet shop downstairs.
"There has been no announcement for the last two days. Xu Xian replied, she didn't need to say that she was busy, because if Zhao Xian asked her, she would refuse directly, instead of saying this kind of hypocritical lie to refuse, this is her character, and she treats Zhao Xian's character.
"It's just that I'm going to start filming a TV series tomorrow, and I want you to take care of Chuchu for two days, is it okay?" Zhao Xian didn't hesitate to speak, it was also a good decision to let Chuchu and Xu Xian get into a relationship, at least Zhao Xian knew that Xu Xian liked Chuchu.
"Yes. Xu Xian hesitated for two seconds and accepted Zhao Xian's request, in the past few days, because of the departure of Tofu, Xu Xian always felt that something was missing from the house, and it was also very good to have the company of Chuchu, which she was somewhat familiar with, although the owner of Chuchu was Zhao Xian.
"At about seven o'clock that night, I will carry Chuchu to you. Zhao Xian was in a good mood, because Xu Xian agreed to his request, and he could meet again today.