Chapter 433: Who Should I Hate......
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......" Su Mingzhu's tears couldn't stop bursting out, his heart was full of guilt, but he didn't know how to make up for the lack of maternal love in the past twenty-five years.
"There are some things that can't be changed with a word of sorry......" Su Can took a deep breath, calmed down the emotions stirring in his heart, his face also regained calm, and slowly turned around and walked towards the bedroom, "You go, I just want to be quiet now......"
Su Mingzhu wanted to say more, but the door had been closed, and looking at the closed door, at that moment, her heart was about to break, and her body began to crumble.
On the side, Su Shan, who was always paying attention to all this, nervously hugged his mother, and said with concern: "Mom, let's go back first, I believe he will always figure it out." ”
As a bystander, she knows better that some things are not in a hurry, if he is really so easy to be persuaded, then after knowing his life experience, he used so much strength, he would have come back to confess his relatives a long time ago, and he still has to wait?
Moreover, she didn't think that after the Su Yunming incident, now when the relationship with the Su family in Yanjing was delicate, it was a good time to recognize her relatives.
The reason why the Su family can tolerate a female streamer to control such an important weapon of the country as TEPCO is not because her mother is amazingly talented, but because she has no heirs of blood inheritance, and everything that TEPCO has still belongs to the power camp of the Su family after all.
If her son is really found, then with the short-sightedness of the Su family, will they obediently let her control TEPCO?
After all, in the eyes of those people, the daughter of the Su family is just an 'outsider'.
Su Mingzhu couldn't suppress the sadness on her face, but then she regained her fighting spirit, she believed that sincerity was open, she believed that one day, he would recognize her as a mother, and ...... Even if he doesn't recognize himself, being able to let himself look at him silently like this is an indescribable happiness for himself.
"I'll come back to see you in a few days. Su Mingzhu looked at the closed bedroom door, and her voice was full of infinite tenderness.
Su Can in the room was silent until he listened to the footsteps slowly moving away, at that moment, he felt as if his eyes had entered something, and inexplicably there was a sour and astringent feeling, he habitually wanted to smoke, but found that his trembling hands couldn't even touch the cigarette case in his pocket......
In the end, he gave up, leaning weakly against the closed door.
These days, he has thought a lot in the bamboo house, he thought that he could face all this calmly, he also imagined many kinds of meeting scenes, and even thought of ways to deal with it, but when he really faced her, he found that his countermeasures were useless, looking at her pleading expression, he thought he could be hard-hearted, but why did he have a heartache and unbearable feeling?
"You shouldn't turn her down. ”
A low voice sounded suddenly, Su Can frowned, only to find that there was actually a person in the dim bedroom, and then the moonlight outside the window, looking at the bright head, it was the old bald donkey who was chattering.
"When did you come?" Su Can frowned, put away the emotions in his heart, and resumed his deep voice.
"Come when it's time to come. The old monk looked at Su Can, and his old face was full of calm.
Su Can turned on the light in the bedroom, pretending to be relaxed and walked towards his bed: "You old bald donkey, just sit and recite your scriptures, don't give me such profound words, I'm just a layman." ”
"Actually......" The old monk was slightly silent, and then seemed to have made up his mind, "She's not wrong, it wasn't she who abandoned you back then......"
Su Can, who was originally pretending to be relaxed, was stunned, the expression on his face was also stiff, and he turned his head to look at the old monk: "What did you say!"
"Twenty-five years ago, I abandoned you!" the old monk seemed to have made up his mind, and said with a solemn face.
Su Can's eyes widened in disbelief, the old monk in front of him abandoned him, could it be ......
Su Can hurriedly picked up the mirror on the bedside table, looked at his handsome and extraordinary face, looked left and right, and didn't seem to see the shadow of an old monk on his face.
"Ahem. The solemnity on the old monk's face turned into embarrassment, "Master Su Shi thought wrong, I left you back then, but it was not the kind of relationship you imagined, the old man is still a child!"
"I'll just say, the two of us are obviously not the same breed......" Su Can breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably, although he didn't treat Su Mingzhu very well, but if she gave birth to herself with a monk, it would still make him very stressed.
However, when he thought of the news that this old monk had broken before, Su Can's face also sank, and he didn't speak, just stared straight at the old bald donkey in front of him with a pair of eyes......
Did he abandon himself in the first place? What does that mean?
The old monk sighed slightly, and a pair of cloudy triangular eyes flashed with a heavy memory: "There are many things that cannot be explained in detail, how could Su Shizhu be willing to abandon you when he gave birth to you despite the opposition of his family? Moreover, why did she abandon you in Mingzhu when she was in Yanjing? In fact, I took you away in infancy despite her pleading...... Actually, she's just a poor woman!"
"Why?" Su Can's body trembled uncontrollably, he didn't expect that the culprit of all this was actually the old bald donkey in front of him!
"Why? Because it was a mistake that you came into this world from the beginning, because you shouldn't have been there in the first place, because your presence touched the sensitive nerves of some people......"
Airplanes......
The air trembled, everything in the bedroom trembled and floated as if it had been pulled by a powerful force, and a roar of anger roared from my heart......
"I'll kill you. ”
Su Can roared, holding a sharp dagger in his hand, and rushed towards the old monk fiercely.
He hated, why was the truth like this, he hated that woman for more than 20 years, but in the end he found out that he had wronged her, and the old monk in front of him was the culprit of all his tribulations!
The dagger fell on the old monk's neck, and with a slight effort, he could cut his artery, and from beginning to end, the old monk did not hide, but slowly closed his eyes......
Su Can's hand holding the knife trembled uncontrollably, staring at the old monk in front of him with a distorted face, and said in a hoarse voice: "Why don't you hide?"
"The cause that was planted back then has to taste the fruit today, I have been surviving for twenty-five years, if my death can make you let go of all the mustard in your heart, why should I hide?" the old monk opened his eyes and grinned, his face full of folds piled up in layers, but people did not have the slightest disgust.
"Why! Why did you do that back then!" Su Can said with bruises on his forehead, suppressing his monstrous anger and gritting his teeth.
"Why do you want to do this?" the old monk sighed heavily: "Actually...... At the beginning, my original intention was just to bring you back to the temple where I was listed in Suzhou and Hangzhou, but I didn't expect that on the way south along the Grand Canal from Yanjing, I was chased and killed all the way, and finally Mingzhu was besieged, and I abandoned you by the Huangpu River in desperation, and used myself to lure away that group of people, I secretly risked death to inform her, I hoped that when I drew the attention of that group of people, she could find you, but I didn't expect that all this happened too much deviation!"
"And I was seriously wounded and dying in order to divert the crowd...... For twenty years, I nursed my injuries in the old temple in the deep mountains for twenty years, and I barely managed to save this old life, but in twenty years, everything has become wrong!"
"So...... If you were wrong back then, all the fault was on Lao Qu, and it had nothing to do with Master Su Shi......"
Su Can's body trembled uncontrollably, at this moment, he didn't know who to hate, hated Su Mingzhu?
Hate the old monk in front of him, but he was injured that would take more than 20 years to heal......
"Who are they?"
Su Can calmed down little by little, withdrew the dagger, and said in a cold and calm voice......
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