Chapter 143 Knowing You, That's All
Luo Zaiz has always had an obsession in his heart, he seems to be waiting for someone, but he can't tell what this obsession is.
The first time he saw Zhao Jingyan, he thought she was her, but now when he saw Lin Nianzi, he had never had such a strong feeling, he was waiting for her. Luo Zaizi withdrew his gaze from Lin Nianzi and shook his head helplessly, no wonder the backs of Lin Nianzi and Zhao Jingyan are so similar. Thinking of it, Luo Zaiz's body trembled slightly, and the words blurted out were swallowed back into his stomach.
Is Lin Nianzi her? Should he step forward and ask bravely? But even then, what can he do, he glanced at the open space under his feet, and the inexplicable wonderful thoughts in his mind were lingering.
He seems to have been wrong once, and he has to be wrong again? Not to mention that they have already said that since they have already made a decision, they should not waver any longer.
"The mind is here, and this heart is not crossed. Luo Zaiz whispered softly.
This sentence was heard by Lin Nianzi.
Lin Nianzi couldn't suppress the joy in his heart, and hurriedly looked at Luo Zaiz, his eyes shining, expecting something to happen.
"You know that?"
Luo Zaiz's face was full of questions.
"The mind is here, and this heart is not crossed. ”
When this sentence came out of Lin Nianzi's mouth, Luo Zaizi only felt a "boom" in his mind, and everything around him became quiet, only the "bang" heartbeat. He could feel the trembling inside him, the screams, the howls.
It was she, the person in the dream, who had confessed to him countless times in her dreams and asked him to wait for her.
Lin Nianzi felt the change in the person in front of him, and asked anxiously, "Have you heard this?"
Luo Zaizi suppressed the noise in his body, and replied seemingly plainly: "Well, I heard it." Then he deliberately added: "The word of a great man." ”
"Oh. ”
Lin Nianzi's loss was fully seen by Luo Zaizi, she was right, even their names were so similar, but what could this be?
"Sorry for that night...... I understand your thoughts, it's just that I owe it to her. Luo Zaiz finally said the words that had haunted his heart for the past two days, and he shouldn't have left in a hurry that night with just a "sorry".
Lin Nianzi looked at the fishing rod that was placed on the ground and smiled slightly: "Really?"
Luo Zaizi was stunned for a moment, looked at the girl beside her, the breeze swept her cheeks, a few strands of hair in front of her ears fluttered in the wind, and her white face was still indifferent.
"You don't care?"
Lin Nianzi chuckled, she didn't know what Luo Zaizi meant, and she didn't want to speculate.
Her eyes never took off the blue lake in front of her. I still remember that the mansion in my previous life also had this similar pond, although it was not big, but it was enough for her to play. They used to play by the pool when they were young. She also vividly remembers that there was a small hole in the pond on one side, and she would often hide something in it. But every time he did this, he would reprimand him. What should I do if I fall into the water? And every time she would smile and hold his arm coquettishly, "With you, I'm not afraid of ......."
Thinking about it, Lin Nianzi became interested, she squatted down slowly, stretched out her hand and gently picked up the lake, because it was autumn, and the lake became slightly cool, but she didn't realize it at all, and still reached out with great interest and continued to grope on the shore, but she didn't find anything. The bottom of his eyes suddenly dimmed, and the white face flashed with loss, Lin Nianzi smiled stupidly, withdrew his hand, and laughed at himself: Why are you here, what are you looking forward to?
"I didn't expect that you still like to touch fish, but it's not suitable here, the water is very deep, be careful. Luo Zaiz clearly saw the loss of the person in front of him, although it was only for a moment, but he was deeply impressed.
Lin Nianzi took the tissue, whispered thank you, then walked to his small stool and sat down, thought for a moment, and asked hesitantly: "Do you believe in fate?" or the past and present lives. ”
Luo Zaizi was surprised that Lin Nianzi would say this, thinking about the dream that had lingered for many years, he laughed: "Believe it, and don't believe it." ”
His answer was ambiguous, but Lin Nianzi didn't care, although he forgot everything in this life, it was a good thing, but if he remembered, did they not even have a peaceful conversation at this moment? She always knew that he loved herself, but she herself was blinded by hatred, which caused evil consequences. She hoped that he would remember, but she was afraid that he would remember. The past, since it is a foregone conclusion, why should she be persistent.
"Have you ever experienced the ups and downs of life, or life and death?"
Lin Nianzi's words made Luo Zaizi feel inexplicable, he remembered whether she was as fine as himself, or was she ...... He turned his face to look at the girl who was caught in the memory, frowned, and asked, "Do you have a loved one who has died?"
Lin Nianzi was deeply immersed in his own contemplation, and he didn't hear Luo Zaizi's question just now.
"If, you have experienced life and death, have experienced the death of the person you love in your arms, have experienced that you love him very much, but you still have to force yourself to hate him, until the last moment of his life, you find that you are ridiculous and hateful only because of the usurpation of the villain, if you ......" Lin Nianzi put away the waves in his heart and looked up at Luo Zaiz, "If, you have experienced them all, you will not ask me that question." ”
Luo Zaizi avoided the girl's eyes, why did what she said just now make her heart ache, she said it lightly, but she didn't know how much suffering she had endured, Luo Zaiz, who had always been able to speak well, was speechless at this moment.
Seeing that Luo Zaizi didn't speak, Lin Nianzi smiled instead, maybe he was frightened by what he said just now, thinking about her age, she shouldn't go through this, let alone her current identity. But in her previous life, she tasted the suffering of the world when she was 16 years old, and in comparison, she was too smooth in this life.
"It's all the plot just now, and I'm just using it to prevaricate you. Are you scared by me?" Lin Nianzi exhaled slightly, changing his tone to a soothing tone.
Luo Zaiz did not doubt the authenticity of her words, she had a steadiness that was not her peers, and on this point, he had to make him think more, but he didn't understand what she said just now.
"So, what are you trying to express?"
Lin Nianzi realized how much he had jumped, "Answer your previous sentence 'you don't care'." ”
"Huh?" It turned out that this little girl was still thinking about the past, Luo Zaizi shook her head helplessly, she was sometimes very stubborn.
"I know you, just know, that's all. "Because it is enough to be able to see you again, I am already very lucky, lucky enough to be able to meet you at the age of 25 in this life.
The sincerity she said made Luo Zaiz slightly moved, what did she experience to be so indifferent.
Lin Nianzi retracted her emotions, she didn't want to continue this topic, thinking about some happy things, why there was always a past around him.
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