In this world, people who have experienced despair should have a kind of fearful weather, right?

Some people are afraid of the scorching sun, some are afraid of lightning, some are afraid of strong winds, and some are afraid of ......

And Guo is afraid of heavy rain.

He was not afraid of the light rain, and even a little immersed in it, feeling the feeling of the raindrops falling on his face, the coldness of that moment could make a person sober, how wonderful it was.

However, as soon as it rained, Guo Qu couldn't help but tremble, and he would never forget that scene.

That scene made him feel painful in his previous life.

Who is the closest family in the world?

It was raining heavily tonight, and he couldn't sleep on his side, and finally fell into memory.

He will always remember the girl back then, the girl went to school alone, and in the end something unfortunate happened.

Guo didn't see that scene, so naturally he couldn't avoid it.

On that day, the sky was gray and gloomy, lightning and thunder roared in the distance, and there was a very oppressive aura in the air, which made people breathless.

However, at that time, Guo Qu was still young, and the girl was naturally small, and then the girl went to school, and Guo Qu put on a coat and a hat on her head to herd cattle.

The rain soaked his coat and penetrated into the inner layer, and finally he felt the coldness of the rain.

He didn't feel anything that day, he was still doing what a cowherd baby should do that day, and that day something happened that made him regret it for the rest of his life.

When he went home for dinner at noon, he was shivering, his lips were cold and bruised, and he rubbed his hands back to the village, only to see the villagers gathered in front of his old wooden house, and the old man was crying silently.

Guo Qu's heart trembled, this scene is so familiar, this is the scene in the village, after the death of someone.

He suddenly felt frightened, and he stopped.

However, in the end, he still had to face it, he walked slowly through, every step was with all his strength, every step was terrifying, and every step required great courage.

The crowd got out of the way, and everyone said this, but Guo Qu felt that he couldn't hear it at all.

A sunning mat, wrapped up in the sunning pad comes into view, who is in the sunning pad?

Guo Qu didn't dare to think about it, because he suddenly became a little scared.

Easily uncovering a corner, Guo Qu's heart trembled, and what caught his eye was a small hand.

Pale little hands, small hands that have become like grasping things because of pain.

Guo went suddenly lost his courage, but the old man walked over at this time, "Xiao Ming, see your sister again, it's the last time, grandpa is sorry for her, woo~"

The old man uncovered the corner of the mat, and Guo went to look at the girl lying in the mat.

Wide eyes, frowning brows, pale face.

Her eyes were full of fear, her frown was fixed in her pain, and her pale face showed that she was no more.

He saw fear, despair, and fear in the frozen expression on her face.

Who did the girl think about when she was scared?

"Pot pot~!"

For some reason, Guo Qu felt that the girl was calling him, and his tears were already rolling in his eyes.

The voices of the people around him gradually disappeared.

At this time, Guo Qu only had the girl in his eyes, and even he forgot about himself, looking at the girl's painful appearance, Guo Qu's mind was blank.

My sister is dead?

My sister, who usually ignores her, just went like this?

The sister who had a runny nose but was particularly dependent on herself went?!!

"Woo~"

In the end, he couldn't hold back, Guo went to cry, and his tears burst into tears.

He fell to his knees and walked on his legs towards his sister in the mat, he had a lot to say to her, but could she hear her?

"Xiaojing~Woo~"

Guo went to take the girl's hand, it was cold, it was cold to the bone, it felt like there was no temperature at all, it was hard, it was completely stiff.

He remembered that he was like a drag oil bottle, hindering him from playing with his friends every day, so he always ignored this sister.

He remembered that the girl always never left and called him "pot pot".

He remembered that the girl was always very scared and cried when she couldn't see him, but he chose to ignore it in order to play with his friends.

Hehe~

Hehe~

Hey~

That day, he slapped himself in the face, and he took advantage of the fact that others were not paying attention, picked up the girl, and then refused to let go.

No matter how much the villagers dragged it, they couldn't drag it out.

"Hey~"

Obviously with tears, but laughing, this is the most painful cry.

His mind was blank, Guo Qu just sat on the ground, holding the girl in his hand, and he couldn't hear the voices of the people around him.

He didn't know how long he had been sitting, anyway, his whole body was cold, he was shaking uncontrollably, his legs had lost sensation, but his mind was back to normal at this moment.

"Woo~Woo~"

I wanted to call grandpa, but in the end I cried and couldn't speak.

"Xiao Ming, put down the girl, she went. The old man's face was pale, and his wrinkles deepened.

Guo went to look up at the old man, and then at the girl who was still fixed on the painful expression, and he finally let go of the girl.

The children of poor families are in charge of the family early, and he has accepted such ideas since he was a child, which played a role at this moment.

"Do you want to sell it at her grandmother's grave?"

"Hmm. The old man replied bitterly.

"Let's go, then. ”

The villagers wrapped the girl in a sunpad and were about to carry it away, but Guo Qu panicked at this time.

He hugged the mat and didn't want to let go, but he couldn't speak, and others didn't know what he meant.

"Woo~"

The old man looked at Guo Qu's pitiful eyes, and finally he seemed to understand, but he was a little unbearable, "Little child, you can't put it in a coffin and bury it." ”

"Woo woo woo ~ "

Guo Qu just cried, tears broke the embankment, he didn't allow the girl to be buried like this.

The villagers were helpless, and the old man wiped his tears with grief and moved his lips, "Use my coffin." ”

Seeing the coffin being carried out, Guo Qucai let go of the sunning pad, and then got up, but he fell to the ground again, he didn't care about it, and got up again.

He staggered back to his room, took out his latest and best clothes, which had only been mended once, and put them on the girl who had been put in the coffin at this time.

He smiled, and in a place where others could not see, he seemed to see the girl's smiling face, and when he heard the girl's laughter, he also smiled.

……

When his thoughts came back, Guo Qu shed a lot of tears, lay on the bed, tossing and turning again, this is a lingering nightmare in his life, as long as there is a heavy rain, it will be triggered, and the doctor calls it a mental illness, which is difficult to treat.

Now he didn't think about treatment, he wanted to remind himself that something like this couldn't happen again, otherwise he probably wouldn't have the courage to live again.

I can't sleep, and I'm always worried.

Guo Qu finally got up, and then gently opened the girl's door, looked at the sleeping girl, and saw that she was snoring, Guo Qu also put his mind at ease, a smile appeared on his face, and he felt as if he had a direction.

That's faith.

His belief is that the girl is well.

The girl is well;

It's a sunny day.

PS: It's raining heavily, my nightmare is coming again, and I can only comfort myself in the novel.

I'm sorry everyone, I didn't think about abuse, just take it as a reminder, remind you to communicate in time, be kind to your family, and don't regret it for the rest of your life like me, this feeling is really uncomfortable.