[Really... Do you want to knock on the door....]

I stood in front of the bamboo door next door under the snow, a little hesitant, even more cowardly, at this moment I found that I still couldn't face everything calmly, afraid of loss, afraid of division and hurt, maybe... It would be better to keep the status quo and let time adjust. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

In contrast to my worries, the snow was calm as usual, without any answer, and gently knocked on the bamboo door.

[It's coming] Yubihama's cheerful reply was immediately heard inside, probably thinking that the sushi he ordered was ready.. But, maybe this time it will disappoint her, if there is only one person under the snow, then the whole atmosphere will become more harmonious, and it will instantly become a small dinner party between friends, and you can spend a happy time, this imagination is imagination after all... Call... I've become a little disgusted with my own existence.

A few seconds later, the door was gently opened, and Yubihama's rather cheerful face slowly appeared in my eyes, and there was still a strange and ordinary dango shape in his hair, sorry....

As if he was taken aback, Yubihama showed a shocked expression the moment he saw the snow, and his mouth opened slightly [Xiao, Xiaoxue?]

[Eh, good afternoon, Yubihama] smiled and nodded at her under the snow

[How... And also... Small business?] She turned her gaze to me behind me under the snow [you..]

[Hm... It's just ordinary lunch time..]

[also、also...] Yubihama's originally cheerful expression gradually disappeared in this atmosphere that was embarrassed by my pollution, and he stood at the door at a loss... Of course, she knew the ending of getting together from the conversation between her and her mother just now.

[Oops ~ Yui, is it a classmate and friend?] Yubihama's mother also came to the door, and after seeing us standing at the door, she happily said [This is not a small business and.... Classmates who came with small businesses before?]

Ha..... Remember me and not under the snow... In the future, will I have a chance to mock the snow in the bright light?

[It's Koyukino.... And not classmates..] Yubihama listened to his mother's words, and hurriedly added with some embarrassment... Yubihama is also hard in some places...

[Hello Auntie, I'm a friend of Hihama under the snow, and I'm sorry to disturb me suddenly.] ]

[Hello, you]

Although Yubihama has already added, but under the snow is still very gentle to the aunt to introduce himself, I also followed the greeting, so it seems.... Yubihama's mother, maybe she's a very powerful person...

[Ah, yes, that's great.] Yuhihama's mother opens the door completely [Come in and share the table together, it's a bit of a waste to be just me and Yui, and we just happened to be on the phone....]

[Mom!] Yubihama hurriedly interrupted her mother's words and pushed her in through the door [Don't say these superfluous words, it's all Mom, you talk about yourself....]

[Eh~ The small business is here.,What's so embarrassing.]

The aunt who was forcibly pushed onto the sofa still said this kind of embarrassing conversation with Yubihama half-jokingly and half-seriously, and Yubihama seemed to be used to it, except for acting a little embarrassed, there was only that kind of helplessness for her mother.

[haha.ha...] When he got back to the door, he laughed at us awkwardly [don't mind, Mom always does this.... Okay, come in, it's just a quadruple room...]

I smiled at each other under the snow

[Then bother me.]

[Excuse me...]

After entering the room, they sat in turn, Yuhihama and her mother sat together, and I and Xuexia sat across from them, and the four-person room was worthy of a four-person room... It's much more spacious than a double room, at least I don't have to feel the suffocating subtlety of crowding, and I can't help but breathe a sigh of relief. It seems that if I come back later... Even if you break the cost, you have to open a quadruple room....

[That.... I'll go tell the waiter first... The problem of sharing a table...]

Truth be told, now... I couldn't find any topic to talk about, and the four of us just sat facing each other in this small room, and all three of us chose to be silent except for Yuhihama's mother, who looked at me and under the snow with more interest.... This situation... I had anticipated it when I knocked on the door, and I had thought of some words, but when it came time to face it, the words were blocked by an invisible pressure. So, two minutes later, he uttered this irrelevant sentence for an irrelevant reason to escape the torturous atmosphere.

[Well, then please]

Yukiki responded to me, Yubihama and Auntie also nodded, and after getting everyone's permission, I finally got a reason to escape for a short time, and walked to the front of the service desk with a pen that was usually half as slow as I usually did, and after carefully explaining the situation, I walked back step by step.... Ay..... Is it really that hard to face? Am I still the same person I used to be? These two questions should have been answered in the moment I thought of them before, and the changes have been too great....

When I was about to get to the isolation room, I was surprised to see Yubihama's mother walking towards me

[Eh, Auntie...]

[Small business, please leave Yui to it~]

After saying this irresponsible sentence with a gentle smile, he nodded to me, as if to encourage me and remind me of something, and walked out of the store under my puzzled gaze.... What happened.. In just one minute, between them.

Back in the isolation room, under the snow and Yubihama still sat looking at each other, silent and waiting. I didn't go back to my seat because I didn't know if there was a place for me in the space.

I closed the door and asked with some concern [Yuhihama... How is your mother...]

[Don't worry about Mom's words,] Yubihama glanced at me, lowered his head as if avoiding my gaze, and said in a deep voice [It's just... Something is just temporary...]

The answer in this tone, which is completely unconvincing, has become the only credible answer, and I am not in a position to deny it

[Oh....]

[Three... We're finally together. At this time, under the snow, who had been silent, finally said the first sentence in the true sense [Yuhihama... The conversation you had with your aunt just now... We've all heard it, and I'm here to apologize to you first.]

[.... No] Yuhihama shook his head, looking unusually calm, and showed a faint smile [It's okay, Xiaoxue and Xiaoji... I certainly didn't mean to hear it.] Saying that, he cast his eyes on me.... Are you asking me for confirmation...

[Half of them... Not intentionally...]

[....] Faced with this standard answer, Yubihama was stunned for a moment, and then laughed frankly and bitterly twice [also... There's no need to lie about this kind of thing.]

[Yuhihama, you... What are you worried about?]

Unexpectedly, under the snow, I went straight to the straight ball stage, without any prelude, and asked the question that I was most concerned about.

Yubihama suddenly looked up and looked at the snow in surprise, looking at each other, and no one would give in for half a minute... Feel... Should I avoid it first?

[No...] Yubihama gradually lowered his head, and his hands on the sides of his thighs clenched into fists [nothing...] The faint and inaudible voice, such an answer, even the most basic communication cannot be done.

[Deny it like this.] Nothing can be changed and solved] Xue Xia clasped his hands around his chest and began the long-lost didactic mode [blind evasion, indiscriminate veto, this is what you are worried about?or...] Speaking of this, she paused slightly, her eyes became very sharp, staring at Yubihama deadly, and said word by word [You... Didn't treat us as friends at all?]

[Snow, Yukino?] ..... Hey, that's too much, isn't it?In any case, Yubihama is not wrong, and she shouldn't take this responsibility, it's just the result of what we imposed on her.

Hearing this question, which was beyond everyone's comprehension, Yuhihama became very excited, stood up from his chair, and looked at the snow with red circles in his eyes. Be... It's a friend, the best.... Life..]

[So, what else is there to worry about?] Xue Xia, who was completely competitive, looked up at her very seriously, and said confidently [Yubihama, do you know the meaning of friends?]

Obviously, Yubihama doesn't have an answer in his heart, but he just followed his feelings to this point, which is really amazing... After closing his eyes and thinking for a while, he recounted in a bit of confusion [Let's go to school together... Together.. Shopping... Eat together....] Basically, the time the three of us spent together, the things we have done, and the changes we have experienced are slowly whispered.Probably, this is Yuhihama's definition of a friend.

[These... It's not just friends who can do it] shook his head under the snow [as long as the classmates who are a little more familiar with the class can do it, these... It's just a small part of my friends, and I'm asking about meaning, not just processes and metaphors. ]

[.....] Abruptly, after being denied again, Yuhihama looked to me... Ay... What is this...

[Hm... Yukino, slightly...]

[Hachiman shut up and stay honest!]

[Hmm.....] Freedom of speech is banned... But.. That's not bad either...

[Looks like you still don't know...] He also stood up under the snow, shook his head and chuckled [Yubihama, you say to Auntie.. That is, what does your mother think?]

[How do you see it...] Yubihama hesitated for a moment, perhaps because he was puzzled by a strange question, and after a pause for a few seconds, he replied with certainty [It's family! irreplaceable relatives!]

[So] under the snow slowly walked up to Yubihama's side, and in her stunned eyes, she took his hand towards me, and pulled me up with the other hand, and the three of them formed a small circle because of this... Do you want to make a meaningful game?" She glanced at Yubihama and me, smiled slightly, and announced confidently and proudly

[Friend.] It's also a kind of relative, and that's what I mean to it. ]

..... This wayward giving meaning is, in a sense, not just off track... But... How to say, actually... Even if it's a little bit.. It's also acceptable, just like setting off in the direction of the destination, even if there is only a step back from the starting point to the end, don't go far back, keep moving forward, and you can reach it one day, because... This world has been made into a ball... No matter where you start, you always go back to where you started.

[Loved ones?]

[Eh, irreplaceable, reassuring and entrusting all the burdens.Yubihama, what we pursue, that's it.] ]

..................... This sentence said by the eldest lady under the snow... I don't think it's credible... Is it because of a relationship with a certain guy... The evil thoughts retreated, why did that guy's sneer naturally pop up at this time... Damn it...

Yubihama cried, crying unreservedly, hugging the snow and burying her head in her chest, and under the snow at this moment gently stroked her head like a big sister, letting her vent all the emotions in her heart... Stress, loss, worry, and inescapable reality all need to be vented... Maybe it's not the most effective way, but it's the best way, and I'm so sure and looking forward to it, that they'll be in the same spotlight. I used to think that there is no disappointment without expectation, and there is no harm without unauthorized definition, but... This self-rule that has followed me for so many years seems.. It's not quite right... Can I blame them? It should be thanks.

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