Section 14: Reminiscences
As soon as I went out, Master stopped me, and after asking what had happened, I was very happy and worried about me: "Child, this is a long way to go, you have been dependent on Master since you were a child, and you have never been far away, Master is really not at ease, but you have a heavy responsibility, and Master can't follow, you must be careful yourself." Pen Γ fun Γ Pavilion www. ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ γ ο½ο½ο½ο½β
I said happily: "Master, don't be afraid, Jiren has his own nature, didn't you tell me that when I was a child, I was talking nonsense and was almost killed by everyone as a demon, it was really dangerous at that time." But now that I've been living so many years, Master doesn't have to worry too much. β
She said earnestly again: "The world is impermanent, and I don't know when and when I will see you again, there are some things I have to say to you." Child, do you know why I'm so cruel? In fact, I've killed all the people with bad intentions. I've hated these people the most in my life. They call me a murderer, but they don't know that I kill people who deserve to be killed. Whoever told them to be two-faced and three-stabbed, stepping on two boats, unkind, ungrateful, really damned, more than innocent. I hated the relatives of many people who deserved to die, and said to me with a handful of snot and tears, he has no grievances with you, why should you kill him, you hateful female devil. Actually, they really don't understand my heart.
I sincerely said, "No, Master, in fact, I know that you have always been very loving, and if you kill them, you must have your last resort, I have been with you for so many years, and I still don't know you, in fact, many things that I see on the surface are not necessarily facts, and many truths in the world are mostly hidden and cannot be understood. They don't know that you're the best person in the world. β
The master sighed and said, "It's really my good disciple, it's hard for you to think like this, it can be seen that I haven't hurt you in vain for so many years." When you go, I don't know if it's evil or lucky, Master can't be by your side, protect you well, you must be careful. Especially for those duplicitous bad men, you must be more careful. β
I hurriedly said, "Yes, thank you Master for your concern, I will take good care of myself." β
Master nodded and continued: "By the way, you don't often warn teachers not to kill people, Master will tell you the reason today, I hope you will learn from me in the future, and don't be deceived by those hateful bad men." β
"Many years ago, I had a happy family and a lovely child, but I shouldn't have believed him, this hateful negative man, who has brought me endless pain. You don't know how cute my child is, with a pink face and red skin. But as soon as he was born, he was stolen from me by the man who had a bad heart, and I heard that he had eloped with another young woman, and he must have disgusted me with my old age and decrepitness. Hey, this kid makes me suffer from love. Poor boy, I have traveled all these years to the ends of the earth, and I still haven't found him, not even a trace of him. In my life, I only hate not killing this negative man, not finding my child, this is my life's hatred, a lifetime of pain. β
"Master, do you know if he has any relatives in this world?" and then look for him?" I asked curiously.
The master said regretfully: "I only know that there are not many relatives in the teacher, in the early years, he seems to have a sister who entered the palace, but there are Ouchi guards in the palace, the guards are extremely strict, the road in the palace is winding, I stole into the palace wall several times, but unfortunately there is no acquaintance to guide the way, so I had to turn back halfway, and I didn't ask why, and a few times I almost met the Ouchi guards, and almost died, but then I expected that this impregnable palace, he couldn't go in, and then I didn't continue to look in the palace."
I was surprised and said, "I didn't expect the Ouchi guards to be so powerful?
The master said disapprovingly: "Of course, do you think these people eat rice? Although they are hidden and do not know their names in the rivers and lakes, they are masters among the masters, and they have concentrated the people with the highest martial arts. Otherwise, do you think that the emperor can sit so comfortably on the dragon chair high on the top?"
I continued to ask, "Then where else did Master go to look for them?"
The master said wistfully, "So I have searched almost all the places where there are people except for the palace, but to no avail. It seems that I am destined not to find him in this life. So now you know, Master is really good for you. In this world, many men are duplicitous and hypocritical. There are really very few men who are sincere to you. Men are afraid of getting into the wrong business, and women are afraid of marrying the wrong man. Although this pigskin face is ugly, as long as you wear it, you will not let those people see your flower and moon appearance, and see your truly beautiful appearance. When you meet someone who is really good to you and only values your heart, you can take it down again, so as not to repeat Master's overturn. So, you see, Master has never killed people indiscriminately, only those who abandon their wives and children. β
I blurted out, "By the way, Master, why are you telling me all this in detail?"
Master said, "The reason why I tell you this is because I still don't give up, I always feel that he is still alive, and I still want to find him, and when the time comes, I must ask him why he is so guilty, why he is so bad, why he left me, and then cut him with a thousand knives, so that he will die without a place to be buried." β
"And, Iβ" Master paused, finally made up his mind, and continued, "I hope that when you go out, you will help me look for his traces and our Yun'er again." β
"But I don't know them, and I haven't even seen them beforeβ" I tilted my head and said to Master in confusion.
The master hurriedly took out a tightly sealed picture scroll from the cabinet, and then carefully unfolded it: "By the way, I forgot to show you, take it, this is his portrait, according to the map, it will be easy to find, you see Master's memory, people are old, this brain is not as good as day by day." β
I hurriedly smiled and said, "Master, where are you old, you are a noble person who forgets things, I see that you and the wife of the gang are also as young as ever." β
"Yes, I can't compare with her, she is pampered, how can I be as old as her. Master smiled happily, "But you can speak, Master is happy to hear it." β
As I listened to Master's babbling, I opened the scroll that had been dusty for many years. This painting really has some vicissitudes of time, the corners of the painting are a little damaged, and there are some thin spider silk entangled. I carefully peeled off the overlapping silk screen and opened the scroll, and the thick-eyed, bright, stocky man in the painting rushed to my face.
"Master, it's strange, why does this person look about the same age as me? Master, are you mistaken?Or does Master like sibling love?Old cows eat tender grass?" I laughed.
"Little Hoof is talking nonsense again, be careful of Master's mouth. Master pretended to be angry. In fact, over the years, my relationship with Master has been solid, and I am more like sisters, father and son have become brothers for many years, and mother and daughter have become sisters for many years, so in the laughter and scolding, it is more true. "Look at my memory, don't you say it, I really forgot, yes, with a flick of my fingers, this time is really like flying, I didn't expect that the years are in a hurry, in a flash, eighteen years have passed. This is his previous appearance, and it must have changed now, you wait, let me change it again. Master picked up the ink pen Danqing, squinted his eyes, and changed it stroke by stroke, very seriously. I saw that she added a little wrinkle to her eyebrows, and changed it for more than half an hour, which was appropriate. "It must be like this, eight or nine are not far from ten. "Even if he turns to ashes, I can recognize him and draw it." I believe that this turtle bastard, he must not be dead yet, the good people don't live long, the bad people," the master said firmly.
Seeing that Master was still immersed in the portrait, I hurriedly reminded her, "Master, what does your Yun'er look like? β
She said regretfully: "But what has become of my child now, I really don't know, I don't know where this person who has been stabbed with a thousand knives has gotten our child, can't it be sold? When he left me, he was born less than a day ago, and this child is the same every day, I wonder what he looks like now?"
I reminded her, "Master, is this child of yours, is he a boy or a girl, and what are his characteristics? Maybe there is also this possibility, this world is big and big, small and small, you see, I have a fate with you, Master, maybe I will meet him too. β
Actually, I just want to comfort Master, the world is so big, even Master has been looking for many years and has not been able to get his wish, how dare I boast about Haikou. Just to keep her from thinking cranky and wanting to get sick, just to make her believe that her child could still be found. This person relies on faith and hopes to live, so as the saying goes, a tree lives a skin, and a person lives a breath.
As soon as Master spoke of his children, he became extremely tender and full of maternal brilliance: "You are right, I am really old and confused, and I owe you a reminder. He's a very sweet boy, white and chubby, about your age. Oh, at that time, he was born surrounded by purple gas, and everyone said that he was a handsome child after birth, and he was better than his father and mother in the future, why was he scraped away by his ruthless father? By the way, speaking of characteristics, he had a blue birthmark, and behind his little buttocks, it was a round birthmark the size of a copper coin. β
I chuckled in my heart: "This is very difficult, counting, this man is almost the age of a weak crown, and he is no longer a baby." And it's not a guy who takes off his pants casually, and even if he takes them off, I'm embarrassed to look at it, it's really difficult, it's hard to do. β
The master said indignantly: "Back then, it was all to blame for his father who had been stabbed with a thousand knives and ran away with a wild woman, causing our mother and son to be separated from each other, and we could not enjoy the joy of family. β
I said, "But Master, you don't love him very much, how can you give it up?"
The master laughed wildly: "Of course I am willing, you don't know, the deeper you love, the more you hate, without love, where does hatred come from? Love, like a gust of wind, drifts away with the wind, coming and going without a trace. When it comes, it is like spirit, like a flame, and it is intense, and when it goes, it is like water, like ice, cold and merciless. I've seen through men. Men, there are almost no good things, and nine out of ten men are bad. Master sighed infinitely.
"Yes, Master, what you said is too good, it makes so much sense, but I don't know how many people have to scramble for the rest of the good man, scramble to line up, haha, I guess it won't be my turn. I quipped deliberately.
"You're not right, in fact, looking at it, in the world, good men are often not wanted. The master paused: "Good men are honest, stupid, stupid, stupid, and unresponsive. Bad men, on the other hand, are much more powerful, dashing and humorous. But it's weird, the man in my family is really like a man, how stupid and stupid he is, and he won't say anything sweet, so I always think that he is too good to be good, so I neglected to take precautions and let him run away, blaming me for being careless and losing Jingzhou.
But to this day I still wonder why he left me, ran away with that little goblin, vixen, and took my only son with him? Where can I not stand with him? I am not reconciled, I am not reconciled, what is wrong with me? Where am I inferior to that little slut? I must ask him to understand, ask clearly. Unconvinced, Master said that she was as innocent as a child when she said this.
"Master, don't worry, I'll definitely help you keep an eye on it, don't think about it too much-" I comforted Master, not wanting her to fall into the memories of the past again, which was just another kind of torture for the soul.
"Actually, in fact, I don't want to kill those negative people, but I, I always can't help myself, I can't help myself, I feel too wronged, those people seem to be the epitome of him. Master muttered to himself.
I looked firm: "Master, don't be sad, but if you can not kill them in the future, you will not kill them, God has the virtue of a good life." And I will definitely help you keep an eye on them, and I will definitely do my best to find them, so please trust me. β
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