Looking at me who finally quieted down, He Anyang secretly said sorry. Ye Qing, don't blame me, Zhou Yunchen is dead, I can't see you getting hurt again for him, I'm sorry.

He Anyang took a deep breath and left the scene with me in his arms.

I felt as if I had a long dream, in which I was just about to have a wedding with Zhou Yunchen, but a woman suddenly ran out and snatched Zhou Yunchen, leaving me alone in the auditorium, feeling the sympathetic eyes from the guests......

"Zhou Yunchen ......" I exclaimed and sat up suddenly.

It turned out to be a dream. I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief in my heart, and subconsciously looked around, snow-white walls, snow-white sheets, this is the hospital?

Before he could speak, his mother and uncle had already opened his mouth with concern, "Girl, how do you feel?"

Seeing my uncle and mother's anxious appearance, I was a little surprised, and a smile appeared on my pale face, "I'm fine, Mom, uncle, you ......"

Before the words were finished, I looked up and saw He Anyang standing in front of me with a hesitant face, I was surprised at first, and then couldn't help but tease, "He Anyang, why are you here? Why are you so sad, did someone make you angry? But it is usually you who are angry at others......

My words came to an abrupt end, and a thrilling scene came to mind, heavy rain, overturning, explosion, fire......

My face turned pale in an instant, "He Anyang, has Zhou Yunchen been rescued?"

In fact, when he saw the sudden change in my face, He Anyang knew that I remembered it, and when he heard my question, He Anyang didn't know how to answer.

"Ye Qing, you take care of your injuries first, and we'll talk about other things later. ”

He Anyang had no choice but to talk about him left and right.

Hearing He Anyang's words, my heart sank, but I still held on to a glimmer of hope, and looked at my mother and uncle with tears in my eyes, "Mom, how is Zhou Yunchen now?"

Seeing her daughter's sad appearance, my mother and uncle were also sad, but they didn't dare to tell me the truth.

"Girl, you...... I ......"

The last bit of hope in my heart was also ruthlessly shattered, and I couldn't care about anything else, so I pulled out the needle from the back of my hand, got out of bed barefoot, and ran outside without hesitation.

Seeing my movements, everyone was startled, and He Anyang, who was closest to me, stretched out his hand and tried to hold me, but he didn't succeed.

"I ......"

Seeing that I had run out of the ward, everyone followed me one after another.

At this time, I can't care so much, since everyone refuses to tell themselves, then I can only look for them one by one, as long as Zhou Yunchen is also in this hospital, no matter how long I look for it, I will definitely be able to find it.

But what if Zhou Yunchen wasn't here.

My tears flowed uncontrollably, so I wiped them with my hands, and I pushed open the door of the ward one by one with my bare feet.

"Not here. ”

"Not in this room. ”

“……”

Behind my back, my uncle and mother apologized one by one, He Anyang could actually catch me, but my mother signaled him not to.

He Anyang understood in an instant, it was good for her to vent, some emotions could not be kept in her heart all the time, and it was easy to hold back her illness. He Anyang just followed closely behind me, protecting her at all times.

Finally, after confirming that Zhou Yunchen was not in the last room, I could no longer control my emotions, my body slowly slipped as if there was no support, and the pain that had been suppressed for a long time spewed out at this time.

I crouched down next to the wall and wept like a lost child.

The commotion here naturally attracted the attention of many people, including some doctors and nurses, Rao is used to seeing life and death parting, but seeing me crying so sadly, I can't help but feel a little sad in my heart.

If you cry so sadly, you must have lost your most beloved person.

Everyone couldn't help but feel the same way, and some nurses and doctors stepped forward one after another and whispered comfort.

"Girl, people can't be resurrected after death, so they must mourn and change. ”

"Yes, girl, the dead are gone, the living are strong, you are so sad that the dead can't leave with peace of mind......"

"Girl, let's open it, when you grow up, you will naturally have to face life and death. ”

Everyone persuaded me every word, but He Anyang and his uncle and mother stood by my side and didn't say a word.

They are the ones who really empathize with my grief, after all, they are relatives and friends. Of course, they also appreciate the kindness of others.

I don't believe it, she doesn't believe it, Zhou Yunchen will die like this, she really doesn't believe it!

I'm just looking for one floor, yes, there are still many floors waiting to be found, I haven't done my best, how can I give up hope?

Thinking of this, I suddenly got up, turned around and ran towards the stairwell!

Seeing my reaction, Zhou Yunchen knew what I was going to do, couldn't help but be angry, and strode in front of me, blocking my way.

"He Anyang, what are you doing blocking my way, I'm going to find Zhou Yunchen......" There was even a bit of pleading in my expression.

"Ye Qing, wake up quickly, Zhou Yunchen is already dead, he was blown up, even if you go through the entire hospital, you won't find him. He Anyang shook my shoulder violently, hoping that she would wake up soon, "Do you know how many people will worry about your current appearance, do you know it?"

When it came to the end, He Anyang was already full of voice.

Hearing He Anyang's words, my tears once again sloped down like a flood that broke the embankment, "He Anyang, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, but I hurt here, it really hurts......"

I pointed to the location of my heart, which was empty, with bouts of numb pain.

I have the same apologies for my uncle and mother, but I really can't control it, I want to see Zhou Yunchen, this thought is like a crazy weed, and I almost want to suffocate.

Seeing my fragile and helpless appearance, He Anyang felt distressed for a while, "I, believe me, everything will pass." ”

Is it passable?

I smiled bitterly, "He Anyang, thank you, some things are ......"

It's just that before the words were finished, I fell straight back, but fortunately, He Anyang quickly hugged me into his arms.

"Ye Qing, what's wrong with you?" He Anyang's voice was full of fear, "Doctor, nurse, come over and have a look." ”

Once again, there was chaos in the corridors of the hospital.

Looking at me lying quietly on the hospital bed, my mother's voice was full of worry, "Doctor, is my daughter okay?"

The doctor also expressed deep sympathy for my experience, "Her injuries are nothing serious, just some abrasions, which can heal in a few days, but her psychological trauma still needs more attention from your family, and be careful not to let the patient do anything drastic." ”

Hearing the doctor's words, several people nodded their heads again and again, and my mother sat on the edge of the bed, holding my hand tightly, hoping that I would be able to come out early.

When I woke up again, I stared blankly at the ceiling, and I didn't know how long it had been, and I took a heavy breath.

"Mom, let's go home. My voice was a little hoarse, looking at my mother who was worried on the side, I couldn't help but speak comfortingly, "Mom, don't worry, I'm fine." ”

My mother has always known that I am very sensible, and I used to feel only relieved, but now I feel a little distressed.

"Girl, let's go home. Mom quietly looked away and quietly wiped away her tears.

For several days, my mother and uncle took turns watching me, for fear that I would do something I couldn't think of, and my emotions were very unstable, sometimes good and sometimes bad.

Because I don't want my mother and uncle to worry, I've tried my best to restrain my emotions, but sometimes, tears still flow unconsciously.

Time flies like a white horse, disappearing in the blink of an eye, and after a period of recovery, my mood seems to be slowly stabilizing, which makes my mother and uncle somewhat comforted. But I, who had always been cheerful and optimistic, fell silent all of a sudden, and sometimes I didn't say a word for days.

Seeing that the Chinese New Year is approaching, the streets are becoming more and more lively, but I am becoming more and more silent, quiet as if it does not exist.

Naturally, I also know that I have changed, and every time I see my mother and uncle sighing, I want to explain, but I feel very powerless. After all, no matter how much you promise, life will definitely not go back to the past.

In order to prevent myself from continuing to miss Zhou Yunchen, I was either busy in the pharmacy or going to the library to study, or I went to the street to help my uncle sell fruits, and my time was full.

Seeing that I was busy like a spinning top, my mother and uncle couldn't help me with anything, so I could only do it on the side.

On this day, I returned to the community as usual, but as soon as I walked through the door, I heard the neighbors talking about it.

"Have you heard, the bombing that day was really deliberate? ”

Hearing the word explosion, I only felt my brain buzz, and subconsciously stopped my steps.

"I've heard that almost half of the whole newspaper is now covering this matter, and it seems that this time it is really a big deal. ”

"yes, I bought this newspaper, you guys come and have a look......"

Several old ladies got together and discussed the matter.

I came to a few of them like a walking corpse, and when I saw the eye-catching headline in the newspaper, my brain was so thunderous that I almost couldn't stand.

"Zhou Yunchen's soldiers outwitted the smugglers to protect the safety of the people, but unfortunately died and returned to their hometown. The huge eye-catching black font made my eyes moisten all of a sudden, and my voice couldn't help but tremble a little, "Auntie, can you show me this newspaper?"

Several people were discussing enthusiastically, at this time I heard the voice behind me, I was simply startled, and when I looked back and saw me who was lost and depressed, there was a little distress in my eyes, they were all neighbors, and they naturally heard about the hospital that day.

"Girl, here you go. The eldest lady put the newspaper in my hand and sighed, "The festival is smooth." ”

I took a deep breath, smiled appreciatively at a few people, grabbed the newspaper and hurried away.

When I got back to my room, I slowly unfolded the newspaper, and after reading the content of the report, I couldn't help but lie on the pillow and cry bitterly.

It turned out that in order to investigate a smuggler's predator, Zhou Yunchen had to lurk by his side to be an undercover agent, and the way to win the trust of the predator was to marry that woman!

Zhou Yunchen successfully won the trust of the smuggler, and in the shortest possible time, collected all the evidence about his smuggling crime.

The police rushed in and destroyed the predator's lair, but they didn't expect the predator to be cunning and didn't know where to escape.

Knowing that all his hard work was ruined, the predator naturally would not give up, so he set his sights on Zhou Yunchen, who was an undercover agent, so the predator planned this car accident and explosion.

I sat up, my eyes were swollen like a walnut, and the newspaper reported that I had caught the smuggler and was said to be sentenced to death, but so what? My heart is distressed, Zhou Yunchen, why didn't you tell me?

At this time, I couldn't wait to slap myself a few times, Zhou Yunchen gave himself a hint, thinking of this, my heart was a little excited. When he went to the capital to find Zhou Yunchen, he told himself that he must wait for him, and when the time is right, he will give himself a reasonable explanation. Looking at Zhou Yunchen's eyes that were almost pleading, I was unmoved.

At that time, he was determined that he was going to marry another woman, and his mood was almost desperate, so he didn't listen to Zhou Yunchen's words at all.

Even, I can think that when he resolutely turned around and walked back, Zhou Yunchen must have been very disappointed.

I knocked on my head, I, I, how could you be so stupid? Why don't you believe Zhou Yunchen? He is so good to you, you don't believe him?

But what's the use of regretting it now?

I lowered my head and looked through the hazy teary eyes to see clearly the black and white photos of Yunchen in the newspaper last week, and tears fell on the newspaper. Zhou Yunchen, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Although I know that no matter how much I cry, I can't change anything, but what can I do now besides crying?

I don't know how long it took before I slowly stopped crying, Zhou Yunchen, what can I do to make up for my mistakes?

The thought of this makes my heart ache.

When I arrived at the door of Zhou Yunchen's house, Zhou Tianqi seemed to be moving things, I took a deep breath and stepped forward, "Brother Zhou, are you going to move?"

Zhou Tianqi, who was moving things, turned around and saw me standing in front of him with a haggard face with red eyes.

Zhou Tianqi was taken aback, "Ye Qing?"

I nodded, with a bit of bitterness in my voice, "Brother Zhou, I'm sorry, I failed to protect Zhou Yunchen." ”

In fact, I have been thinking about this matter for a long time, if Zhou Yunchen hadn't bumped into him at that time, I'm afraid he wouldn't have been delayed in that place, if he hadn't delayed, would Zhou Yunchen not have met the smuggler?

But there was no if, but I really regretted it and blamed myself.

Seeing my appearance, Zhou Tianqi's expression was also a little sad, and he patted me on the shoulder, "Ye Qing, this matter is not your fault, you don't have to blame yourself, I believe that Zhou Yunchen doesn't want to see you now, he hopes that you can be happy every day." ”

"But I ......" Hearing Zhou Tianqi's words, I said softly, can I still go back to the time when I was happy?

I still want to say something, Zhou Tianqi on the other side has already waved his hand, "I, this matter really has nothing to do with you, Zhou Yunchen must have thought of this consequence when he chose to do this matter, Zhou Yunchen has always been a person who has the courage to take responsibility, he doesn't want you to take responsibility for what he did, otherwise, he will be uneasy." ”

Zhou Tianqi is right, Zhou Yunchen is familiar with everything he does, and this result may be the worst result Zhou Yunchen thought of, but he didn't expect it to happen.

"Our family is moving to the capital. Zhou Tianqi looked at me with some concern, as if he was thinking of something, "You wait here, I have something to give you." ”

After finishing speaking, Zhou Tianqi walked into the house.

Looking at the back similar to Zhou Yunchen, I felt a pain in my heart, and subconsciously turned my head.

I took two steps and looked at the full car, Zhou Yunchen, your family is going to the capital, are you happy?

But what if my heart is so uncomfortable?

Zhou Tianqi didn't go in for long, he walked out in the blink of an eye, and then handed me the things in his hand.

I didn't reach for it, and there was a little doubt in my eyes.

Seeing my appearance, Zhou Tianqi opened his mouth to explain, "Actually, this is not what I gave you." ”

I'm even more confused, it wasn't given to me by Brother Zhou, could it be......

Thinking of this, there was a faint excitement in my eyes.

Seeing my appearance, Zhou Tianqi nodded, "That's right, this is what Zhou Yunchen wants to give you, in fact, he originally wanted to wait for you to be admitted to college before giving it to you, but now...... It's up to me to do this. ”

Zhou Tianqi's voice also carried a little sadness, which made my heart tremble.

Carefully took the box, I thanked Zhou Tianqi, and just wanted to turn around and walk back, as if thinking of something, "Brother Zhou, uncle and aunt...... Are you alright?"

How can it be good? That's a son who has been raised for more than 20 years, how can a black-haired person send a white-haired person?

Hearing my words, Zhou Tianqi turned his face away all of a sudden, and when he looked at me again, his eyes were red, "It's okay, it's going to pass." ”

I tried to hook the corners of my mouth, but I found that I couldn't hook it at all, and my throat felt like it was stuck by a fish bone, and I was a little choked and uncomfortable.

yes, how can it be good.

"Brother Zhou, then I'll go back first, if there is a ...... If you need anything, you can come to me. "I know they don't want to see themselves anymore, do they?

Zhou Tianqi nodded and waved his hand at me.

When I got home, I went straight to my room and closed the door.

I put the box on my lap, and my fingers gently stroked the area around the box, which seemed to have Zhou Yunchen's temperature on it, and couldn't help but rub it gently.

I don't know how long it took, but my fingers trembled and gently opened the box.

When I saw the contents of the box, I was stunned, the thing in the box was a photo of myself, to be precise, it was a black and white photo of myself taken by Zhou Yunchen.

The corners of my mouth hooked, when did Zhou Yunchen secretly take pictures, how could I not notice it at all?

Gently picking up the photo, I found that there was a gold ring in the corner of the box, who had fallen here?

But since it's Zhou Yunchen's, it should be Zhou Yunchen's, thinking of this, I seem to think of something, and suddenly turn the photo over!

Tears flowed out uncontrollably again in an instant, my tears were blurred, and my white fingers gently stroked the sonorous and powerful font Zhou Yunchen's wife.

It turned out that Zhou Yunchen had already decided that he was his wife, so he planned to propose to him after he went to college? Thinking of this possibility, my heart hurt violently again.

Zhou Yunchen, why didn't you tell me, why?

Since I got the box handed to me by Brother Zhou, my mood that had slowly calmed down fell to the bottom again.

I didn't eat much every day, which worried my mother and uncle.

I can't manage it so much, I study like crazy almost every day, and in addition, I manage her pharmacy. It's almost two points and one line, and the whole person is quiet.

I can see my mother's worries, but I can't control it so much, because as long as I stop, Zhou Yunchen's face will keep appearing in my mind, and I just feel extremely heartbroken.

So I kept myself busy, so busy that I didn't have time to think about Zhou Yunchen.

When the shop is not too busy, I take out those novel fruits and vegetables from my consciousness space and make them into a variety of foods. Taste them yourself, and if they're good, they'll be shared with everyone.

On this day, I was making food in the store, and the door of the pharmacy was pushed open from the outside, and then Sun Bihua's figure appeared in my sight.

I was a little surprised, and I couldn't help but hide the food behind me, "Sun Bihua, why are you here?"

Seeing my movements, Sun Bihua smiled and stretched out her hand, "Take it out." ”

I was embarrassed to take out the food, "Sun Bihua, I'm sorry, the store is idle for a while, so I made these things." ”

After all, doing these things while working part-time, I know, it's not supposed to be.

Hearing my words, Sun Bihua didn't say anything, just put a small piece of mung bean cake-like snack I made in his mouth.

Sun Bihua's eyes lit up, "Ye Qing, it's delicious." ”

I didn't quite understand what Sun Bihua meant, so I smiled awkwardly, nodded and didn't speak.

"Ye Qing, I have a suggestion, do you want to listen to it. Sun Bihua suddenly thought of something, and looked at me with a little expectation in her eyes.