Chapter 22: To My Departing Beloved

"To my beloved husband who is now crying beside me. Thank you for being with me through the last year of my life. Marrying you is the right choice in my life!

Forgive me for sneaking a look at the book you've already written halfway through, and I hope you keep writing and don't give up!

Thank you for our chance encounter, and I hope to be your wife for the rest of my life......!

Drop by drop, my tears fell on the paper, blurring the handwriting on the paper. I walked up to Ye Yuanshi and looked at this girl who used to be in love with me, why did God give her such unfair treatment. I stroked her cheek and stroked every organ on her face. The nose, eyes, and mouth are all so familiar, but now they don't feel any temperature, only cold corpses......

Time flies, and in all memories, happy times are always so short, but painful memories are eternal. According to Ye Yuanshi's last wishes, the body was not cremated, but was buried in a coffin and buried in the back garden of our villa......

At this time, I felt that life was so fragile, and this girl who loved me had completely disappeared from my world. Watching the coffin being lowered little by little, I suddenly recalled the bits and pieces of our lives, recalled the shows we had participated in together, recalled that I was carrying her and she wrote on my back clothes, and recalled the shyness and shyness when we were asked about intimate topics...... And that figure became more and more blurry in my vision......

Who will cook delicious food for me in the future...... Who helped me with advice...... Who will cover me with a warm blanket when I'm drunk...... We also said that when everything is over, we will go on a trip together. Isn't it common for the heroine in film and television dramas to die so easily? Why did my heroine die......

When the coffin is buried, I still have to re-accept this sad reality, and the novel can be deleted and rewritten, but my she, has been left in the long river of history, and will never come back...... Maybe none of us should have come to this world, but thanks to this coincidental result, our world is so prosperous......

A week later, I came to Shangdu Hospital again with my newly purchased vase.

"Doctor, I broke one of your vases, and I'll give you back!" Putting down the vase, I turned to leave the office. The doctor put down the pen in his hand, walked around from behind the desk and stopped me, put his arm around my shoulder, and said thoughtfully: "I think back then, at your age, I was still a waste person who relied on my parents for food and clothing. There are many unsatisfactory things in life, my grandfather used to be a hero of the Anti-Japanese War, and finally he was killed by a traitor, but what can be done! History is always full of drama......

The doctor cleared his throat and continued: "Life is like a gun, don't care how many enemies you can kill with it, the key is to make sure it doesn't rust...... I'm still jealous of you being so young and promising!" I smiled and nodded at him and left the hospital. I don't understand, what does the doctor mean by saying these irrelevant words to me?!

After that, An Hongtian told me that Shangdu Hospital was the place where I was born. Ye Yuanshi's mother was the female nurse who took me away and handed me over to traffickers when I was born...... It was also for this reason that An Hongtian hesitated. And a few years later, Ye Yuanshi's mother also left her newborn daughter behind...... I took a turn and returned to the starting point, only to find that the starting line was long gone......

Standing in front of the empty villa, looking at this big house that once had our common memories, now it seems extraordinarily vicissitudes, perhaps it is also mourning the departed hostess. I went back to my bedroom, reminiscing about the memories that belonged to this room, the yellowed pictures on the table, as if smiling sadly at me. Suddenly, I saw a corner of a piece of paper leaking out of the drawer of the bedside table. I took out this piece of paper, which was a bit old, and on it were the lyrics that Ye Yuanshi had written before, and we had a disagreement about this matter.

When Ye Yuanshi had just finished filming "Gentle Rainy Season", she began to write this lyric, and she also told me that she wanted to expand her career and develop in the singing industry, but I was more opposed at that time. This is the first time I have seen this sentence written by her, and when I saw this familiar handwriting again, two lines of hot tears could not help but slip from the corners of my eyes......

I read the lyrics over and over again, and finally made up my mind to fill in the unfinished lyrics, and I believe that Ye Yuanshi would want me to do the same.

After a week of tireless hard work, I finally filled in the lyrics left by Ye Yuan's poems and named it "Ye Can't Die". Later, a professional musician was hired to compose the music for this lyrics. This song was sung by An Youjun, and because of Ye Yuanshi's death, it gained the attention of the outside world, and finally ranked first in the number of downloads on a website.

After Ye Yuanshi passed away, I always wanted to close the company, because I no longer had any motivation to operate, and it has been going downhill, and the company is currently empty, and there are not many artists left. But An Youjun has always supported me to continue to do the company, she has watched the company grow little by little, and she doesn't want the company to close down.

A few days later, I finally found Yang Pu again through multiple contacts and invited her to come to the company to continue to be my secretary. Actually, I still had some concerns before inviting her, but at the moment I do need a more experienced secretary, and as for how the media can use the topic to play, that's their business. Believe in what you do, you don't need to explain it to others!

Listening to An Youjun on the stage, singing the song "Ye Can't Be Won't" created by Ye Yuan's poems and adapted by me, my heart was like a knife......

Suddenly, one day, I came to the end of the world, and when I looked up, it was no different.

Suddenly, one day, standing at the top of the world, I felt that the ground under my feet was also surrendered to me.

If one day, I leave the world, who will hang up my gray photo......

Eternal companionship is my prayer.

Suddenly realize that I can't fit in without you......

I slowly discovered that the pace of fate has never stopped.

I still remember the most unforgettable dream I ever had, and it was also the dream that you and I witnessed together.

You and I have an erroneous marriage, and I always feel that I have met you in my previous life......

Only the coronation on the ring finger is the best testimony of our love.

Everyone has had a good time, and your handsome face in memory ......

Overcome the difficulties and obstacles together and experience the feelings of the beginning of love.

Remember the past, your gentle smiling face, I can't erase the fragments of my memory.

Suddenly, I realized that without your loneliness, in your eyes, I was different.

I've been waiting where I was, and I never saw you.

Before I knew it, it was already in my last years.

Slowly realized that we are all supporting roles in this world.

I remember the road I once missed.

Don't always say that the effort is not worth it, in fact, everything will have results.

The end of the dream is not far away, don't cry alone.

Everyone has had a good time, and I remember your beautiful face.

Spend the years of youth and ignorance, and feel the happiness after falling in love......

If there are no setbacks in life, how can we surpass ourselves.

The old picture on the table seems to be smiling sadly.

Don't dwell on past mistakes and let yourself miss out permanently.

After waking up from a dream, you still have to face life and feel the loss of your lover......

There are some things that you may never understand, and you will never be able to investigate the results, so you simply don't think about it. In fact, we live in this world, and there are many things that we don't understand until we die......

Over the years, I have grown a lot, from a little-known hairy boy, to a well-known company CEO, to the present moment...... Do you remember the fledgling boy at the beginning?!He no longer exists, replaced by carefully polished jade......

After a long wait, my clumsy book was finally published, and at the new book promotion conference, the reporter was a little surprised, looking at Jiang Jingwen sitting next to me, a reporter asked: "Recently, the two of you have been in contact more frequently, do you want to have a deeper relationship with each other?"

"No!" Jiang Jingwen and I replied almost in unison. The audience was silent for a moment, and another reporter asked: "I want to ask Mr. Fan, there are many rumors that you want to adapt your own book as a script and intentionally want to make it into a film and television work, is this true?"

I lowered my head in silence, then looked up with a smile and stared at the camera lens......