Chapter 13: You can't do it
After all, Yan Xi and Ye Han both graduated from Shanghai Port Art Institute, and Yan Xi is Xiao Yehan's two younger sisters, it would not be surprising if he had heard of Ye Han's great achievements in school.
At that time, in the first year of college, Ye Han won the championship of the school's top ten singer competition, although time has passed, Ye Han has graduated for more than eight years, but as long as people who know Ye Han, they will remember the singing voice he left at that time, that unique voice.
When Ye Han sings, his voice is a little hoarse, so he can always interpret the song with a special sadness and incendiary tears. At that time, Ye Han, who was only a freshman, was a student of Shangyi and became a melancholy little prince.
Of course, looking at this title now, it more or less makes people feel a little dirty.
It's just that after leaving the campus, Ye Han found that life was not as dreamy as in college, and he thought that he could quickly sign a famous record company with his voice, but the fact is that he is just a newcomer, and he is a newcomer without any social background, and there is no record company willing to take a huge risk to package a newcomer's debut.
The most important thing is that the rejection reasons of the record companies that Ye Han applied for at that time were all surprisingly consistent, believing that the crying singing method has a small market in the Chinese music scene, and the song path is single, and they are not optimistic about the future development prospects.
Moreover, the draft competition at that time was not as popular as it is now, and it was basically controlled by these well-known record companies behind it, even if Ye Han entered the audition, he was quickly eliminated, and after a year or two of such a life, Ye Han's dream of singing was gradually shattered.
However, in those years, Li Xiran was Ye Han's biggest pillar, Li Xiran was Ye Han's alumnus, and he was recognized as the school flower of the school at that time, and she was beautiful. At that time, the students who chased Li Xiran could line up from the school library to the school gate, but Li Xiran, who had always been cold and glamorous, had never had a good impression of any boys, except Ye Han.
It was Ye Han's singing voice that moved Li Xiran.
However, the two of them didn't get together until their junior year, and at that time in school, there were not many people who knew about their relationship.
The reason lies in Li Xiran, although Li Xiran is cold and glamorous, her desire for success is very strong, she dreams of becoming a formal actor after graduation, dreams of becoming famous in a drama after graduation, and dreams of becoming a well-known actress in China after graduation.
Therefore, because of this, she deeply understands that even in school, she can't be known by her classmates about falling in love, otherwise, after her debut, it will be difficult to clear her name.
No female star who has just debuted will admit that she already has a boyfriend, which is the most basic requirement of film and television companies for new actresses, and the most basic factor for a new actress to be recognized by the audience.
But one child almost changed the fate of two people. Moreover, in the end, it was also because of Ye Han's compromise that Li Xiran returned to the normal path.
Although there has been no public relationship, under the fire of dry firewood, it is inevitable that the two of them will go off the rails, and by accident, Li Xiran is pregnant with Ye Han's child.
That year, it had been two years since they graduated from college, and Ye Han had basically been rejected by a well-known domestic record company at that time, and finally fell to a bar to sing in a bar, with a monthly salary of 8,000 per month.
And Li Xiran is just the opposite of Ye Han, after graduation, he signed a contract with the most well-known Tianya Film and Television in China, although at the beginning he could only play a girl and a girlfriend, but after all, Li Xiran's appearance is there, and his acting skills are also good.
In this way, gradually, Ye Han became Li Xiran's burden, and Li Xiran was waiting for the announcement of the heroine of a big drama at that time, once the announcement came, it was an opportunity for Li Xiran to become famous.
In that environment, Ye Han's pressure is also increasing. Moreover, because Ye Han couldn't get results for a long time, Li Xiran's attitude towards Ye Han also slowly changed.
His attitude towards Ye Han became a little indifferent.
At that time, Ye Han's heart was very painful, the more popular Li Xiran was, the stronger the torment in his heart, the more popular Li Xiran became, once the relationship between the two of them was exposed, the smaller his chance of becoming a singer, once Ye Han's background was dug deeply, maybe all Li Xiran's fans would think that Ye Han was a little white face who ate soft rice.
As long as Li Xiran is red, Ye Han may never be able to raise his head again, unless the relationship with Li Xiran is lifted.
The best option is to break up.
On the day they broke up, Li Xiran and Ye Han were both drunk, no matter what, they have been together since their junior year, and unknowingly, it has been more than four years.
After more than four years of relationship, if you let go, even if you are a cold person, you will be uncomfortable and reluctant. Moreover, the breakup between the two of them was not because of emotional incompatibility, but simply because of this cruel reality.
That night, Li Xiran drank a lot of wine, and then lay in Ye Han's arms, crying fiercely, she said sorry to Ye Han one by one with tears, saying that she really couldn't give up her dream, and for her dream, this was a desperate way to choose.
That night, Ye Han also drank a lot of wine, but he never cried, he always hugged Li Xiran quietly, and couldn't say anything.
For Ye Han at that time, he felt that even if he wanted to blame, he could only blame himself, and he failed to give Li Xiran the life he wanted. Moreover, even if Ye Hanxing's road was smooth sailing at that time and he successfully debuted, the relationship between the two of them would still not be made public.
This kind of life of worrying about being secretly photographed by the paparazzi every day, Ye Han doesn't want it.
Ye Han that night just smiled bitterly from time to time, drank wine, and smiled bitterly, all kinds of things in his heart could only be buried in the depths continuously, and there was no other way.
Until the third watch in the middle of the night, when Ye Han thought that Li Xiran had fallen asleep in his arms, Li Xiran put on Ye Han's warm lips.
After waking up in a daze in the morning, Li Xiran beside him was no longer there, and there was a bank card left on the table, and the password was Ye Han's birthday.
It wasn't until that moment that Ye Han cried, crying so hard that he was heartbreaking, he felt that he was too cowardly and incompetent.
In the days that followed, Ye Han lived a messy life every day, quit his job as a bar singer, stayed at home all day, smoked and drank, and was drunk and sleepy.
It wasn't until two weeks later that Li Xiran suddenly found him in a panic, and when he saw Ye Han, he threw himself into Ye Han's arms and cried fiercely.
Ye Han didn't know what was going on at all, and he was also distressed when he looked at Li Xiran, who was crying so heartbreakingly in his arms.
Li Xiran cried in Ye Han's arms for a long time before she raised her head and choked up and said that she was pregnant.
Ye Han knew that it must be the child who stayed behind on the night of the drunkenness that day.
For this child, Ye Han's mind was also blank all of a sudden, and in the face of the situation at that time, Ye Han didn't know what to do.
Of course, Ye Han knew in his heart that taking the child away was definitely the best choice, but in this case, Ye Han couldn't say it at all, he could only wait for Li Xiran to say this sentence himself.
However, to Ye Han's surprise, Li Xiran said something that shocked Ye Han.
Li Xiran said that she went to the hospital for an examination, and the doctor said that she was born with a thin uterine wall, and if she lost the child, she would never be able to get pregnant again in her life.
Not having children, for a woman, may be more terrifying and unacceptable than having no career.
So Li Xiran told Ye Han that she had pushed down the notice and decided to give birth to the child.
Li Xiran gave up the star journey for the sake of the child, Ye Han felt guilty in his heart, and felt that Li Xiran had sacrificed too much, but at the same time, it also gave Ye Han a new hope in life. If Li Xiran is willing to give up, then live an ordinary life, and the two will join hands to grow old with old love and love, and they will be happy.
At that time, Li Xiran did plan to give up his star journey for the sake of his only child, and in order to completely destroy his dream, Li Xiran offered to marry Ye Han.
In Li Xiran's view at that time, a marriage certificate was a death notice for his star journey.
I thought to myself, only by breaking up like this can I really let go.
In the year that Li Xiran was pregnant, Ye Han felt that his ordinary and happy life had been settled.
Every day, for Ye Han, is extraordinarily fulfilling.
Because of a child, he regained the goddess that had been dreamed of by thousands of boys on the Shangyi campus.
It's just that Ye Han, who was carried away by happiness, didn't notice the abnormality of Li Xiran in the later months of pregnancy at all.
Ye Han didn't find out that Li Xiran and the film and television company suddenly started to contact again.
Moreover, in her address book, she has been in contact with a man named Liu Yan.
What Ye Han didn't even know was that during that time, Li Xiran sometimes went out alone, just to meet the man named Liu Yan.
Ye Han didn't notice all this.
In October, the child finally came to this world, and Ye Han on that day was probably the happiest day in this life.
At the head of Li Xiran's bed, Ye Han held Li Xiran's hand tightly and swore and said: "Xiran, I will definitely love you mother and daughter in this life, and I will definitely work hard to give you the best life in this life." ”
Li Xiran smiled faintly, a little pale in his smile, and then asked, "Can you really do it?"
"Yes!" Ye Han replied without thinking.
But at this time, behind Ye Han, a man's voice suddenly sounded, he stood at the door, facing Ye Han, and said lightly: "I'm sorry, you can't." ”