The doctor thought for a moment and continued: "When her desire for death is very strong, anything can become a prop for her self-killing, and she must also be separated from other patients. ”

"Oh, can you help her with the transfer?"

"No, the patient's family has paid the hospital a large amount of money in advance, enough for her to recuperate here for a year, and then a special psychiatrist will come and enlighten her. ”

"Why didn't her family come out to take a look when she had an accident?"

"The patient's parents are divorced and live abroad all the year round, so it is inconvenient for them to come back, so they just asked their relatives to come and go through the formalities. ”

He Jinxia couldn't help but ask, "Head nurse, doctor, is depression really so terrifying?"

The doctor looked at her and said in a deep voice: "This is not a terminal illness, it can be treated, but it depends on whether she is willing to come out, if she is unwilling, no matter how good the medicine is, it is useless." ”

As the other nurses walked out, the doctor and the head nurse did not continue to talk, and explained that He Jinxia had to keep his shift and left.

Today is the first day of Tongtong's symptom outbreak, and since Tongtong fell asleep after being controlled by the drug, He Jinxia's eyelids have been beating, and there is always a feeling of uneasiness in his heart.

She thought about it, and it changed from an hour-to-hour round to a half-hour round, because of the afternoon incident, the other patients in the ward had been transferred to other wards.

The hospital also has to vacate a separate room without windows, which will take some time, so it will take tomorrow and the day after tomorrow to transfer Tongtong.

He Jinxia felt a sense of depression every time he passed by Tongtong's hospital room and saw the sleeping Tongtong through the glass window outside.

Is depression really so scary?

For the first time, He Jinxia felt that the role she received turned out to be so heavy.

In the original script of "Eighteen-Year-Old Sky", there are five heroines, four of whom had children out of wedlock during the flowering season of eighteen.

Some are the irresponsible legacy of their boyfriends, some are the product of going out to play a night, and some are like Tongtong, who was accidentally hit by someone who pulled it out.

The only heroine who didn't have a child.,But she has a past history of being forced to B.,And suffered from severe depression.,The heroine tries to restrain her emotions and let herself seamlessly integrate into an ordinary and peaceful life.。

But depression, after all, is a time bomb, and in countless late nights, there is always a thought in my mind that bewitches the heroine to commit suicide and end her life.

He Jinxia saw this plot at the time, and at first classified the heroine's illness as a mental illness, for no other reason, just because some of the heroine's behaviors in the script were quite ...... Neurological.

It's just that now, He Jinxia lowered her eyes, thinking of Tongtong's appearance when she was ill today, and suddenly felt that the description in the script might be quite benevolent.

"Xia Jinhe, it's time to eat!" A nurse was calling He Jinxia's pseudonym, He Jinxia came back to her senses, answered and left.

What she didn't see was that Tongtong, who was lying on the hospital bed, suddenly opened her eyes at this moment, her eyes were full of indifference and despair, and she didn't have the slightest anger.

When He Jinxia came back after carefully eating dinner to cover up, she passed by the ward and glanced at it casually, and saw Tongtong leaning on the hospital bed, looking at the window outside with her head behind her back.

He Jinxia was stunned, pushed open the door and walked in, and said softly: "Tongtong." ”

Tong Tong ignored her.

He Jinxia couldn't help but continue to move forward, and his voice was slightly louder: "Tongtong!"

At this time, Tongtong turned his head to look at her expressionlessly, his face was pale, and he said expressionlessly: "Sister, I want to eat." ”

He Jinxia was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly said, "You wait a minute, I'll go to cook for you now." ”

After she went out, Tongtong moved, suddenly got out of bed, didn't wear shoes, pushed open the door and looked left and right, and walked up the stairs.

Fortunately, the nurse on duty on the third floor above was more dedicated, and as soon as Tongtong walked up, she saw it and hurriedly stopped her, "Tongtong, what are you going to do, how cold is the floor, why don't you put on your shoes?"

Tong Tong looked at her and said faintly, "I want to see what the sky looks like, I want to go to the rooftop." ”

When the nurse heard this, she secretly screamed in her heart, and hurriedly said: "It's night now, the sky is not good-looking, when the sun comes out tomorrow, the sky is blue and blue, and there are white white clouds floating, and the birds are flying, it will be better at that time, will my sister take you to see it tomorrow?"

Kiriki nodded numbly and let the nurse drag her back to the ward.

As soon as He Jinxia brought back the meal, he was dragged aside by the nurse and scolded: "How do you look at people, if I hadn't found it in time on the third floor, everyone would have run to the rooftop to die!"

He Jinxia was stunned: "Looking for death?"

The nurse said: "Depressed patients have always been very emotionally unstable, it is very possible to seek death, and what are you doing on the rooftop at night?

He Jinxia sighed in her heart, and asked nervously, "Then is she okay?"

The nurse rolled her eyes at her: "I'm here, I've coaxed people back, but you have to watch carefully, if you can't go to the rooftop today, what if you go tomorrow? If something happens to someone in the hospital, our entire hospital will be closed!"

He Jinxia frowned, in ancient times, she was committed to cater to all kinds of nobles and snakes, just to live, it is better to die than to live, if in ancient times, a woman lost her virginity and chose to hang herself or something, then it is reasonable.

But in modern times, men and women are equal, and everyone is open-minded, just choosing to commit suicide because of this kind of thing seems to be a bit too much to live up to life, right?

"Depression, is it really so scary, that people want to die all the time?" He Jinxia looked at Tongtong on the hospital bed, and couldn't help but ask softly.

The nurse also glanced at Tongtong and sighed lightly, "It's not a serious problem, but people's hearts are sick, and they can't manage so much." ”

He Jinxia looked at the departing nurse, then turned her head to look at Tongtong, and a heavy touch crossed her eyes.

In the evening, when He Jinxia was making rounds, she saw a strange thing again, which startled her.

Instead of sleeping, she stood on the floor, with her back to her and looking out the window.

When He Jinxia saw this scene, two words flashed in his mind and jumped out of the window?!

She quickly called the front desk, and the medical staff at the front desk quickly called one of the doctors on duty.

When the doctor saw this scene, his face was slightly gloomy, he quietly pushed open the door and walked in, and said softly: "Tongtong, what are you doing?" 2k reading web