Time is so fast, another year has gone 365 days, and 2016 is going to say goodbye. But I don't seem to be ready to enter the new year, or it is more accurate that I am nostalgic for 2016. It probably has something to do with the fact that I don't want to increase the number of ages. However, when I stand at the beginning of the new year in 2017 and look back at 2016, which is not far away, I am always happy and smiling as I have been at this juncture in previous years. I am glad that I did not waste my time, and this year has passed in happiness, happiness and fulfillment. Here, only nostalgia, no reluctance to say thank you to me in 2016 is the most appropriate. Say goodbye to my 2016, it's also a pleasure and gratification!

"Happy and gratifying" comes from the year of 2016, I measure and record the years like a song with my footsteps and words, and every journey is cheerful.

I love writing and hiking, and this year I have been doing whatever I want. Dozens of essays have been published on the contracted Jiangshan Literature Network. I am also here, and I have continued to write "My Sky My Cloud" for six consecutive years, and the article "Zhongnangou Ji" was selected into the magazine "Chinese Essayist". In March, he joined the "Chinese Prose Association". I'm not exempt from vulgarity, and I hope to be affirmed and recognized. Besides, for me, who has always looked up to me, this organization is a good fit for me. Of course, more importantly, it is an encouragement and encouragement for my writing.

It was also in the process of joining the Writers' Association that I was lucky enough to meet the venerable writer Mr. Wu Xiaowen on the Internet, without his help and guidance, my membership should not have been so smooth. I have never known him all my life, and it was on his Sina blog that I left a "note" to inquire about joining the club. And he helped me like a brother and a teacher. He told me not to join the association mentioned in the "note", suggested that I join the regular "Chinese Prose Association", and gave me the contact information of the association's president. During the application process, Mr. Wu gave me detailed guidance in every process. When I sent him the photo of the certificate of membership, Mr. Wu said, "Yunduo, you will definitely have an important place in the prose field, and you must insist on writing more ......" This is an eternal spur and encouragement to me.

Therefore, Mr. Wu is the first person I want to thank. I sent out the first "note" inquiry with him on the Internet, and the last time in the circle of friends, I liked it and he laughed, and it was less than 100 days before and after. But my gratitude to Mr. Wu will be eternal. When you died young, you probably didn't expect to meet me on the last journey of your life and help me. Perhaps this is God's arrangement. This year, I have been thinking about it, and after your daughter graduates college in the future, I am willing to work with her to do my best for the "Red Studies" that you have studied all your life......

This year, the second thing that makes me happy and unforgettable is that I got in touch with my SH friend who has been separated for three years, and the three of us who met in XC five years ago went to XJ together This is a happy trip, XJ's scenery of the Western Regions makes us happy and unforgettable, in the vast Gobi yellow sand and grassland pastures in northern Xinjiang, we have left our graceful posture and cheerful laughter, and the trip to northern Xinjiang is perfect. Therefore, we will come back together in the next year when the flowers are blooming.

In retrospect, every moment I spent with Ah Hua was joyful, as well as unexpected luck. On that day (8.17 of the lunar calendar), on the day she arrived in Xi'an, I invited her to play in Muslim Street. At the beginning of the lanterns, when resting in the gardening area on the west side of the bell tower, I inadvertently turned my head to see the brilliant bell tower, I don't know when a full moon rose in the dark night sky, and was hanging on the top of the bell tower, more than a foot away from the spire, the picture was so beautiful that my heart was pounding, and I called softly, "Ah Hua, look at the bell tower!" I couldn't help but raise my arms and shout, "King, I'm coming......

This scene will never be forgotten. Thank you for this moment to be with Ah Hua. With her, everything will be so complete. This is an artistic conception that cannot be achieved with anyone. Because, the story that belongs to me is immersive and empathetic only for her to understand. All this tonight is the most complete interpretation and reproduction of the dream more than ten years ago (dreaming that on the bell tower, I met the young, handsome and beautiful Li Shimin).

My friendship with Ah Hua is really God's best arrangement. She is my closest same-sex confidant in this world, and we are outspoken and talk about everything. From the moment we got acquainted, we were destined to be unable to let go of each other. Sometimes I wonder, is she sent by God to listen to my thoughts and share my joys and sorrows? Yes, she must be. Because we're so heart-to-heart. In the days together, they always rush to say what the other person has to say. However, I clearly felt that she had met me and found someone to make her angry, and she was specially designed to receive my blows and criticism. I always lose my temper with her, but she always doesn't get angry, she always cries and says, "Doer, it's my fault, I'll correct it......"

My God, how can this be? It's not fair. I also realized that this was wrong, so we didn't have any contact for two years. It's because I can't control myself, and I always hurt her verbally. However, when I met another person with the same name as her in Taibai Mountain, my heart was hot, and tears came out, and I realized that such a non-contact was not the right way to deal with it. Fortunately, she never cared, so it was only two years later when I said, "Ah Hua, let's go to XJ together." She heard it and said as if we had never been in touch, "Okay, Doer." "However, after resuming contact this time, I repeated the same old tune and got angry about something that didn't matter. Alas, I have to control it, I have to control it. It's not easy for her, so let Ah Hua survive the way she likes, as long as she feels happy, that's the most important thing.

Here, thank you Ah Hua for reuniting with me, because you have made my year more enjoyable and wonderful! The scene of the bell tower holding the moon is the most beautiful moment that God has arranged for us!

All my wishes for Ah Hua are to wish her a happy future. That way, I won't be upset either, hehe.

In October, another good friend I met on the road, Wei Mei, the principal of CD's primary school, came to Xi'an. Her sentence "I'm coming to Xi'an for a meeting, I want to see you, I could not have come to this meeting, I just want to see you." "I was very touched by her words. Regarding Wei Mei, in addition to the fact that we both share the same values, her attitude and wisdom in life are all things that I admire, and I respect and like her very much. Therefore, I am very happy that she is here. You can also see that she likes me too. It's a pleasure to talk together, like old friends. In this regard, she commented as follows: "Whether you are happy or not, it depends on who you spend time with." "Brilliant!

This may be because we are all honest and sincere people, and we should respond to the "people and groups". This friend has very little contact on weekdays, but she has a very important place in her heart, and I appreciate and share every message she has in her circle of friends.

Here, I wish my beautiful friend Wei Mei and a more beautiful future. Thank you for coming, this reunion in the ancient city has been a great addition to my 2016.

My favorite mountain climbing has become a part of my life.

This year, I am still walking in the Qinling Mountains, cold and summer, nostalgic and forgetful, appreciating the four seasons of spring flowers and autumn fruits, and looking at the perfect combination of the sky and mountains. During the Dragon Boat Festival, the third perfect north-south crossing of Taibai Mountain was realized. In the darkness of the first time to welcome the sunrise on the Sendai and the red sunrise in the east, I was fortunate to see the rare sight of the Wei River like a jade belt and a mirror line. And, the third time I was lucky to be on Taibai Mountain, strolling in the sea of purple azaleas all over the mountain, especially the peach rhododendrons that bloomed on the slopes of Dawen Gong and Eryehai, the petals were like fat jade, and the delicate and beautiful flowers made me appreciate and pleasing to the eye! Such beautiful flowers, and the dreamlike and mirage-like scenery of Taibai Mountain, let me have an unexpected wonderful encounter every year when I cross Taibai Mountain. I am so happy and excited that I have not left yet, and I look forward to coming back next year.

I also crossed the mountains of Chaotianchang at the watershed in mid-May, and encountered the crystal clear ice flowers blooming in the dreamy ice and snow world of summer. The mountains are full of snow trees and silver flowers, the ice cubes are ringing, and the sky is beautiful, and it has become a fairyland on earth. When we come in the heavy snow, we have become real immortals. The joy of freedom is a wonderful feeling that only people who are immersed in the scene can experience: the unreal and the illusory are just in the world.

Moreover, at the end of the lunar calendar, when I went again, I saw the beautiful "Snow God Tree" on the meadow again after three years, which was really lucky and fulfilling!

My favorite Dongliang, I went to the most beautiful "lover" twice this year. Especially at the end of the year, I came to Nanliang again after two years. And, this time, it was a complete walk on the flat and wide south beam, like a lawn on the plain. In the passage of more than 30 kilometers, under the blue sky and white clouds that are more beautiful than gems, strolling in the grass two beams, east beams and south beams, collectively known as the "big east beams", this mountain range, sharing the beauty to shock, the beauty has become the most beautiful and drunk scenery. In the middle of the air between heaven and earth, I am the peak on the beam, and I am in the white clouds, and the two women hurriedly walk on the road to heaven on the top of the mountains where no one is seen in front and no one is seen behind. Haha, I'll be at ease in the future.

And my "back garden" land beam, which comes and goes and goes and goes throughout the year, always thinking about it. If you don't go for more than a month, you will miss it. The land beam will always be the place where my soul flies happily. On the pacing beam, I can think about anything, I can not think about anything. It's also nice to sit on the top of the hill I call the "living room", to sit in the sun, smell the flowers, and quietly feel the company of the mountains.

I love my land beams, good times all year round.

For this reason, I can't help but praise myself! Praise myself for not missing the wonderful and intoxicating scenery of the Qinling Mountains!

This year, there are friends who are gradually moving away with the light, and there are also friends who meet unexpectedly on the road, whether it is a happy snow treading to find plums, or a happy crossing on Fengyu Mountain in the heavy rain, and the close companionship when crossing Taibai Mountain, my friends have accompanied me on a pleasant and beautiful journey. So, whether it's old friends and new friends, or former friends who have stepped out of the border. No matter what the future holds, Duoer will send my best wishes to my dearest partners, it's good to have you along the way!

Regarding my blood relatives, the biggest joy this year came from the news from my hometown, and the fourth aunt's family has since gotten rid of more than ten years of bad luck and lived a normal life. I have been away from my hometown for a long time, and after the death of my grandparents and wet nurse who raised me, I rarely go back. But the relatives on that black land did not fade their emotions with time. I love them as much as they love me. Therefore, my greatest wish is for fellow relatives to live a happy and smooth life.

My children and little Wang, they are still on the road, and their concern for them is natural and powerless. I can only ask God to bless them, so that they can succeed in their studies and avoid detours. Little Wang, I haven't contacted him for a long time. I didn't let go of my heart for a moment, and there are mothers in this world who let go of their children. I'm just going to follow him in a more appropriate way. Of course, he never recognized that I was my child, but I had to be willing. I sincerely hope that this "child" of mine can live a normal life, a normal life. Because we are all mortals, the way of survival of ordinary people in the world is our best pursuit and yearning for life.

May God let my two children move into the future with a normal mind.

This year, the unexpected joy has always made me happier. Of course, it may also have something to do with my naivety, and what others might think is ordinary, in my opinion, are lucky. Maybe it's because of this that I feel a lot happier than others. One of them is that a few days ago, I unexpectedly saw Fei Xiang's singing in the school auditorium. I didn't know about it, but I stumbled upon it when I went to the playground. I was very excited to see Fei Xiang perform, I have always been an idol. It's already the second half, and I couldn't get in, but in the end, I followed up dramatically, and I saw Fei Xiang's performance in the finale as I wished, and it was really a wish! This is God's best arrangement.

Thank God for making me your darling!

For this reason, I am grateful for God's favor, and I am willing to continue to be a good person, so as to live up to God's love, and also live up to the good people who love me and help me along the way!

Goodbye, my wonderful 2016!

Goodbye to "My Sky My Clouds", a book I've been working on for six years, and this year is the last time I'll use this title. In the future, "Sky of Clouds" will continue the story of Duoer......

Written on January 12, 2017