Section 54 A glimmer of life
Xiao Fei said disapprenously: "You are getting carried away, forgetting that we are in the stone room, and we are about to be headed, you can continue to talk about it, comfort my lost emotions, I stayed in this small dark room and the whole person was about to collapse, I shouldn't have come in the first place." Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”
I said thoughtfully: "There is another one who didn't plan to meet, but accidentally bumped into a netizen I met by accident. That time a friend of mine who had a good relationship with me met a new netizen, the kind that traveled together, and then I inadvertently said my screen name, he said that he knew me, his screen name is Bi Yuntian, and he was a graduate student of a famous medical school where we were, I remembered in a trance that I also had a netizen named Bi Yuntian, and I said it, but I have too many netizens, I don't know if it's him? Finally open the network to see, it is really him, what a coincidence, my roommate is fortunate to help me see, otherwise, I may put someone else's pigeon, he is really good, very enthusiastic, cooking skills are even better, but his appearance did not meet my ideal standard, and then things are even more strange, he is very happy about this unexpected joy, actually one day he wanted to chase me as his girlfriend, and said that he was very popular at school, many people introduced him to all kinds of girlfriends, but he was disdainful, not very satisfied, one of the conditions is particularly good, is his mentor's daughter, he has two suites in the city under his name, but he does not feel excited, But after seeing me, the kind of affection for me arose, and he also asked me to participate in his friends' dinner with great interest, I politely refused, saying that the gentleman's friendship is as light as water, and his character is also good, and he did not continue to pester, our story ended without a problem, but about netizens, I have too many stories of all kinds, like a fantasy, to tell you how many days and nights can not be finished, and say that the past is recalled, this is said to give birth to an inexplicable sadness, with a faint sadness like spring grass, if only the time machine could bring me back to the past, so I don't want to recall those old old memories that are so old that I can't go back, those old times that I can't go back, those who can't go back like water, those fresh people, one by one, are gradually drifting away, gone with the wind, and can never be found again, like smoke and dreams, I can only search in the remnants of memory fragments, and vaguely recognize their somewhat blurred faces. suddenly wanted to sing Luo Dayou's "The Story of Time" Spring flowers bloom autumn wind, and winter sunset, melancholy youth, I used to think ignorantly, windmills in the song of the four seasons of reincarnation, it flows every day, in the poems of the wind and snow, I grow up year by year, the story of flowing water it takes away time, changes a person, just in that sentimental and first, waiting for the youth, yellowed photos of ancient letters, and faded Christmas cards, songs written for you when you were young, I'm afraid you have long forgotten it, the past vows, like the colorful bookmarks in the textbook, how many beautiful poems are carved, but after all, it is a puff of smoke——”
Xiao Fei was full of praise and said: "Nice, under my subtle influence, you are finally no longer incomplete, you are really not a well-deserved king of stories, it really opened my eyes, what are you still thinking, look at your thoughtful appearance." ”
I said excitedly: "I'm now, I don't want to think about anything, I just want to talk about a vigorous and touching love before I die, before I say goodbye to the clouds in the west, and completely subvert the existence of big eyes, let me forget this relationship that ended without a problem, didn't people say it?" The darkness in the house can not be driven away, only by opening the window and letting the sunlight fill in, can I say goodbye to the darkness, I want a love to die and live, the sky is cracked, the mountains are edgeless, I dare to be with you, not to ask for a long time, but to have it, to have a two I forget, the moon before the flower, the love of the wind and snow, just like Qin Guan's "Queqiao Immortal Xianyun Qiao" of the Xianyun Qiao, the flying stars spread hatred, and the silver Han is dark. As soon as the golden wind and jade dew meet, they will win and there are countless people in the world. Tenderness is like water, the best period is like a dream, and you can endure the return of the Magpie Bridge. If the two love for a long time, how can they be there, morning and twilight? But it's a pity that I don't even have a basic object now, who am I going to talk to? Am I going to fish for air?
Xiao Fei smiled dumbly and said: "This is simple, I will give myself to you for free to talk about casually, how about it, you see, you are like Jiang Ziya fishing, you don't need to fish, the fish will be hooked, by the way, there is still time, you can talk for a few minutes, half an hour, is it enough for you to talk?"
I was surprised and said, "Thank you for not disliking me, but you can do it when I look like this, you really aren't joking with me, don't forget to humor me before you die?"
Xiao Fei said helplessly: "In fact, my dying wish is also to fall in love, for me, a person whose love life is blank and plain as water, the love I hope for is a small bridge and a long stream of water, that is the love of a lifetime, grow old with you, count the stars and watch the moon together, the kind of vigorous, dry wood and fire-like love you crave is not reliable at all, the raging fire will burn out all at once, how will it burn in the future?" I see that although you have been in love, but you don't seem to know much about love, you want to win the heart of a person, the white head is inseparable, and I have always felt that the inner part of the person is the most important, a hundred years later, we are just a jagged white bone sleeping in the mud with teeth and claws, or a pile of ashes wandering around in the clear sky, flying with the wind, who still knows who? ”
My heart moved, my cheeks were crimson, is this a confession before I died, but I have always regarded him as a brother, I guess I am in a hurry to go out now, and I am about to burn out my brain, I knew that I would not tell him about my past, so I said: "You don't want to think nonsense, talk nonsense, we are just sitting and waiting for death now, where is the leisure to talk about love? I don't cry now." Even if you put the big stars and handsome guys in modern society in front of me, I will turn a blind eye to it, I don't look at it, I'm really not in the mood, you know I'm nervous now, like sitting on pins and needles, this life and death, whether I can go back to modern society is a problem, where is I still in the mood to fall in love here——"
Xiao Fei deliberately smiled, brazenly, cynically said; In fact, I just want to grasp the last straw, this may be my last chance to confess to you, definitely not a mouthful, nonsense, why are you still thoughtful, you won't still be thinking about the man in white before you die, don't forget your love for others, he is so handsome, handsome, earth-shattering, so handsome that he is about to alarm the Party Central Committee, how can you get your wish, you have to have self-knowledge, only I Xiaofei is not looking at appearance, I feel that he is definitely the appearance of the association, you must have self-knowledge, lest you spray a nose to ash when you get it, and I have to come to my Xiaofei brother to cry his nose againBut fortunately, we don't have a chance, and we are about to throw ourselves into the tender arms of death. ”
Quicksand said: "It's coming to an end, you two still don't change your faces, your hearts don't beat, you are really heroes, what are you talking about?"
Xiao Fei deliberately said sadly: "I am explaining the aftermath to Ziyue. Hu Jiaojiao said regretfully: "Brother Xiaofei, it's useless for you to explain to anyone, everyone can't get out." The others also collapsed to the side in a gloomy manner, only calmly Brother Wang Gongzi was busy as if nothing had happened.
I was very moved, and decided to tell Xiao Fei solemnly about me wearing a mask at this last moment, so that he could take one last look at the beauty, so that he would die without regrets: "Okay, Xiao Fei, look at your evil invincible righteousness, heroic and upright, clean sleeves, and sincere appearance, I am very moved, I want to tell you a shocking secret, directly alarming the Party Central Committee, earth-shattering, that secret is——" Before I could say anything, Wang Gongzi screamed in surprise not far away, completely interrupting my words, "Everyone come here, I have a major discovery-"