Chapter 20: The Inevitable Hope That Exists Between Him and Them After This (13)

Liu Wei didn't take my words, and the hand holding the paintbrush also froze on the drawing board and sighed lightly

[Maybe that's right...] Maybe it's not right either.]

With that, she began to slowly pack up her things, first the drawing board, folded it with the easel and placed it next to the chair, the tool box was also sorted out and placed next to the easel at random, and then continued to go back and carefully pack up the scattered finished paintings, fold them neatly and put them into a light blue pocket. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

[I just draw what I see.]

After sorting these out, Liu Wei moved to the other side, vacating more space, and the fingers of both hands moved dexterously, as if stretching their stiff fingers, and after a few seconds, they slowly rested on his thighs and became still.

I hesitated for a few seconds, then slowly sat down next to her in my chair.

However, some factors have also been taken into account, and a small gap has been left between me and her, and it seems that no one will cross the same dividing line.

[Liu-san... It's okay to call you that, right?]

[...]

Although he didn't send any response, he received permission to nod slightly, so it was possible to communicate.

[I... Can you ask a question?]

[What?]

Liu Wei's gaze stayed on the fountain in front of him, the fountain at this time was more lively than just now, and all the water lines that were sprayed out were linked into a spectacular picture, with the colors given by the sun, it became a small observation spot where there was an artificial rainbow. It attracted the attention of most tourists, and they unconsciously stopped to watch.

I also unconsciously showed a knowing smile... This ephemeral beauty is not very annoying, but it is precisely because of the ephemeral that it will appear more beautiful.

[When you chose to join the department.] Why don't you go to the sketching department, where the conditions and time will be better, right?]

To be able to draw to her degree... It can't be the kind of guy who is just a hobby, and although I don't know much about painting, I still believe in my own vision when it comes to appreciating this kind of art.

Liu Wei didn't make any superfluous movements, and after a brief delay of a few seconds, he answered my words in a still calm tone and tone

[The work that was drawn under the constraints of the regulations was not what I wanted.]

This answer was really unexpected, and I looked at her with an uncertain gaze and continued to ask

[So, it's the same everywhere.] There is no such thing as a world without regulations.]

Just like this fountain in front of me, it looks beautiful... But I can't escape the rules, I can't get rid of "people", this is sad and lucky... A collection of contradictions, when they want to pursue freedom, inadvertently transform the goal into "a certain freedom if the rules allow" because of the existence of rules.

There is no such thing as true freedom, but there must be real rules.

[It doesn't matter if it's there or not, as long as you can pick up the brush according to your own ideas, the rest... Who cares about it.]

[Is it...]

For the answer given by Liu Wei, I gave such a vague answer, thinking that if it was replaced by me. What would you do? It was a very calm question and answer, but I couldn't help but admire the girl sitting next to me.

Anyone who can speak their minds without hesitation will be admired or ridiculed by most people. There are too many people who become no longer themselves because they care too much about other things, and the so-called people are the same.

People are social animals, so it is natural to be afraid of being excluded... In order not to be excluded, you have to become the same as most people, how to say and how to do it is prescribed the moment you step into that circle, and if you can't do it, you will be excluded...

I guess she's the one who was left out, of course... So can she and I unexpectedly find some common ground?

In such quiet moments, I can even hear my own heartbeat

[But there will always be times when things don't go your way...] I had a lot of hard time at the beginning.]

When I think back to those times in the past, there were too many unsatisfactory times, just like today, when I was planning to cherish the time to sleep, but I had to sit here like a homeless person, which can be regarded as unsatisfactory.

[Unsatisfactory...]

Liu Wei repeated softly, withdrew her gaze and sighed softly, and then, she moved her gaze to me and said flatly

[Just get used to it.] And only habits. ]

I slowly opened my eyes wide, and my eyes that had not been able to lift my nerves would look bright at this moment, and I had the urge to see each other late.

[Yes, yes, just adapt. yes, that's what I did before, and I do now.] ]

The best way to do things that can't be changed anyway is to accept them, right? Over time, they're going to become more and more unusual, just as we just proved that the earth is round... Most people who think that the earth is square can't accept it, but that's the case, accept it or not, what can't be changed can't be changed, and it can't be changed with people's will, so... Just get used to it.

[You sure enough.] It's weird. ]

Liu Wei looked at me stunned, and after a few seconds, an invisible smile appeared from the edge of his mouth, and said softly

[It's not strange that that's from other people's opinions.]

Although it is said that and it doesn't matter, but... If that were the case, I don't think there would be such a thing as "psychosis", would it?

[That... And what do you think of your own?]

With a crisp and sweet voice, Liu Wei asked with some surprise, as if he was in a better mood than just now, but maybe it was just out of "interest".

[I'm normal, and much more normal than others.]

With that, I turned my gaze to the crowd in the square, ha... In any case, this is probably just a form of expression of excess self-awareness... I've changed my old self, and I can't go back.

There is no turning back on the road of life, just like life and death, you can only face death when you are born, and you can only face the road when life is still going on, and it is impossible to face life after you have walked it.

Liu Wei thought for a moment, looked at me with a little hesitation, and continued

[But, I just think you're weird.]

[Is that so..]

I smiled awkwardly, being defined as a "strange guy" for a long time, and even the most confident person would feel embarrassed.

[Maybe it's an unusual understanding brought about by a cultural difference or something...]

At such a time, you can only say such non-nutritious words to defuse the atmosphere.

She slowly looked back, lowered her head, and took a few quiet breaths, then let out a small breath and glanced at it with slanted eyes

[... Talking to you.. It's funny.]

[... Oh, oh, oh, thank you.]

Suddenly, such an inexplicable sentence came, which made me overwhelmed for a while, and finally I reacted well.

Maybe.. Do I really have someone who is treated as funny by strange guys?

It always feels familiar.

I shook my head, meditated on the evil thoughts, and it was almost time to leave

[Then...]

"Gollum"

I was just about to get up from my chair to say goodbye, but I heard this discordant sound from another part of my body.... Ahh I really want to go to the center of the earth...

[What... Sound?]

Liu Wei blinked with wide eyes and looked at me suspiciously.

[Ah, no... That one... Hmm...]

Damn it... But I'm sorry I can't get used to it anyway, I said embarrassedly as I rubbed my head down

[I'm going to lunch.] I'm sorry. ]

Liu Wei looked at me stunned, his two big eyes were full of incredulity, and after a few seconds, he gently covered his mouth with his hands, lowered his hair, and his shoulders began to tremble slightly... Hawkers, laugh if you want.. This kind of thing...