Touching life, you beat for me

Thank God, the reason why you have opened up the bad side of the other party is because your baby is too innocent to see the truth clearly, and you have to be like this, I know. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Just please don't tell me a truth in this form again. Because, if human nature touches too much, the heart will be dusty. Yesterday you made my heart return to itself - how short the distance from admiration to contempt is so short!

Thank you Master Sky, your patient guidance has resolved all the unfavorable factors, if it were not for your persuasion in this paragraph, when I saw the original side, I would have collapsed! Because I understand what you said: "Remember, when you stop him from becoming a monk, don't be angry, because if you do it, it will have a reaction and it will hurt yourself." ”

The same is true for this matter. I'm not stupid, we don't do anything that loses money.

Hehe, at this moment, I only think about laughing, what are you laughing at? I remember another sentence you told me: I am like an old lady repeating it to you, why are you still ignorant. Down, down, that's the clouds......

Master Sky, I want to tell you how blessed I am to know you. You care about me as much as God does. It's just that you have compassion (and I have too) and never judge others in the process of helping me. Today, I can stand at the starting point again, it's all thanks to you! Blessed! So, laugh again, haha......

Back to basics.

There's something I've always wanted to write down, and I won't write it when my mind is not still, because then I'm sorry for her ---- my friend.

This friend I met in Tibet. I met her by chance, that day, on the side of Namtso.

Because of the strong altitude sickness ("Namtso, I'm Coming" is written), I sat by the lake and couldn't afford to take pictures.

At this time, a woman happily came to me and asked me to take a picture of her. I looked up at her, and the smile on her face touched me, because her smile was so innocent, this smile had not been seen in a long time, it was an angelic smile.

There is no reason to refuse. I struggled to get up and help her take pictures, and I still admired my camera skills. I don't take a picture of someone else (because, I take a good picture of someone else, and in turn, someone else takes a lot of pictures of me and disappoints me, hehe. And it's so uncomfortable today, but I still do my best to help her shoot. In the process, she posed in different poss, and I coveted how she was in such good shape!

She took a few photos for me and asked me to pose for them, which made me feel a little funny, but I didn't have the strength to laugh. As a result, the set of photos she took for me was really not good, because everyone's temperament is different, and my pose is too ugly. Hehe! Friend, you've earned it!

I really didn't have the strength to shoot her, so she went to find someone else. Soon we were out of our respective sights.

Unexpectedly, when we visited the Yarlung Zangbo Grand Canyon, we ran into it again. I don't know why we were all very happy to see each other, like friends after a long absence.

The first thing she said with a smile was, "Ouch! We're seeing each other again, I'm so happy." You didn't seem to be in good health that day.

The smile on her face was gone when she said the last sentence, and her expression was worried.

This time, we introduced each other, and I knew that she was Ah Hua from Shanghai, and we left each other's contact information when we broke up.

Unexpectedly, we met again on the way to Shigatse. We smiled and hugged each other again, and she quickly wrote on QQ: We met again, so happy.

This time we walked all the way, together for two days. Her angelic smile made my journey a lot happier. She cried in Yang Zhuo Yongcuo, crying very sadly, and told me about the entanglement in her heart. I took her in my arms and comforted her.

I wanted to cry too, but I couldn't. I said in my heart, "Ah Hua, you are so blessed, you can shed tears in my arms, and where are you in my arms?" Here you are crying because you believe in the myths and legends of Yang Zhuo Yongcuo, and I hope you can be reconciled with your friends. And I can't make a wish here, which is why I didn't make a wish for myself during my entire trip to Tibet. After thinking about it, I also congratulated myself on my restraint (however, after the sky knew, he said that I was selfish. )。

It was this piece that made me see her kindness, and at the same time moved her kindness.

When I returned to Lhasa to break up, I didn't know what I thought at the time. I told her: Let's go to the Potala Palace Square in the evening.

In the Potala Palace Square, we had a great time. She hugged me and said, "I didn't expect you to smile so well."

We are all angels!

When I stood quietly holding my book in my hands and talking to Changyang Gyatso in my heart, she took a lot of photos of me from all directions, and this set of photos was very good, capturing my state and mood at that time, which is very precious.

At this time, she suddenly said for no reason: My heart hurt when I saw you just now.

I paused for a moment, but didn't answer her.

I told her, "Look at the bright window in the Potala Palace, Cangyang Gyatso is looking at us, and I just told Cangyang Gyatso that I will be happy." Come, let's tell him together, we will be happy.

She burst into tears after shouting. I kissed her on the cheek and happily said to her: We will be happy, we will be happy. That night was the happiest time I was in Tibet.

One thing is interesting. This time I went to Tibet with a copy of "Heavenly Love", before I left, I discussed with the sky and Tianchang my desire to solve my doubts, Tianchang strongly objected, the sky did not directly say that he was against it, and he did not support it in his tone, and reluctantly agreed to let me give it to a teacher.

But for some reason, when I arrived in Tibet, I didn't want to solve my doubts at all. I didn't carry this book with me, I kept it in my suitcase in the hotel. Ah Hua didn't know I had one with me, she just hoped that I could mail it to her when I got home. It was only when I returned to Lhasa that I told her that I had a copy and that I could give it to her in the evening (the one in the photo). This book, before telling it to her, actually subconsciously wanted to give it to a guru in the Potala Palace at night.

But for some reason, on the way back to Lhasa, it was decided to give it to her. As for her, she repeatedly told her to bring it to her at night.

And when I came to Tibet this time, I really had a task in mind, that is, I wanted to solve the confusion in the book. Why I gave up this idea after I arrived in Tibet, and I don't understand it even when I write this article today.

It seems like it's all far away from me.

However, just when she thought it would all pass, she said to me, "Do'er, why do I have heartache when I think of you?" ”

"Duo'er, my heart aches when I think of you, and sometimes it hurts when I talk to you. ”

After breaking up in Tibet, she told me many times. At first I didn't care, thinking that she wasn't articulating, and more importantly I felt heartache, how could it be so easy? For this reason I never took her words and did not want to discuss the subject.

However, she talked a lot, especially after she returned to Shanghai, she wrote a lot of articles when we were together, and her thoughts after separation, and the heart I originally wanted to avoid was brought closer to her little by little. A few days ago, I was moved to tears when I saw her write about us again. At that moment I felt so sorry for my friend, she wrote so much and I didn't write anything.

I didn't expect her to say at this time: My heart hurt a lot just now. It could be when you're in tears.

That is, this time, I no longer avoided what she said, and I had a long talk with her.

People have secrets in this life, and deep down there will be a territory that others can't touch, and I am the same. The heart, the matter of interaction, is the forbidden place in my heart!

I've been thinking a lot lately, why does her heart ache when she thinks about it, why does she feel my mood changing? Someone who hasn't experienced this heartbeat will think she's having a heart problem. Only I know that what she said is true. The heartache she talked about was all too familiar to me. I just don't understand, how could a heartbeat that seemed so magical to us in the past appear to her?

What does God want to tell me, or what does Cangyang Gyatso want to tell me? Is this the solution to my confusion? Tell me that my heartbeat is actually a very common thing. If that's the case, then Tibet is a wonderful place! Even other people can know what is going on in their hearts. Why else is that?

My friend's heartache is still an interaction, because my familiar heartbeat has started again since June, but it has been too frequent in the last month or so.

Whatever the reason, it doesn't matter, it's important to cherish the magic. In this world, I have told myself that there are only two people whose hearts ache because of me. One is the best person in the world for me, and the other is this same-sex friend of mine.

Thanksgiving life, different times let me have different wonderful. I don't believe in God to make me understand that this kind of heartbeat is very easy and can occur when one person puts his heart on another. I prefer to believe that it's magical. I don't know what the future will bring to me and this friend, but I am confident that she will live as happily ever after as I am. Because, she also said the same sentence: It's good for us to be women in this life.

This sentence is my answer to the sky.

She has too many things in common with me, they are very simple, very kind, very delicate and sensitive, and we are very sunny and romantic in life. It's just that she can't take the initiative in life. What I have recently experienced about not being able to take the initiative is a kind of passive pain, which is very hurtful. People like us who don't have an aggressive personality, once someone hurts, that kind of pain is a kind of destruction. So, I can relate to her feelings.

The reason why I have become a family member is because I am powerless to change others or prevent others from behaving in ways that I don't appreciate, so I choose a place where my soul can have an outlet, and we can experience the joy and meaning of life with wise people as simple as me.

Now, in reality, a person who thinks basically the same as me has come to my life. How can I not cherish it? How can I not keep warm with her. I also thought that there must still be some friends who cared about me, thinking that I was abnormal again, how could I have such a good relationship with a person of the same sex.

Hehe, I don't want to explain. I don't blame my friends, I can only say that everyone's experience is different, or sometimes we can't choose, like this friend of mine. How much happiness and warmth I have gained from my interaction with the sky, and how much we have benefited from our mutual love, people who have not experienced that feeling cannot be experienced. I think this is the content of the primitive nature of human beings, simple happiness, sincere treatment.

What could be happier in life than a happy heart? Man lives for the pleasure of his own heart.

Hug your friends, let us be grateful and cherish, thank us that we still have a heart that is not covered with worldly dust, cherish the preciousness of life, and live our wonderful life!

May your angelic smile always be with you, as long as this smile is there, you are an angel!

2011－9－4

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